03.02.2022

I think it’s really important to write down how you feel when you actually feel good. Write about the environment, what you’re thinking, hearing, seeing–It’s necessary to take notice and be aware of that. I feel good right now because the window is open and there’s a nice light breeze coming in, and because it’s silent in my room, and not an anxiety inducing silence but a comforting one. You don’t have to pull out a notepad every single time it happens but every single one of us experiences one moment, however small, as being comfortable and safe, and I think they’re worth remembering. I think if I do this more often it’ll help with my crashes in the future. It’s not much but it’s something. It feels like a meditative state that I didn’t plan or force myself into but that the universe brought to me and it’s a nice thought.

Just opened tumblr again and saw notes. Literally wasn't able to think ppl can interact with a post. I was just like yeah new p0rnbots to block and after looking at notifications was like what wait a min what's this😭😭

i open Tumblr

see p0rnbots following me

Blocks them

closes Tumblr

Dissertation viva done. It went really well. Examiner also complemented 🥹 toh I guess it's a success.

Next is that conference presentation. I'm confident about that now.

not caring if people think you're stupid is a life hack. recognising that you are kind of stupid is an even bigger life hack. we build entire societies to take care of each other bc we're all kind of stupid. it's fine.

Thank you @frithams for the tag. i really loved doing this one and the aesthetics oh my!!

Tags- @booksnscience @alfalfaaarya @a-students-lifebuoy as always no pressure:)

Okay, so I adore this tag game. Thank you @ghostystudies for the tag. I had to skip over a couple of images as some characters in pop culture have my first name, so I didn't want to have them included.

Go to pinterest and type in “[your name] core aesthetic” and create a moodboard using the first nine images. No need to reveal what your name actually is!

I am tagging @kolwyntjie, @peregrination-studies, @thatstudyblrontea, @nr-studies, @starduststudyblr, @february-academia

Feeling lack of motivation but I know I'll get through this.♡

12.02.2022

There's this notion if you don't do your homework then you're a cool kid and I've been there too🙃but now that I'm actually completing my homework everyday, it feels so awesome.It legit gives me serotonin boosts. I'm no longer afraid of exams,quizzes, presentations(okay, I'm a little afraid :p but not much )

Okay,I said that I was in bed all day but it's 10:15 PM here and I'm outside here in our garden and dancing to story of my life. :))

I'm very happy in this particular moment.

i remember in april being like "ok i have a month to study for ap's"

it's two days before now and i'm ready to die

22.08.2023

August is slipping away .⁠·⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠(⁠>⁠▂⁠<⁠)⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠·⁠.

After crying on the weekend and not being able to fix the problem i finally asked for help. People are so kind, I cri. I'm back on track to complete my dissertation. My advisor is very chill tho I am NOT. Pls send some good wishes.

Went out to have some golgappe and then I was all settled to have that icecream when I saw this bottle. It says PRAN and I felt so happy out of nowhere that I took this instead ( idk i just got reminded of bad buddy so you know)

And then the pretty skies as always.