From-winded-to-wellness - A Winning Loser

Literally that’s all we can do!

I want to be someone’s favorite person.

I want to be loved unconditionally.

I want to stop feeling like I’m too much.

I want to stop feeling like I’m never enough.

I want to stop always being the person who never has anybody.

I’m tired of always feeling forgotten.

I’m tired of feeling sad.

I’m tired of feeling bitter.

I’m tired of always feeling like I don’t deserve love.

I’m tired of constantly feeling abandoned by the universe.

I’m tired of being tired.

I’ve had enough lessons.

I’ve had enough of sitting on the bench.

I’ve had enough of things never working out for me.

I’ve had enough of one-sided bullshit.

When the fuck is it going to be my turn?

Just keep going. You will figure it out.💙

_lisaolivera ~ Instagram

Cleaning my space, getting rid of things that don’t suit me, only responding to love, knowing my worth, expecting only the best plus more, getting what I want, taking care of my health, moving my body, getting lots of nutrients and sunlight.

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So…a lot has happened since my last post, which explains my unplanned absence. I’ve been prioritizing other aspects of my life these past few weeks, which, admittedly, have been kind of rough. But, I’m, officially, back in school and ready to crush this semester. One of my goals is to make sure I don’t neglect myself in the pursuit of academic success, which is something I, unfortunately, did last school year. I mean…there were other things happening last year that contributed to me neglecting myself, but school was one of the major things. I still plan on doing well, but my approach is going to be a lot different this time around.

As for my fitness/health goals…not too much has changed. I’m still aiming to lose weight, but I’ve decided to change my mindset about certain aspects. For one, instead of waiting until I weigh a certain amount to wear certain types of clothes, I’ve decided to start wearing said clothes regardless. If there’s something I want to try, I’m just going to go for it. If I end up not liking how it looks…then oh well. I’m tired of holding myself back from different experiences because of my appearance (or, rather, because of how unhappy I am with my appearance). I deserve to be happy and live life, no matter what I look like and no matter what stage my body is in. To whoever is reading this…you deserve to as well.

Well, I’m going to go eat dinner, watch a show or two, work on some homework, and go to bed. Then, tomorrow morning, I’m hitting the gym. :)