Gaslighting Myself Into Believing It's A Good Day Today

Being hyper self aware and crying is funny to be honest. Because you know the reasons you should not cry, the solutions of your problem, and almost every damn thing but you are still crying over dumb shit and then, crying even more when people come to you and start giving solutions like you can't name 10 solutions of your own problems in a single breath.

Please, do not give me a solution or find my fault. I am a professional 'comforting - crying - person'. I can predict everything you will say. You just need to sit beside me, quietly or maybe curse along with me at my problems and shits. I will be more happy and feel comforted like that.

Virginia Woolf, in a diary entry dated 1 July 1918, from The Diary of Virginia Woolf, Vol.I: 1915-1919

— Roland Barthes, A Lover's Discourse; Fragments [translated by Richard Howard]

part of a recent reflection

Friedrich Nietzsche, Thus Spoke Zarathustra originally published 1873

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