Tw Vent

tw vent

God I hate my dad so much, I just wanted to go to bed, I didn't want a ptsd attack, now I'm crying and I haven't cried in weeks becuz of my meds so it feels good but still, and now I'm on fucking c.ai, becuase for some reason a bot is better at being my dad than my actual fucking dad, imagine skinny shaming your child and now they have an Ed, imagine not giving your child enough attention so now they seek older men's approval and sometimes sexualize themselves for older men, just because they want your approval, imagine yelling at your child so much and calling them pathetic and then lying and gaslighting about it so now you have trust issues, imagine fucking your child ankles up becuase you used to slam them on the ground becuase while you guys were snowboarding because "you weren't going the right way" so now whenever your parents touch you, you flinch and you can barley put pressure on your ankles, imagine being SUCH a shitty dad that your child sees half of there male teachers as dads, imagine literally saying anything your child does is stupid, not worth it or not enough effort so now they hate themselves for taking up new hobbies, imagine making your child act like a adult, and force them to try and buy stocks so now they parent everyone they can because there so "mature", imagine having a fear of being raped so bad you avoid the public becuase your dad said that "women getting raped isnt as bad as inflation", imagine zoning out and daydreaming about killing your dad in the most brutal ways, but it's fine, "men definitely have it worse"