Friend: omg I haven’t eaten since breakfast!!
Me 32 hours into a fast:
I would rather my body ache from a workout, not a 10,000 calorie binge.
I would rather step on the scale and be proud, not let it make me miserable.
I would rather my size 00 jeans fit a little loosely, not get stuck halfway up my thighs.
I would rather people worry about how skinny I’m getting, not have people whisper behind my back “damn she’s getting fat”
I would rather people wonder how I resist chocolate, cookies, fast food, cake, fried foods and ice cream, not have them wonder if I’ve ever eaten a vegetable in my life.
I would much rather be skinny, dainty, fragile, tiny, thin and perfect, not a fat and lazy slob.
I don’t know about you, but this is just me.
☆ You’re suffering from an eating disorder
☆ You don’t promote eating disorders
☆ You’re an active ed focused blog
☆ You didn’t vote Trump
☆ You’re looking for somebody to talk to
☆ You want a new follower
☆ You are for equality
☆ You are a female based thinspo blog
I started this blog yesterday and I’m looking for more blogs to follow and/or become mutuals with. Keep hanging in there guys!
Fuck I just had 2 followers. Well I am always alone and awake, message me whenever you want💫
Your followers can message you about anxiety
Your followers can message you about depression
Your followers can message you about their sexuality
Your followers can message you about their gender identity
Your followers can message you about body image & dysphoria
Your followers can message you about eating disorders
Your followers can message you about self harm & suicidal thoughts
Your followers can message you about family issues
Your followers can message you about relationship issues
YOUR FOLLOWERS CAN MESSAGE YOU IF THEY NEED HELP AND SOMEONE TO HEAR THEM.
We are all ears!!
(This applies to my followers too xx)
I would rather:
be cold than sweaty.
bruise easily than have red blotches on my skin.
be criticized for eating too little, not too much.
be dainty not chubby.
have clothes that are too big, not too small.
i want to be the opposite of what I am right now.
i don’t want to be me