Dissertation Viva Done. It Went Really Well. Examiner Also Complemented 🥹 Toh I Guess It's A Success.

i remember in april being like "ok i have a month to study for ap's"

it's two days before now and i'm ready to die

imagine your progress as the moon. there are times when it is waning and others when it's waxing. dark and light. a continuous cycle, as many things are around us. when you don't feel good, when you're having troubles, you are in the dark side of the moon and when it is bright, you are enjoying yourself and feeling good. sometimes there is still light in your times of darkness. sometimes it is all black. sometimes the moon is completely luminous. but it never stops. while our good and bad are not in equal portions, the cycle continues just like the moon changes through it's phases. you may feel stuck, but you are only waiting because, if you continue, you will reach that brightness again. and it will always be that way.

18.12.2021

Hey! I'm back again. It's freezing here. I went to this seminar yesterday in other city and while travelling I got in situations where I was just on the verge of crying but two really kind strangers helped me.(🥺❤️)

Also a picture of yesterday's sunset I clicked while coming back home.

I think it’s really important to write down how you feel when you actually feel good. Write about the environment, what you’re thinking, hearing, seeing–It’s necessary to take notice and be aware of that. I feel good right now because the window is open and there’s a nice light breeze coming in, and because it’s silent in my room, and not an anxiety inducing silence but a comforting one. You don’t have to pull out a notepad every single time it happens but every single one of us experiences one moment, however small, as being comfortable and safe, and I think they’re worth remembering. I think if I do this more often it’ll help with my crashes in the future. It’s not much but it’s something. It feels like a meditative state that I didn’t plan or force myself into but that the universe brought to me and it’s a nice thought.

03.02.2022

Finally I'm done with another major task on my to do list which was bothering me so much.

Now go and be a good human and hydrate yourselves like I did.

12.07.2022

Last week 🌻✨

22.10.2023

I moved to a new city recently for a research project. So I've been busy. These are the few pictures, I clicked here:))

Tea,to keep drowsiness away.

07.10.2022

Presentations went well🥳 thank you to y'all as well your wishes definitely helped me. The headache is also gone but looks like is coming back for a short time again.

and did I again watched the same drama yes! And now I've started the other one 🤭✌️

21.02.2022

I'm tired but I'm happy tired (idk if that makes sense)I mean I'm getting all work done so it feels good very good but I'm tired too so I'm happy tired ┐( ∵ )┌