I Got The Idea In My Head That Eventually Skov Gets A Tattoo Of Dragon Wings To Memorialize Kavinksy

sometimes i hate how much ppl hate aaron and sometimes i also dislike people a bit for switching up on him so fast after TKM short story

let me say, he was funny from day one and ppl did not get that, and he was very so real too (atleast w me talking)

see, (NO ANDREW HATE BTW TALKING FROM AARON'S PERSPECTIVE) you have this deal with your long lost twin that happened to kill your mother and get you sober but also take you away from any type of social life with a deal that you two will stick together until graduation.

then a little bit too normal and bit too uneasy and weird runaway kid teleports to your life, lies and lies and makes his way into your brothers heart, stealing it while your brother keeps you away from your girlfriend. all while eye fucking the- now ginger weirdo 24/7

after all, it happens to be that the weird ginger kid has connections (and not good at all) connections to the fucking mafia. and also has a prisoner butcher of a father who tried to kill him and a hitman uncle who saved him.

then your brother starts to DATE (so not dating- says andrew) the ginger lying kid and you still can't even see your girlfriend while all you want is that and graduate.

this wasn't supposed to turn out to be a short version of aftg from Aaron's perspective but the point is, i would hate Neil a bit too.

Aaron said it himself "One of these days Aaron would love to know what about that mouthy liar had people bending over backwards for him,"

He didn't and doesn't trust Neil but would i either? Probably not.

And tbh, it isn't like Neil likes Aaron either.

which leads to my second point !

The books are from Neil's perspective, we don't like Riko because Neil most definitely doesn't. We like Andrew because Neil does.

We don't like Aaron- until he gets a pov.

But always, some of us do, some of us (can't respectfully like you if you) like Riko, some of us don't like Andrew, some of us DO like Aaron.

from the start.

anyway, just a little rant.

I don't mean people can't switch opinions or anything, i'm sorry for people who only got to know so late how funny and well written character Aaron is. its also funny to me how people who came at me for liking aaron now like him

if you don't agree about liking aaron or anything, feel free to argue with me because im always willing to talk about aaron

andrew SPRINTED! i need you all to understand! andrew RAN FOR NEIL. i don’t know why this never clicked in my head because neil was about to get fucking killed and of course andrew was there. but the fact that andrew ran for him, after an entire series of neil running and realizing what it meant to stay—this was andrew’s final nail in the coffin that neil’s this isn’t nothing was real after all. i need to lay on the ground

my markers were in order like this and my only thought is is Neil Josten.

can't think about this for longer than 5 seconds without wanting to flip furniture and rip my hair out

i can not get white trash southern barty out of my head with his unsettling, dead eyed, french boyfriend

I feel like the aftg fandom has just swung hard from one mischaracterization of Neil to another.

Yes, Neil is not an innocent little soft-boy like a lot of fans made him out to be pre-TSC, but he isn't some cold, calculated badass either.

He took out a hit on Grayson over Thai food. He doodles fox paws in his notebooks and hates vegetables. He insults FBI agents' parking jobs and he spent a bus ride staring over the back of his seat making heart eyes at his boyfriend. He manipulated the agents while eating takeout in the interrogation room. He canonically internally panics and overthinks the entire time he's attempting to manipulate anyone. He uses people's family trauma to manipulate them. He misses his mom.

Neil Abram Josten is a multifaceted character

pray for aaron minyard he's not dead but finding out your seemingly feelingless stone cold hearted brother is dating the bitch you hate the most must be soo devastating like out of everyone?? you chose HIM?

my - flag is that

1. Seth deserved to live

2. Seth deserved to get better

3. Seth was getting better

4. Fuck Riko

5.

also reminding you that he can sing

never gone from amused to devastated quite so fast before