Hello!! I Have Two Questions About The Story:

I think about ur fic so much I literally dreamt about it

Ahh that's so cool!! I'm flattered! And lowkey jealous too lol I wish these two would haunt my dreams

As I went into the unknown, I found myself

And when the seas took me, I went down with the ship.

oh my goodness life has hit me rlly hard too but I just checked in on the tab i have for ur fic and my eyes bugged out of my skull at seeing two new chapters i am so hyped for when I finally have time to catch up 💞💞

Hi! I remember you!! Welcome back, I hope you see some sunnier days soon <3

And I hope you enjoy the updates :D

HEY BESTIEEE

just wanted to drop by and say—ur literally the coolest person for me here and there ( on ao3 ) like fr ur blog has been feeding me sane here and the way u answer asks with so much kindness?? ur like the sweetest person and( i was so nervous at first to send you an ask cause i get nervous while talking to people but then you replied so kindly ) and i hope u know how much ur existence means.

pls keep being your amazing self, drink water, take breaks, touch grass (only if u want) and take breaks no pressure ( cause NOW i know how life keeps bombing you when you are out of ur nest and now my whole mood is like idc it is whatever it is 😭😭 )

sending you ✨all✨ the serotonin and sparkles and chill vibes. stay safe, stay slay, and take care ( oh also do u have a DOG asdfghjkl OMG i love dogssssss qwertyuiopasdfghjkl)

okok love u bye

Want me to make it more chaotic or more soft?

HI!! You're so incredibly sweet!! Seeing this in my inbox made my day :')

Sending you all the best too and ty for being here <3!!

(YES I have a dog!! He's my angel and my companion in my writing endeavors (aka he curls up in my bed and watches me cycle through endless drafts for hours lol))

the absolute struggle of knowing the exact plot of your fic, what the characters facial expressions will look like, what sounds will happen, the emotions, the lighting, everything….

except it’s all playing as a movie in your head and you can’t articulate any of it.

is there a chunk of writing you’re extremely proud of?? like a paragraph, sentence, etc. that you wrote and you went damn bitch i did that

i love your writing and i’m curious to see what parts stand out to you as the author

Oh great question! I recently had this feeling when I went back to read the story up until this point (it had been a while since I had due to the hiatus) and I had a lot of "wow, how did I do that??" moments lol. I guess I can say chapter 7 gave me that feeling the most with Chuuya's internal dilemma, the action, and the reveal! I remember I spent a long time planning it out and circling through a bunch of drafts to get it right.

Oh! And I'm also proud of the fight skk had in chapter 10 and the buildup behind it because I remember sitting in front of my keyboard after that and going: okay now, how am I going to make them make up?? And then BAM, I figured it out!!

Then there's this scene too:

the update was amazing!!!!!! your writing is genuinely so amazing,,, dazais slow realization is so fun to read about. i know you said you struggled with the chuuya laughing scene but it was really well written!!

are there any moments/chapters you’re really looking forward to writing next??

Thank you!! It's a short scene but I'm glad my work paid off!

As for your question...YES!! Where do I even begin?? There's this scene that's coming up that's been on my doc ever since I began planning out the story and I've been dying to get to!! Well, I say "coming up" but we wont get to it for a few more chapters. It's a skk scene and I'm excited because we get a change in scenery and it's important for their development but ahh I can't give too much away...

🎶🏴‍☠️- Afterlife by Evanescence, Dazai pov!

Oh I love the energy of this song!!

When does summer break begin on your side of the world? 👀

Soon!! I’ll be completely done with exams on the 20th and I’m so, so, SO ready. I can’t wait to be back to my usual hobbies. I want to WRITE!!

hi!! I love your fic so much i cry about it /j. i have been desperately looking for pirate skk fics bc like- it’s pirate skk what’s not to love? i think i read yours in one sitting that’s how hooked it was amazing work!

sorry for asking this (in case you already answered) but do you have an update schedule?

cant wait for the next chapter!!!

Hi!! Tysm, I'm happy you found this fic <3!

Sorry to say that I currently don't have an uploading schedule 💔 I simply find gaps in my current schedule (when I'm not under a deadline or needed somewhere) and try to get as much work done with the story as I can. That's why most of my updates are posted around 3am lol

Although chapter 15 is about 60% complete, I haven't had time to work on it due to midterm season, but once it's over I'll have a bit more free time on my hands!