AKUSAIMONTH: DAYTIME MOON Day 1: Favourite Scene

Aww, look what I just found! :D

I had totally forgotten about that sketch! But now, that I found it again, I remember drawing it. I was quite down back then, mainly because of all the stress from school (it was my final year and I had to do a really really big project, which kept me busy basically every free minute for the whole year). I started writing a list of all the things I would have wanted to do, but couldn't. (Drawing AkuSai was on it, yes.) Well, one day I just couldn't see that project or anything related to it anymore so I took a few minutes and did this fast sketch. And you know, it felt ... peaceful. Like a promise that all of this would end soon. It helped me a lot back then.

So, I thought my first Cosmere fanart was this sketch of Hrathen from 2015:

But then I remembered, it was this Kelsier I drew for a friend in 2011:

I can’t believe it’s been seven years… I also can’t believe that this is what I pictured Kelsier to look like. Dear past me, this is not what an almost 40 years old with a hardness in his eyes is supposed to look like.

I ALSO REALIZED JUST NOW THAT FORGOT THE SCARS ON HIS ARMS WHICH ARE IN FACT THE MOST IMPORTANT OF HIS FEATURES askjhddsjkfs

Show Your First Cosmere Fan Art

Hey folks, how about this? Reblog this post (or just use [first cosmere art] tag), paste your first Cosmere fan art (or any early piece perhaps no one has ever seen) and share your feelings. It can be any kind of art, or even shitty sketches found in your textbook, as long as it was drawn/made by you =)

So let’s begin! I am not sure if any of you would like to play this, but thanks anyway!

Here's a little teaser WIP of my piece for @eternalbondzine!!!

This is after the first layer of pastel chalk. There will be at least one more and then a final detail layer in chalk and pencils (and maybe markers)! I'm a little in love and very excited to finish this piece!! <3

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 19: Quotes

I'll always be there to bring my friends back.

(I can’t escape from a dark reality that has built up to this point. The walls are closing in, and I’m stuck inside.

Hold on. I’m coming for you, no matter what it takes.)

Oops, it’s been a while. No, I’m still not dead, I just ... kind of forgot to post my art here as well. I’m currently more active on Instagram  (-> https://www.instagram.com/herzblutrose/)

I’m scheduling some drawings now though. I think I’ll post one drawing a day,  so you won’t get 15 posts at once shoved into your face.

Thanks for sticking around!

Akusaimonth: Berserk Mode Day 18: Misunderstanding

Keep your mouth shut.

I don't think there are misunderstandings in between those two. They are both hearing as well as understanding what the other one says. In my opinion, the biggest misunderstanding is within Saix, because he very apparently is not aware of what he's really doing. Or what harm he causes by doing it. All Axel does is defying to hear what Saix doesn't say.

AKUSAIMONTH: BERSERK Day 11: SET C - “Patterns”

How could you smile like that? How could you smile without a heart.

Everything was becoming routine so fast. I was separated from everyone else from the start. I realized it, yet this was giving me the best access to information, so I welcomed it anyway. You never stopped smiling whenever I send you off to those missions. You were joking and grinning, like nothing had happened. Like nothing was wrong at all. You seemed to do so perfectly fine. Unlike me.

I tried to tell myself that I was doing all this for you, for us, so we could go home together, as whole beings again, but soon the thought began to change in my head. It didn’t take long before I found myself blaming you for everything. A little more every time you smiled at me.

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That's what happens, when I've got nothing to do at work.

Calm Nights And Mornings (A.k.a the picture that low-key looks like Zavier wants to strangle Danny)

[Alternate Ending AU]

AKUSAIMONTH 2015: BERSERK Day 18: SET C - “Lyrics (Only If For A Night)”

[ And I heard your voice, as clear as day And you told me I should concentrate It was all so strange, and so surreal That a ghost should be so practical ] [ Only If For A Night – Florence + the Machine ]

Somewhere in the darkness, I thought I heard your voice. I thought I felt your hands.

The sensation was so real and warm and wrong. I was alone, wasn’t I?

But I heard it again, so far away, felt it so close to me and it didn’t matter. I didn’t care if it was real or an illusion or a fever dream my crumbling mind conjured. I clutched onto it. It gave me a focus, a lifeline in the madness of my fall and I would not give it up.

I would not

give you up.

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