Anne Sexton // A. M. Homes
Summary: Your traumatic human life ended, making room for a new one amongst the Na'vi. You were a stone-cold areal hunter, death from above, but when your dad comes back from the dead with a mission that will endanger your life, what lengths would you go to to protect Neteyam and your new family?
Pairings: Neteyam x Avatar!Reader
Word Count: 20,2k (in progress)
Warnings/notes: much angst (you have been warned); mentions of death, violence, disease, mental illness, injury, blood; established relationship, swearing, smut (18+ , minors DNI)
A/N: The sequel to Illicit Affairs is here, and it will follow (all) the events of The Way of Water, so massive spoilers will be mentioned all throughout. I am so excited for this series, and I can't wait to share it with you. I love hearing your thoughts and comments and replies and asks, so please don't be shy, the serotonin fix it gives me is real, and I'm a phd student, i need that shit ok thank you enjoyyy xx
Read Illicit Affairs here (x)
I wake in the night, I pace like a ghost, the room is on fire, invisible smoke And all of my heroes die all alone, help me hold onto you
I've been the archer, I've been the prey Screaming, who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
CHAPTER I: Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince
CHAPTER II: Out of the Woods
CHAPTER III:
CHAPTER IV:
CHAPTER V:
patroclus ever so gently kissing achilles' eyelids while he sleepsโ achilles is sometimes awake but pretends he's sleeping just to feel pat's love.
Photographer Marissa Bolen and Kyle Thompson. Filtered in black and white.ย โฏย ๐๐ณ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ๐บ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐๐ช๐ณ๐ญ๐ด (2013)
Iโm never getting over this Sylus card
maven's plot twist in red queen was rly fucking good but jon the seer, revealing in war storm he killed kilorn's master in an effort to set off mare's desire to save kilorn from conscription and thus the entire plot throughout the entire books?? UNMATCHED
gymrat!abby anderson doing pull ups with reader wrapped around her waist. reader who can squat an insane amount and abby who can deadlift it. abby who wraps her hands around reader's thighs while eating her out. abby who goes down on reader for hours. abby abby abby abby ABBY!!!!!
me when i have no abby fics to read because i've read all of them already.
txansngum - desperation
steyki - anger
tรฌloho - surprise
fmokx - jealousy
kavuk si - to betray
tรฌwusem - fighting
asap si - to be shocked, startled
asap si, part 2ย
muntxa si - to mate with, marry
yayayrnga - confusion
โampi - touch
โeveng - child
'eveng - part 2
'eveng - part 3
'eveng - part 4
tรฌngay - truth
kame - see, see into, understand
sayrรฌpย - handsome, good-looking
nim - timid, shy
kxeyey - error, mistake
lawnol - great joy
nรฌwan - secretly, in hiding
nรฌmal - trustingly, without hesitation
tรฌsmaw - approval
txopu si - to be afraid
fnu - quiet, to be quiet
mong - depend on, rely on, trust for protection
keftxo - unhappy, upset
reypay -ย blood
seze - blue flower
โawlie - once (in the past)
tรฌsraw seykiย - hurt (someone or something)
kxuke - safe
nga yawne lu oer - you are beloved to me (Rated M)
kin - need (Rated M)
nรฌsngum - worryingly, fretfully
Lo'ak
sรคwรคsul - competition
hoan - comfort
paskalinย - sweet berry
sempu - daddy
afpawng - grief
nรฌnrra - proudly, with pride
nectar of angels
abby anderson x reader
cw : modern!au , church girl!abby , church girl!reader , dom!abby , sub!reader , religious imagery , blasphemy , corruption kink , religious guilt , purity culture (mentioned) , god / power kink , oral ( r ! receiving ) , probably more ?? read at your own discretion !
wc : 3.2K
Her leg bounced restlessly, hymn book almost completely forgotten, as she stared at the cross decorating the altar. It was hot, the heat of the sun burning her skin as it filtered through the panes of colored mosaic, making her shift uncomfortably as she tried to keep her eyes off of you. Something about the sweat tempting her brow made her instinctively tense her fists, the rolling sensation taking her back to the feeling of your core pulsing around her fingers. She was too far gone, the words of her father passing through her, body occupied with an untameable craving.ย
โAbigail?โ The man beside her whispered, a sharp edge in his voice as he craned his neck to speak to herโ eyes still trained on the man pacing behind the altar.ย
She froze, hands coming to attention in her lap. โYes, sir?โ She murmured, slowly angling her face away from the floor to take him in. It was one of her father's friends, a man she saw around often. Moore, she thought his last name wasโ not that it mattered because the scorn set in his face was enough to make her wither away on the spot.ย
He tore his eyes from the preacher, steely gaze landing on the blonde. โYou are being distracting, Abigail, you should know better.โ He berated, the grip he had on his bible tensing, narrowing his eyes as he took her in. โWhat is wrong with you, girl?โย
Abby straightened up in her seat, shaking her head as she tried to make herself smaller in his lingering gaze. โIโm sorry, sir. Iโm just feeling rather plagued by the spirit today.โ She hummed, clearing her throat slightly as she spoke. โGod is speaking to me.โ Her thoughts shot back to you. The tender flesh of your breasts in her hands, the cries for God youโd released into her mouth, the angelic halo of ecstasy on your faceโ it was hungry work to be as devout as she was. The only God sheโd ever come to know sitting across the aisle, begging for her worship, it took everything in her to not give in.ย
โIs that so?โย
She nodded quickly, taking a shallow breath, crossing her legs to dull the growing ache in her cunt. She knew how devious her thoughts were, sheโd spent many restless nights begging for God to take them away, but sheโd come to realize that this must have been Godโs will. He wouldnโt give her something so beautiful and expect her not to satiate herself on the divinity. โYes, sir.โ Her voice cracked, a bead of sweat rolling down her temple.ย
The man gave her a curt nod, relaxing back into his seat, eyes glued back to the preacher. It was unlike anyone to really give her much trouble, seeing as she was usually the star of the sermonโ with her girlish looks and obedient soul, it was hard not to like her. So most would brush off her odd behaviors lately as the musings of a young girl, even though she had grown well beyond that of a child, now sitting at 20 years of age. To them, she was being crafted into the perfect wife. To her, she was being unshackled from the chainsโ her mind woven into one amassed of โdeviantโ love for a woman.ย
โThat will be all for today.โ Her father wrapped up his lecture, setting his bible down on the lectern with a loud thump. โMy daughter, Abigail, will be staying to collect canned donations for the food bankโ which is next week, in case anyone missed last week's flyers.โ He smiled, moving a hand out to wave towards Abbyโ who looked lost for half a second before giving a small nod. โGod bless you all.โย
The church immediately lit up with light chatter, the shuffling of feet sending Abby out of her seat and towards the doors. There was nothing she wanted more than to be out of there, her feet moving on autopilot as she took the stairs two at a timeโ almost falling when she met the carpet at the bottom. She took a second to catch her breath, hand shaking as it gripped the railing, at this point she had evaded anyone who possibly would have stolen her attentionโ leaving her to fight the growing heat in her cunt alone.ย
โShit.โ She hissed, backing up to rest against the concrete wall of the stairwell. The cold seeped through the knit of her cardigan, erecting a small sigh fall from her lips. She was burning up, still, using the back of her hand to wipe away the beads of sweat collecting at the nape of her neck. You were like a fever, coursing through her body and setting off alarm bells, sweating her out of her faith.ย
The sound of the door swinging open made her jump, quickly smoothing down her hair to appear more put together as she feigned busy. Her legs carried her over to the table in the corner, picking up the clipboard to gaze at as the person made their way down the steps. She could feel her heartbeat in her ears as she flipped the pages gingerly, not taking anything in.ย
โAbbyโ,โ You began, eyes cast on her turned figure, slowly stepping down off of the last stair.ย
She spun around, an incredulous look on her face, letting the board clatter down onto the table. The growing fever cast a desperate haze over her, making her legs tremble slightly, the things sheโd do to have her hands on you were too blasphemous to even think. The sight of you was too much, making her look away in shame. โWhat are you doing here?โ She asked, glancing towards the side doorโ just in case anyone was close enough to hear.ย
You let a small smile pull at your lips, hand still sitting on the railing, tilting your head at her avoidance. โI came to see you.โ You stated as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, the golden cross necklace shifting further into the divide of your chest as you swung slightly on the metal pole. โI needed.. to ask you for something.โ
The girl felt her heart drop into her stomach, urging her to look up at you. โW-what is it?โ She spoke quietly, taking a small step away from the table as she allowed herself to really look at you. The soft pink and white of your floral skirt hid the curves of your hips, long white sleeves concealing your untroubled skin, cardigan protecting the virtues she longed for. You were so pure it hurt. She tried to get you out of her head but every glimpse of your body sent her over the edge, needing lessons in temptation from the devil himself before sheโd ever be able to look at you without a burning lust.ย
โI was wondering if youโd mind helping me out.โ You hummed, releasing the railing as you took a couple steps toward her. From this distance, she could now see the tabbed bible poking out from under your other armโ making her press her thighs together. โThe feeling... itโs back again.โ You felt oddly nervous, shifting on your feet as your panties clung uncomfortably to your drooling cunt, you knew she could helpโ seeing as sheโd done it before, just a few nights ago. You didnโt understand the feeling that bubbled in your tummy, only knowing that it was caused by the glimpses youโd caught of the girl before youโ the image of her silken skin beneath her lacy skirt made a heat rush over youโ it was unfamiliar, unlike anything youโd ever felt in the presence of a man.ย
Abbyโs breath caught in her throat, her hand coming to grip the edge of the table so hard she thought it might break. She felt dizzy, your words sending a pulse of need into her cunt, her eyes fluttering slightly as she tried to find the restraint to not take you right there, right now. โY-yes, please.โ She practically whined, kicking herself for how desperate she sounded. โI mean, yes. I will.โย
You giggled, rushing up to wrap your arms around the blonde, taking a deep breath as you squeezed her. โThank you so much, youโre the best friend ever.โ You said matter-of-factly, not noticing how her entire body tensed up.ย
โThanks,โ She sighed, patience growing thin as she felt your breasts press into her, moving one arm to wrap around you gently. It was pure torture, temperature skyrocketing as she looked to the statue of Mary for adviceโ before rolling her eyes. She was a virgin, how could she help? โWould you do something for me?โย
You pulled back, nodding, doe eyes making her look away. โOf course, what do you need?โย
She knew better, she knew that this would be the thing that sent her to hell out of all things she found herself doing. It was a perfect sentence, just to taste the nectar of an angel, and she welcomed it. โGo check to make sure everyone is gone, lock the doors, and come back.โ She instructed, her mind slipping from guilt to desireโ no longer willing to beg for stronger resolve. โI can help you now, would you like that, angel?โย
You were immediately shuffling away, nodding vigorously as you took back steps towards the stairs. โYes, maโam, I'll be right back.โ It was needed, the warmth in your panties soaking through to coat the inside of your thighs, making you practically run up the stairs. As you popped out from downstairs, you glanced around, feeling a familiar heat rise in your cheeks. She had called you angel again, something that hadnโt clicked until now, making you struggle to continue to breathe properlyโ eyes making a b-line for the cross in the middle of the room. You were just a girl, not an angel, but you couldnโt help feeling giddy at the status sheโd given you in her eyes.ย
Abby couldโve run after you, forcing you on your hands and knees before God and man alike, hands winding in your little skirt as she carnally hungered for the mere sight of your pretty cunt. It was unlike anything sheโd ever felt, nothing compared to the softness of your walls and the warm arousal as it dripped down her handโ making her let out a soft groan at just the memory. She knew how fucked up this had to be, seeing as you didnโt understand the significance of allowing her to touch you like this, making a momentary shame wash over her. You were just a poor sheltered girl, one she needed in the most unholy way, unknowingly betraying your covenant to God. โFuck.โ She sighed, her tense grip on the table releasing as she took a small step away, pulling off her sweatshirt and dragging the sleeves of her black long-sleeved shirt up her forearms.ย
You had checked every room upstairs, finding nobody hanging around, your mission coming to a halt at the front doorsโ fingers turning the lock into place before bounding back to the stairs, letting the door slam behind you as you took them two at a time. โI did it, there's nobody.โ You affirmed, moving to the couch on the other side of the room, plopping yourself down before grabbing at the frills of your skirtโ pulling them up hastily. โNow please, please? I canโt take it anymore.โ You whimpered, the cold air of the basement hitting the soaked cotton of your panties.ย
Abby fought back the moan that tempted her lips at the sight, your big doe eyes filled with frustration and the massive wet spot darkening the white fabricโ making it almost completely see-through, giving her a borderline pornographic sight of your cunt. โGod, what have you been thinking about?โ She asked, coming to stand before you, eyes locked onto the desperation lacing your soft features. โWhat has you so worked up, angel?โ She brought a knee up to the cushion between your legs, kneeling on it as she leaned down, her hand moving to caress the flush of your cheeks.ย
โI canโt stop thinking..โ You paused, biting your lip slightly as you angled your hips towards the tense muscle of her thigh. You didnโt want to stain her in the sin of your gaze, knowing it was born from a stolen glance into her privacy, making you close your legs around her knee.ย
The girl cocked her head to the side, eyes narrowing at your reaction. โAbout?โ She prompted, her hand coming down to toy with the chain of your necklace, turning the golden cross in her fingers. The slight shake of your head made her click her tongue against her teeth, winding her fingers in the chain and yanking it towards herโ cutting off your air as she bent down closer to your ear. โYou wouldnโt deny me the chance to help you, would you?โ Her tone was saccharine, practically dripping into your parted lips as you gave her a tiny nod, tears welling in your eyes.ย
The chain loosened around your throat, making you gasp, chest heavy with big breaths as you peered up at her. โCanโt get the sight of you out of my head, Abby.โ You confessed, a stray tear falling down your cheek. You were beyond ashamed of your reasons for needing her, seeing as it was caused by her, it seemed like some extremely cruel cycle of torture. โYouโyouโre so beautiful.โย
Abby felt her stomach twist, your words sinking into her heart as she looked up to God for help, the sentiment rolling into her cunt. She was long gone, there was no absolution for her now, hell called to herโ and she was answering. She dropped onto her knees, peering up at you with hooded eyes. โOpen, angel.โ She instructed, using her now free hands to gently push your legs openโ feeling the release of tension in your muscles as she did so.ย
You sunk into the couch, her touch sending chills down your spine, a whine slipping from your lips. โI m-mean it.โ You whispered, feeling her soft breath puffing against your inner thigh as she took the seeping wetness onto her tongue. It took every piece of restraint you had not to buck your hips towards her face, craving the feeling of her tongue. โYโso beautiful, It makes me feel funny.โย
The girl groaned at the taste of you, hands navigating to the waistband of your pantiesโ dragging them down effortlessly before tossing them over her shoulder. She was unstoppable at this point, your tiny mewls of need urging her to dip her head down and claim you as hers all over again but she resisted. Her hands moved to grip your hips, pulling you further down on the plush couch, now level with your cunt as it dripped arousal onto the ancient floral of her skirt. She took a deep breath, letting the divinity wash over her, before sinking down to lick a broad stripe over your cuntโ taking her time as the rough pad of her tongue came to your clit.ย
โA-abby..โ You gasped, hands clenching the fabric of your skirt to contain your impulses, head falling back to rest against the cushion. The ache had spread, now sending goosebumps onto your velvety skin, nipples hardening at the sudden stimulation. โOh, my God.โย
A snicker tempted her lips, but she muffled it as she used a hand to spread your sticky folds, tongue dipping down to trail over your puffy slit. Here you were, cunt out for her taking, still praying to God. Something inside of her longed to be your creator, your God. She wanted you to fall at her feet, kiss the ground she walked on, look at her like she hung the stars in the skyโ but she would never admit that. It was blasphemous, as nobody could be God except the man himself, the last guy who tried got a worse sentence than hell. She would settle for being the sole source of your pleasure, Iโd keep you running back to her, and that would work for now. She brought a hand up to swipe some slick from your soaked cunt, using her thumb to massage the swollen bud. โManners.โ She tutted as she brought her head up, just barely hovering over your heat.ย
You panted slightly, the feeling just as overwhelming as you remembered it, screwing your eyes shut as you nodded. โMโsorry, maโam.โ You whimpered, not brave enough to look back to her as you felt her blowing icy air onto the sensitive bundle of nervesโ your cunt clenching around nothing, making her chuckle darkly.ย
She dipped her tongue back into the warmth of your folds, lapping up the messy arousal that had continued to seep from your slitโ the muscle dipping in to press against your soft walls. It was so euphoric, the way you managed to get so wet for her, it was somewhat of an ego tripโ if she was being honest. A moan slipped from her chest, the vibrations making you squeak in pleasureโ hips shuddering away from her, as she dug her fingers into the soft skin, holding you in place. Of all the ways to be sinful, she thought this had to be the best one, squeezing her thighs together to control the pulsing your little noises sent through her.ย
The sensation made you moan, a burning tension in your stomach as her fingers continued to work on your clit. You couldnโt help but chase the feeling, legs shuddering around her head as her tongue stuffed itself into your aching hole. โOh, oh.โ You breathed, eyes fluttering with the sheer force of the pleasure rolling over your body. You didnโt understand how something so simple could feel so good, the precision of her movements making your legs tense around her headโ squeezing as you felt the tension grow harder to handle, hips bucking against her mouth. โPlease, maโam, please.โ You begged, hand coming to grip her loose braid.ย
Abby removed her tongue, more than satisfied with the reaction she was getting from you, moving her free hand to slip a single digit into your tight cunt. The walls instinctually clenching around it as she began to pump it in and out, curling it when she felt it come knuckle deep inside your heat. โYou feel that, angel?โ She asked, licking her lips. โOnly I can make you feel like that, nobody else.โย
You nodded, tears springing in your eyes as her finger dug into the spongy spot in your cunt, your back arching off of the couchโ borderline screams pulling from your mouth as you felt the burning course through your body, hips jerking as she continued to thrustโ walking you through the familiar euphoria. โOh God, Oh God.โ You moaned through broken puffs of air, hands shaking from how tightly you were gripping, feeling your cunt release a gush of liquid onto her hand.ย
โThatโs right, angel, cry out to God.โ Her voice was heavy, slowing her motions to a stop as she peered up at you from her place on her knees. โMโright here.โย
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