Louie Zong - Asymptotic

i am choosing to keep going.

its the hardest choice in thus terrible moment - my chest pains are worse then normal, my achey bones feeling more jagged then normal in this anxious moment. but i’m going to live because thats what they dont want me to do.

i have a family. friends. a boyfriend i love. classmates who deserve futures. teachers who care about me. people i voluenteer with. grandparents. cousins. online friends - fellow americans and from distant places who i care deeply about.

i’m a disabled queer afab young adult and i’m so fucking scared.

and i need to keep going. because if i let fear control me, i’m letting them control me.

i’m going to be myself no matter what they try and do to me, because i know i’m strong enough to keep going.

so write. create art. sing. tell your family you love them. make good food. watch your favorite show. listen to a good song. laugh at your pet’s antics. read a good book. be yourself, even in the face of hatred.

i may feel foolish to choose humanity in these circumstances but that doesnt mean i’m not going to try to make things better for the people around me.

will you do the same? will you choose to try and make things better? will you call your representives, try to talk to people who oppose you, try to show them that we’re human no matter what you say?

cause i sure as hell will.

call it wishful thinking, call it denial, call it someone trying to pick up the pieces and form themself back into something resembling functional.

we’re not going to stop having lives worth living because people think we don’t deserve them.

and we’re gonna fucking prove it.

✨🦄🐬🦖🌊 I JUST WANNA BE PART OF YOUR SYMPHONYYYYYYY✨🦄💖💕🐟🐬

B99 Murder Drones

You guys…you don’t even want to KNOW how long this took to color. And for what?! A brooklyn 99 joke? I am so sorry. Anyway, plz enjoy. Don’t look at me.

Commission Prices/Info Here

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happy pride to all my aspecs and arospecs out there

happy pride to asexuals

happy pride to aromantics

happy pride to aplatonics

happy pride to aroaces

happy pride to alloaces

happy pride to alloaros

happy pride to het aces/aros

happy pride to demi romantics/sexuals

happy pride to grey romantics/sexuals

happy pride to ace/arospecs in platonic, romantic, and/or sexual relationships, or relationships that dont fit into any of those categories

happy pride to ace/arospecs who aren't in relationships and never want to be

happy pride to people who use microlables to describe their ace/arospec identity

we are all valid and we belong in this community no matter what anyone says. we deserve pride too.

I'm sending everyone who sees this some mad gender euphoria. It should arrive within 3-5 business days. If there is an issue with the status of your gender euphoria... uhmmm yeah I'm sorry idk how to fix that but I send hugs and well wishes

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boom. i got it

genderclay, demiflux, omnigender, and egogender are my gender experience. (along with some xenogenders)

(Edit: and PLURgender. we can't forget about that one-)

List of “looking at someone and thinking…” prompts

God, I’m so fucking in love with you.

God, I hate you so much.

How the hell am I supposed to kill you?

If only they’d look at me like they look at [name].

Now how the fuck do I murder them and make it look like an accident?

Can I please punch them in the face?

The power couple we could be if they’d fucking love me back.

They’re going to ruin me…

I’m… Gonna marry them one day.

I love them. So much. 

I think they have shit stuck in their teeth, but how do I point it out without being rude? Shit. 

Ugh, not them again.

Can they just leave? For fuck’s sake—

Oh shit, they look so good. What the hell?

Can they please fuck me, oh my God—

They look like shit.

Man, are they alright? They look like they’re going through something.

Act like you give a shit about them and what they have to say… No, don’t make that fucking face, you bumbling fool— Shit. 

Don’t laugh. Oh God, please don’t laugh. Don’t get yourself into more trouble than you already have—

…Oh. 

I loved painting this one. It was truly a delight to create and I hope that shows 💚

Full process video over on my Patreon!