©Lía Serrano

“you can’t heal in the same environment that made you sick”

i didn’t get this until someone put it into words. i’d never understand why i always felt better when i locked myself alone in my room rather than spending time with my toxic family. i never understood why i was bubbly and outgoing when i was with my friends but my energy was immediately drained the second i got home. i didn’t understand why regardless of the effort i put into healing i would keep getting triggered by people in my family. i never understood it until i read that sentence and it all just clicked. i can’t heal in an environment where the people are benefiting from my suffering. where the people don’t want to change the behaviour which affects me negatively.

Do you ever start your day off so poorly but you put on mascara and suddenly it's like OH okay maybe things will be fine yeah

Not much Fall color yet, but the park was still pretty

Fatal Frame / Project Zero (2001)

gold and green under a paling sky

Ocean meets land