Goddessdiviinee - 🌛

Gaslighting myself into believing it's a good day today

Normalize gaslighting yourself into thinking everything is okay

Yep that's my mom!! Hell yeah mom I'm so proud of you!!!

Sighhhhhhhhhh

Unfortunately I can't be your cool nonchalant mysterious partner and would be jealous of each and every single human who has the privilege to see your smile, look you in the eye, hold your hand and simply be in your presence ever.

Being hyper self aware and crying is funny to be honest. Because you know the reasons you should not cry, the solutions of your problem, and almost every damn thing but you are still crying over dumb shit and then, crying even more when people come to you and start giving solutions like you can't name 10 solutions of your own problems in a single breath.

Please, do not give me a solution or find my fault. I am a professional 'comforting - crying - person'. I can predict everything you will say. You just need to sit beside me, quietly or maybe curse along with me at my problems and shits. I will be more happy and feel comforted like that.

Espresso-stained pages, whispered thoughts between hardcover spines, and mornings that begin with poetry and croissants. A soft life of books, cafés, and intentional stillness.