Not Me Having Christmas Songs Stuck In My Head In August…

Ok. Question time:

As someone who is neurodivergent I love labels for myself. I love labelling every part of my life. This sometimes causes stress as to which labels I fit into.

Now I have realized that at this point in my life I identify with the labels;

Aroflux (fluctuating between apothiromantic and Aegoromantic usually falling closer to Aegoromantic)

Bellusexual (enjoying the aspects around sex but not sex itself)

And many others that don’t apply

Now my question is, does the aro ace label apply to me or does the aroallo label apply?

This but instead of hands it’s hand and instead of my body it’s my board and instead of tweaking it’s crying because he used a negate on my 10 CMC card and now I’m tapped out

sometimes i’ll be relaxing and then i’ll remember what his hands felt like on my body and start tweaking again

That feeling when you need new fidget toys but don’t know what to get because nothing that you have ever had has helped :(

Freddy and me be watching tv

1 WEEK TILL GENDER CLINIC APPOINTMENT!!!!

1 WEEK TILL I FIND OUT IF I CAN GO ON T

I have a lanyard that I always wear outside the house and sometimes in the house. On it I have mg tangle, slug and this star thing. What should I add to it?

The fact that I’m not diagnosed with autism fucking sucks. Like, many people have told me they think I have autism, including my therapist but because my mother will not even put me on the wait list for a diagnosis I won’t know for at least two years if I am autistic (probably more then two years). All because my mom doesn’t believe I’m autistic.

All because she doesn’t understand, I don’t get the support I need. The closest I get to feeing validated is my best friend saying that she is there for me and that she believes me. This is hard.

I need help to function properly but no one will help me. I can’t do so many things that people my age should be able to. I can’t get my license because I’m too scared to drive alone because I zone out a lot and don’t think I could process everything. But my dad keeps pressing me to get it.

I can’t do everything all the time. I am supposed to swim for 2 hours four days a week but I can’t do that. I have to lie to my mom and tell her I’m sick so I can stay home because she doesn’t let me take mental health days ever.

I can’t have a social life because I can’t hang out with anyone for more then 30 minutes except my QPP.

I don’t understand social situations so when I try to understand and make a mistake people get mad at me.

I need help with taking care of myself because it’s to much for me to do alone but my mom isn’t willing to help.

My mom refuses to keep my comfort foods in the house because I “eat them to fast”

No one believes me when I tell them my problems. At school it’s because I have good grades. My mom doesn’t believe me because I “ function well.”

I’m always tired because I have to mask so often around my family so they don’t say I’m faking it

And worst of all is that despite all of that and more, I might not even be autistic. If I’m not autistic what’s wrong with me?

Why are homophobes, transphobia and people who are ableist on the gay, trans, neurodivergent website 🙄

What is this sexuality you speak of and can I only get the uality of is it all made in the same pot

(Inspired by @yourlocalbadgerscales )