Last Song : Shadow By Birdy

last song : shadow by birdy

favourite colors : castleton green, crimson red, aegean blue

currently watching : skam druck

last movie : scream 1

sweet, spicy or savoury : sweet

current obsessions : marauders era, astronomy, scented candles, dead poets society, scream movies, music, dr pepper

currently working on : marauders roleplay scripts

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last song i listened to: losing control by russ

favorite color: black, pink and brown

currently watching: modern family

last movie: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

currently reading: the virgin suicides

sweet, spicy, savory: spicy

current obsession: dancing to thriller by micheal jackson

currently working on: organizing and decorating my room so it can be cutee

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More Posts from Ellyus and Others

5 months ago

Ronan: My kink is doing stupid shit and watching Adam speed run the five stages of grief as he realises he still wants to fuck me


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8 months ago

one thing about the foxes that will always make me giddy is the team taking shots at their own goals knowing that andrewโ€™s gonna catch the ball

6 months ago
Can't Think About This For Longer Than 5 Seconds Without Wanting To Flip Furniture And Rip My Hair Out
Can't Think About This For Longer Than 5 Seconds Without Wanting To Flip Furniture And Rip My Hair Out

can't think about this for longer than 5 seconds without wanting to flip furniture and rip my hair out

1 year ago

There's a scream inside that we all try to hide We hold on so tight, we cannot deny Eats us alive, oh it eats us alive, oh Yes, there's a scream inside that we all try to hide We hold on so tight, but I don't wanna die, no I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die, yeah


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1 year ago

๐ŸŽค๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ:

๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿ‘ค๐Ÿ’ก, ๐Ÿ™‹ ๐Ÿค ๐Ÿคทโ€โ™‚๏ธ. ๐Ÿ‘ถ โฌ†๏ธ๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿปโ€๐Ÿผ๐Ÿชบ โžก๏ธ ๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿปโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐ŸŒŸ ๐Ÿ˜“ ๐Ÿ’ฏ, ๐Ÿ’ฏ ๐Ÿคฏ 4๏ธโƒฃ ๐Ÿซต. ๐Ÿ•ฐ๏ธ ๐Ÿช™๐Ÿ’ฑ, ๐Ÿšซ ๐Ÿ‘จ, ๐Ÿšซ ๐Ÿšน ๐Ÿ“ฅ ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘งโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ ๐Ÿค” ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿ’Ž ๐Ÿšซ๐Ÿค‘ ๐Ÿ“ค ๐Ÿฅ ๐Ÿฏโ€” ๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ, ๐Ÿ—ฃ๐Ÿ‘‚ ๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜ฑ. ๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ“… โž•๏ธ ๐Ÿ™‹ ๐Ÿ’ฌ ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿคจ๐Ÿ“Š โž•๏ธ โŒ๏ธ๐Ÿ”š ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿฆณ๐Ÿšฉ โ™พ๏ธ ๐Ÿ•ฐ๏ธ. ๐Ÿ™‹ ๐Ÿ’ก ๐Ÿ‘‰ โŒ๏ธ ๐ŸŒ ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ›๐Ÿซ— ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿง  ๐Ÿ˜ตโš–๏ธ โž•๏ธ ๐Ÿฆ ๐Ÿคง ๐Ÿ”„ ๐Ÿคช ๐Ÿ“ด ๐Ÿคด๐Ÿป๐Ÿฅ‡, โž•๏ธ ๐Ÿ™‹ ๐Ÿง  ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿ‘ฃ ๐Ÿšซ ๐Ÿคฒ ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ’ฌ ๐Ÿ”„ ๐Ÿšน ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ‘ฅ๏ธ โœ…๏ธ ๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿฅซ, ๐Ÿ‘ ๐Ÿ™‹ โŒ๏ธ ๐Ÿค” ๐Ÿ‘ฅ๏ธ โฌ…๏ธ ๐Ÿคท ๐Ÿ‘‰โžก๏ธ๐Ÿ‘ˆ ๐Ÿซณ ๐Ÿ†™๏ธ ๐ŸŸฐ ๐Ÿ“ˆ ๐Ÿ“ด ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿ‚๐Ÿ’ฉ. ๐Ÿฅบ ๐Ÿ”› ๐Ÿ‘ค๐ŸŽ ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿ†˜๏ธ ๐Ÿ“ˆ ๐Ÿ›Ÿ๐Ÿ™, โž•๏ธ ๐Ÿซต ๐Ÿ”š ๐Ÿ†™๏ธ ๐Ÿงฎ 6๏ธโƒฃ ๐Ÿคฌ โฎ๏ธ. ๐Ÿชš ๐ŸคŒ, ๐ŸคŒ, ๐Ÿค๐Ÿ–•๐Ÿ†™๏ธ โž•๏ธ ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿšช ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿคโ€๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿคพโ€โ™‚๏ธ โฌ…๏ธ ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿคโ€๐Ÿง‘.

๐Ÿซณ๐ŸŽค


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4 months ago

actually canโ€™t wait to see the graphic novel design for K


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9 months ago

canโ€™t believe america made a whole holiday in honor of the party kavinsky threw at the end of tdt and whatever tf ronan and kanvinsky had going on there

10 months ago

Characters, book, and author names under the cut

Ronan Lynch/Adam Parrish - The Raven Cycle by Maggie Stiefvater

Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard - All For The Game by Nora Sakavic


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11 months ago

andrew being in the foster system for 13 years before juvie, his home with nicky being his 13th, bee being andrewโ€™s 13th therpaist, the ravens scoring 13 goals in their first match against the foxes on the 13th of october, there are 13 ravens drills, neilโ€™s interrogation with the fbi lasting 13 hours, andrew and neilโ€™s numbers adding to 13

andrew: do you believe in luck?

neil: only the bad sort

13 being the โ€˜lucky numberโ€™ of the series despite it being a superstitious sign of bad luck. mirroring the subversion of expectations within the series that starts with andrew and neil beginning to understand each other after a shaky start, and ending with the foxes beating the ravens.

3 months ago

i have a problem BECAUSE HEARTBREAK HIGH X THE RAVEN CYCLE CROSSOVERS ARE MAKING ME GO FUCKING CRAZY AND I HAVE NO ONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS (this shit is full of shit and long, but hmo)

I am talking about Cash & Chook = Ronan & Kavinsky parallels, you see

Chook & Kavinsky are pretty obvious, i think. Both are from fucked up families, we can assume both are from families with drug problems and overall substance abuse. They both were kids whose fate was pretty much laid infront of them to follow.

Ronan and Ca$h, also pretty fucked up families, parents gone, not many people from family to lean on, choosing found families, choosing to get better. (word of the day) Also both, are connected to self harming in a way or another.

We also have the scene in HBH where Woodsy calls Chook by his real name (Michael Cooper) and Chook shouts

"That's not my name!"

I am aware this is very subtle and on the border of overanalyzing (and might just be the characters whose pov Kavinsky was told from) but not a single character in trc has called Kavinsky only by his first name (hear me out now)

Later on when Chook and Cash are stuck in the middle of the lake we get to know how Ca$h got his name, Chook saying that he gave Ca$h his name. So I can only assume Chook also gave himself a name. Maybe to be separated as a person from the person he was before.

How we get to Kavinsky is that maybe Kavinsky is all the same, separating his own persona from him by only using his family name.

Getting to other parallels, (now remember Ronan = Cash)

We don't know shit about details (whats that? never heard?) but we can assume.

Chook was the one who helped Ca$h before Nan was in the picture, gave Ca$h a name, a place, a family (more or less), a place to belong

Kavinsky offered all the same, obviously we know that there was some sexual attraction and tension and just Kavinsky pining. But Kavinsky asked Ronan to be one of his, offered Ronan a place to belong, where Ronan could shamelessly be himself. Kavinsky saw all of Ronan what Gansey didn't want to know and acknowledge, that Ronan could be the same as Kavinsky and is the same as Kavinsky, dangerous, destructive, the list goes on.

Ca$h, young Ca$h didn't have anyone else than Chook, but then he did. Then he did have Darren, Harper, Quinni, Amerie, all of them. There isnt such a difference. Kavinsky doesn't have anything else (worth staying for, it seems) but Ronan has Gansey, has Gangsey.

Chook had chosen his lifestyle, Cash even offered Chook that he could change too, Chook declined and said that its his shit. He chose his future.

Kavinsky, too, had chosen his lifestyle, or maybe either of them couldn't think that they could get away from it. He chose his fate, by not getting down and getting killed by his own demon. It was his shit.

So back to the lake scene, now paralleling the last dreaming day and 4th of July.

Let me put these two scenes here, first from TRC

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The difference between us and Kavinsky, Gansey whispered in Ronanโ€™s head, is we matter.

โ€œYou donโ€™t fucking need him,โ€ Kavinsky said.

Ronan released the parking brake.

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Chook: Look can we stop fucking about please. You're one of us. So why don't we just cut the shit and get back to how things were?

Cash: You don't get it, I can't.

Both, at the end refused to get back to whatever it was they had, they chose to get better.

While Chook & Kavinsky didn't. (yes im repeating this because theres so so so so so many times Ronan offered a possibility to Kavinsky and Kavinsky didn't take it because he couldn't have Ronan anyway (Cash wasn't that hopeful and asked only once))

Now, there's (still the lake) scene where Chook talks about how it was "me, who took care of you, me who.. , me me me." and theres Kavinsky, who taught Ronan how to dream.

More lines !

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Cash: I haven't been taken in by some other world. I just saw ours for what it was. And it made me sick.

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Going to how Cash and Ronan both, realised that the world they lived/could've chosen is not good. Is the wrong way and leads to more harm than good.

To the last part.

Cash telling Chook that he'd rather be dead than come back to Chook, go back to the world he now despises, (or always has.)

There's the way that Chook breaks when he hears that. The blinks his tears away, nods, gulps, sniffs, turns away and grunts, spits, acting fine. Tries the boat again and says, "Guess I just needed to show it a bit of love."

Now I haven't been able to actually get full sense of that line yet, but theres a deeper meaning to that (which rlly fucking annoys me that i dont know) But theres also Kavinsky when Ronan leaves the new dreamt up Camaro, hitting air, turning around, threatening, his voice shifting, expressing his feelings with rage but still hiding them. Like Chook did.

I'm aware there's probably many stories like this with character's like these, but their actions too, their personalities (not Ronan and Cash so much but I can see a (canon) Kavinsky variant in Chook, both running around with their pack of dogs.)

Anyway if you're as fucked as me and read this through, lmk what you think, (i repeated the same things over and over again but spare me)


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