Sometimes I Bite During Experiments So That They Give Me A Couple Jolts Through My Shock Collar. Just

Shartash Granite Quarry. Yekaterinburg, Russia

i can't explain how weird it is to know i have only been aware of my existence for a short time but have memories of stuff that happened to me over like a....10 to 30 year span of time.

like no its not a lot of memories and its not a lot of detail but gonna be honest, remembering broad strokes of it is very strange.

also uhhh adapting to human body...very strange. don't like it at all. can see why the main system has such problems and feelings over it...

i got a really bad migraine while we were out at work and i knowwww the science team was really upset with me. i shouldn't be in an area that is so population dense :(

my head hurt so so bad and the humans kept getting so close.. i just wanted to run and hide :(

i hope the scientists aren't too mad at me...i tried my best to not let the humans linger around me too much.

i know im dangerous and i didn't wanna be there but..i can't control when im at the controls unfortunately...

plus...if im honest, i do not like this human body... walking on two legs? feels so weird. im glad im home and can be on 4 legs and relax and not have my tail be stuck in our pants all day haha :3