Walk with me limit to your love by James Blake so much angst 🌞
Limit to your love - (ellie williams x reader)
Hi anon, you are so right! This song contains so much in it! I hope you enjoy<3
This story is based off the song Limit to your love by James Blake, if you can please listen to the song as you're reading. Also this story is my interpretation of the song, so bear with me......
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
Requests are always open, feel free to leave one, or just send me a song and I'll go from there:)
Warnings: Cheating
Summary; In which you got your heart broken
wc: 1.5k
There's a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There's a limit to your love
Your love, your love, your love (your love)
Why would she do this to you? How could she? Were you really that unlovable?
Questions ran through your mind as you stared at the text Ellie sent you. A text message you thought you would never receive from her. The simple text that read: “I’m sorry about everything. Can we please talk?”
Sorry? What could she be sorry for? For leading you on? For lying to you? For manipulating you? For breaking your fucking heart?
Ellie has always been a smart girl. She always knew how to get herself out of situations. Whatever Ellie did, she always had a plan. An agenda with whatever she did. Ellie wouldn’t be sending you a I’m sorry text without having a plan. What the fuck did she want?
You met Ellie through a mutual friend’s birthday party.
You thought she pretty, she said you were pretty. You were so fucking stupid. You believed her. You thought someone like Ellie would be interested in you.
The two of you exchanged numbers and Ellie quickly asked you to be her girlfriend. You were happier than you had ever been with anyone. But the longer you and Ellie stayed together, the more red flags appeared.
Ellie begged you to keep your relationship private, you couldn’t even tell your best friend.
‘Maybe she just likes keeping her private life, private’ you used to say.
Making excuses for Ellie’s mistakes became something you did often. For every little thing Ellie did you always had a reason readily available. That one time she ditched you on your birthday to hang out with another girl, you to think it was an old friend of Ellie. She ditched you because she hadn’t seen her friend in years but little did you know, as you lay there crying, Ellie was tongue fucking her in bathroom of the club. You smelled someone else’s perfume on her that night, but chose to believe it was just because Ellie and her friend hugged a lot.
Around both your friends Ellie wouldn’t even look at you. She couldn’t stand you. She would talk about you as if you weren’t there. You didn’t exist in Ellie’s world.
“Are you guys close?” Jesse asked one night.
“no we’re not” Ellie quickly replied “she’s just a random girl I tolerate” she laughed. You laughed it off. But it hurt. It made you feel like shit. It made you look desperate. It was humiliating.
Confronting Ellie was never an option. Ellie would always say “don’t you trust me?” “I said that to make them think we aren’t together” “baby you know I didn’t mean it”
If she didn’t mean it then why did it hurt so much? Why did she always have an insult to hurl at you?
You chose to ignore the reality. You chose to be delusional and trust that someone like Ellie Williams would ever love you.
During your entire relationship with Ellie there was always something missing. A waterfall that falls in slow motion isn’t really a waterfall. A relationship that has something missing isn’t really a relationship. A waterfall without water makes it completely useless. A relationship without love makes it useless.
Whenever she held you, kissed you or muttered the words “I love you”, it never felt genuine. It never felt real.
The butterflies Dina described every time Jesse just touched her, made you envy their relationship. They looked so happy. It looked real.
Every time Ellie touched you, it felt forced. You always looked at her facial expression when she hugged you, when she touched you, her would contort into a face of disgust.
You always thought you were dirty, scrubbing your skin till you almost bled before you saw Ellie. Hoping that maybe if you bathed properly that she would finally look at you with love. That she would look at you the way Jesse looks at Dina. But you were never dirty. You were never the problem.
The problem has always been Ellie.
As much as you didn’t want to admit it, you realized your relationship with Ellie was one sided. She’d forget anniversaries, she’s flirt with other in front of you because you guys weren’t together in public. You were never a priority.
She didn’t fucking love you. She never did. And she never will.
The day you realized Ellie felt nothing for you was the day you went through her phone. It was a normal Friday night where you would go to Ellie’s apartment for a sleepover. Ellie was in the shower when her phone rang, you heard her scream: “baby who’s calling?”.
You picked up her phone frowning when you saw the name Vicky appear. Her contact name was decorated with hearts.
Why were there hearts? Not even your name had hearts. Ellie didn’t even have your number saved.
“It just Joel” you lied.
You quickly unlocked Ellie’s phone, knowing her password as you usually watched her fingers as they move across the screen. As soon as the phone opened you were met with a chat between Ellie and someone else.
The chat contained nudes. Dirty chats. Ellie was being affectionate. Ellie isn’t even nice to you.
Your eyes roamed on the screen, till it landed on a specific text message that Ellie had sent:
“I love you” Ellie rarely said it to you.
You looked up to the top of the screen seeing its Vicky.
What the fuck
Ellie was cheating on you. And it seemed like she was actually in love.
You didn’t matter. You never fucking did.
With teary eyes, you put off Ellie’s phone as you quietly got off the bed, collecting all the things you’ve kept in her apartment for the last 11 months that you’ve been together. You quietly made your way to the front door, and you walked out. You didn’t look back.
You left Ellie Williams that day. And sometimes you wish you did it sooner.
There's a limit to you care
So carelessly there
Is it truth or dare?
There's a limit to your care
How could someone be so cruel? How could make someone fall in love with you only to break their heart into a million pieces? Who would ever deserve such a thing?
The same way religious people would say, that Jesus didn’t deserve to die on the cross for all our sins, the same way you didn’t deserve to be hurt by Ellie. The girl you thought would change your life.
You haven’t heard back from Ellie since that day you walked out. It’s been months. 7 months to be exact.
Ellie never texted you again. She never asked you why you left. Even when all your friends would meet up, Ellie would pretend that you weren’t there. And it hurt. It hurt so fucking much. Like your heart was being ripped out of your chest and being stabbed over and over again by the same person.
Ellie soon introduced Vicky to everyone. The two of you were almost together for a year and Ellie couldn’t even utter your name, but she could publicly make out with Vicky. It’s funny to think that Ellie was the girl you imagined a future with.
One night you and friends decided to play a quick game of truth and dare. Everyone went around daring each other stupid shit like licking the toilet seat and kissing the prettiest person in the room. When it was finally your turn to ask someone the question, your eyes met with Ellie’s. In this moment you could ask her. You could finally ask her if she really loved you.
Ellie could see it in your eyes. She could see what you were going to ask her and she wasn’t ready to answer that. Because even Ellie herself didn’t know if she ever did. She didn’t know why she even asked you out in the first place.
The words left your lips as the two of you made eye contact: “truth or dare?”
Without hesitation Ellie said “dare”
Fucking pussy.
After 7 months of torture Ellie finally decided to text you. You heard that Ellie and Vicky had broken up recently, so you could only assume Ellie came back because she had no one else to entertain her. Ellie was a whore, and you were pretty sure she’d find someone new soon.
Even if you wanted answers from Ellie you knew you were never going to get them. You knew Ellie would toy with you. She would make you feel bad for leaving her, and you knew she would have you begging for her within minutes.
It’s easy to fall in love, but it’s hard to fall out of love with someone. As much as you wanted to strangle Ellie and cut her tongue out for lying to you, but you knew when you would get a hold of her, you would only want to kiss her. You want her to hold you, and make you forget everything bad that has happened.
But that won’t happen again. You would make sure of that.
You didn’t deserve what Ellie had done to you. You deserve someone who could actually love you. And that person was not Ellie. It never was. The sooner you accept it, the happier you’ll be.
You knew you were never going to get the explanation you craved, you would never know why Ellie limited her love for you. You just hope that you made the right decision by not responding to her text.
Authors note: I love writing angst so much. But anyway remember my requests are always open, feel free to leave one. You are loved and remember to always be kind to one another <3
Yours truly,
Zia :)
Abby is so hottttttt
I want to kiss her pretty little face after sex with her and telling her that shes pretty and sweet 🥺 and i want her to make me stay in bed even if we have patrol and being all clingy and cute 🥺
#need her
hi anon! this deadass made me sigh out of singleness... i hope you enjoy:)
Pairing: abby anderson x fem!reader
requests are open again! send me your silly thoughts:)
warnings: none
Summary: in which you stayed in bed
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The early morning sun filtered through the gaps in the blinds, casting golden stripes across Abby's bare back as she lay on her side, one muscled arm tucked under the pillow, the other draped across your waist. You were tangled in the warmth of her, limbs lazy and heavy, breaths slow. The blanket clung to your hips, your skin still humming from last night’s closeness.
You hadn’t meant to stay up so late. Patrol had been long and cold, but Abby had pulled you close the second you got back—no words, just warmth and need. The way she kissed you last night, with a mixture of urgency and tenderness, had left you aching in the best way.
And now, in the quiet hush of dawn, you traced the curve of her shoulder with your fingertips, marveling at how someone so strong could feel so gentle.
“I know you’re awake,” you whispered against her skin, your lips brushing just beneath her ear.
Abby groaned, pulling you tighter into her. “I don’t want to get up. Not if it means leaving this.”
You smiled, heart fluttering. “We have patrol in an hour.”
Her arm curled more securely around you. “Fuck patrol.”
You laughed softly, pressing a kiss to her collarbone. “That’s not very responsible of you, Anderson.”
Her head tilted up enough to look at you with sleep-heavy eyes. “What are they gonna do? Fire me?” She smirked, then softened when she saw your flushed cheeks, your thumb grazing her jaw. “You’re too pretty. You make it hard to care about anything else.”
Your breath caught. Abby didn’t always say things like that—not out loud. She was more action than words, more presence than poetry. But when she did speak like this, it was honest, and it hit you deep.
“I want to kiss your pretty little face forever,” you murmured, echoing the sentiment you’d once written anonymously in your journal. You leaned in and did just that—soft kisses at the corner of her mouth, down the curve of her jaw. “You’re so sweet when you’re like this.”
Abby’s hand slid under your shirt—her shirt, really—resting just at your waist. “You’re clingy,” she teased, but her voice was laced with affection. “I like it."
You laughed again, curling up closer, hiding your face in her chest. “You started it. You’re the one who pulled me in the second we walked through the door.”
“That’s different,” she said, kissing the top of your head. “You looked cold.”
“And now?”
“Now you look like mine,” she whispered.
There was a long silence after that. The kind that felt sacred. The kind that didn’t need filling.
Eventually, you felt her shift and sighed as she tried to move. “Nooo, stay.”
Abby chuckled and collapsed back onto the bed with exaggerated drama. “Fine. But just five more minutes.”
“Fifteen,” you bargained, arms locking around her waist.
She kissed your forehead. “Fifteen minutes. Then we do something irresponsible, like skip patrol and make breakfast naked.”
Your laugh turned into a snort. “We’ll get arrested.”
“Worth it,” she muttered sleepily, eyes already drifting closed again.
You stayed there, wrapped up in her, heart full. Maybe the world was still broken in a thousand different ways, but here, in this bed, you had a moment of peace. And Abby. That was enough.
wait I’m so curious to the angst fic you wrote to in my feelings - ldr :0 cuz I would’ve never interpret it into an angst fic! Do you think you can publish that one too? No pressure! 💕
In my feelings - (ellie williams x reader)
Hi anon, here she is! I hope you enjoy <3
This story is based off the song in my feelings by Lana Del Rey, if you can please listen to the song as you're reading:) This was originally a smut fic. You can read it here, but this wonder anon requested a angst edition, so yes.
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are always open, feel free to leave one:)
Warnings: toxic situationship
Summary: In which you fell for a loser
Authors note: i know I've not been that active and I'm so sorry. Life has just been busy, i have to write exams, i have a surgery on Thursday so it's been tense lmao, but I'm trying. Please be patient with me <3
I'm smoking while I'm runnin' on my treadmill
But I'm cutting up roses
Could it be that I fell for another loser
I'm crying while I'm cummin'
Making love while I'm making good money
Sobbin' in my cup of coffee
'Cause I fell for another loser
"Could it be that I fell for another loser?" You asked Dina as the cigarette smoke left your plush lips.
You heard Dina snort beside you.
"probably, she looks like she could be one, and she treats you like shit" she shrugged"
you shook your head at her honesty.
It's embarrassing honestly. You truly did have a type for losers.
People who couldn't make eye contact with you. People who would fold as soon as you gave them your pretty smile. You had the control, but yet anything you had with these people weren't real love. It was purely lust. It was fun.
You liked being in control, you liked breaking them.
But with Ellie it was different.
You met Ellie at a gym.
She caught you eye immediately. She was perfect. Her autumn brown hair tied in a tight ponytail, she was wearing pink leggings with a matching sports bra. The sweat on her forehead glistening under the light of the gym.
If god was real this pretty girl would be in your bed by the end of the night
You ran on the treadmill for a while, trying to ignore the pretty girls eyes. You saw her watching you though the mirror. You felt her eyes trail down your body.
Maybe she wanted you like you wanted her.
After a while you tried leaving the gym, you lit a cigarette as you walked out, your bag hung on your shoulder.
"Hi"
you flinched at the strange voice.
Oh. It was her.
Pink tight girl.
"Hey" you responded.
You saw her gaze fall to the floor as she shyly muttered "I'm Ellie"
What a fucking loser. She couldn't even look at you.
You loved her already.
You gave her your name, and you listened as it fell from her tongue multiple time. She was testing the was your name tasted on her tongue and she loved it.
"Those are bad for you" she pointed out you shrugged
"it makes me look hot, doesn't it?" Was all you said as you took another puff, throwing your head back as the smoke filled the air.
You felt her eyes on you, and you heard her audibly gulp.
"Doesn't it Ellie?" you persisted
"yeah- yeah it does"
you gave her a smile, and before you waved goodbye she handed you a paper. With a raised eyebrow you opened it and in a messy handwriting was her number.
You looked at her and she looked away, she couldn't make eye contact with you.
All you could do was smirk, they were always so fucking easy to make nervous.
"I'll call you" you winked.
Now here you stood 5 weeks later, sobbing into a cup of coffee because you fell for a fucking loser.
Get that cigarette smoke out of my face
You've been wasting my time
While you're taking what's mine, with the things that you're doing
Talk that talk, well now they all know your name
And there's no coming back from the place that you came
Baby don't do it
you don't know what happened with Ellie.
The girl you called a loser once, the girl who fell to her knees when you smiled is suddenly a cold hearted person.
"Get that cigarette smoke out of my face" Ellie huffed as she sat across you.
You rolled your eyes before you put the cigarette out.
"Ellie calm down so we can talk"
"talk about what? You're wasting my time with this"
your jaw dropped at her words.
'What a fucking bitch' you thought to yourself.
"I'm wasting your fucking time? Ellie don't make me mad because I will fucking slap you"
she looked taken aback at your harsh words, her cheeks tined in a pink color.
Her eyes fell to the floor, and for a second you saw her.
Your Ellie.
The loser you fell for.
But she suddenly got up muttering "I will not be disrespected by someone like you", and she walked out of your apartment. The door slammed and you were left alone.
The silence was so loud.
There was no coming back from this.
The more time you spent with Ellie, the more you discovered about her. She used to be so sweet.
You remembered your first date, she couldn't even hold your hand and she constantly apologized for everything.
She was a fucking loser.
But one day someone said that Ellie was out of your league. You knew she was. Some like Ellie deserved someone better, but yet you thought she fell for you.
That day changed everything. Ellie's eyes widened at the person's comment and she was quieter than usual that day.
The next time you saw her, she was a whole new person. Her entire persona changed. Her hair, makeup, style, even the way she fucking walked changed.
You were happy that she had confidence, but you found out she was seeing other people behind your back.
Despite never being official it hurt.
You knew Ellie could talk to whoever she wanted to, but you thought you had something special.
One night when Ellie was sleeping over, you asked her the question.
"What are we?"
she never replied.
Every fucking time you brought it up, she always walked away.
What a fucking loser. What a fucking pussy.
Even today, you invited her over to talk. To see if she liked you. You needed closure because truthfully you fell for the autumn brown headed girl.
You just had to make sure.
And to hear her say that you were wasting her time was fucking sick.
She was wasting yours with her games.
And here you thought you had actually met a loser worth your time.
'Cause you got me in my feelings (catch you, it's so much right now)
Talking in my sleep again (you can whistle if you want)
Drown out all our screaming (catch you, it's so much right now)
Who's tougher than this bitch
Who's free-er than me
You wanna make the switch
Be my guest baby
I'm feeling all my fucking feelings
you wish you could sleep right now. You were tired, and you didn't have any energy for bullshit.
Ellie's rant had begun after she spotted you and Dina getting lunch earlier.
Wow so you can't breathe the air of another girl but she can fuck someone else? That's wonderful logic!
But you sat here listening to Ellie yelling at you for some reason.
You wish you could drown put her screaming.
"Ellie can you just shut the fuck up!" you yelled.
You had enough of her mixed signals. You had enough of her practically cheating on you. You were tired.
"How dare you talk to me like that-" but before Ellie could end up yelling again you got up, pushing her against the wall.
"How dare I? How dare you! You fucking lead me on for weeks, then you freak out when I hang out with another girl! Ellie you are really fucking stupid" you said though heavy breathes.
Ellie stared at you with wide eyes.
There she is.
The girl you thought you had a chance with.
You took a step back, shaking your head and chuckling.
"You really are a fucking loser, how could I fall for someone like you?" You asked yourself.
Ellie heard.
She got up walking to you, she placed her hands on your shoulders "i-i like you. A lot. I just didn't know how to express myself- and- you made me so nervous so I thought I could make you j-jealous"
you shrugged her hands off your shoulders and you took another step back.
"That's not how relationships work Ellie, you ruined this yourself"
"Please listen-"
"get the fuck out"
Ellie sighed before she got up. She was on her way to the door, and she looked back at you for the last time.
"smoking is bad for you" she said with a sad smile.
You chucked at her words before responding "it makes me look hot doesn't it?"
"It really does"
you watched as Ellie walk out the door, you lit another cigarette.
As the smoke filled the air, like it has countless times before. you let out a sigh at the realization: you fell in love with another loser.
can u pretty please with a cherry on top make a part 4 to the milf abby 😔🙏🏼💟
part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4
Authors note: Ladies and pookies I'm back! This last week has been the worst and most painful week of my life but, I'm back and better than ever <3
☆ Milf Abby who gets your initials tattooed on her ring finger.
You felt her calloused hands grab your waist as you stood admiring the ring she got you.
“it’s pretty” you muttered
“you’re pretty” she said with a smile
“shut up Abby” you shoved her to the side as you felt your face grow hot.
The two of you stood in silence for a while, enjoying the peace and quiet you both rarely get with Aubrey
“you know” Abby started “if the bride gets to wear an engagement ring, what about their partner?”
Your brows furrow, at the thought.
“that actually makes a lot of sense Abby. We should get you a ring-“
but before you could even finish you sentence Abby lifted up her right hand revealing the tattoo.
“what the fuck Abigail”
☆ Milf Abby who refers to you as her wife long before the wedding.
“Yeah my wife and I went there”
“she’s my wife”
“my wife likes that show” “you know what they say happy wife happy life”
☆ Milf Abby who buys you white dresses as gifts just to see what you would look like in white, because she really couldn’t wait for the wedding.
☆ Milf Abby who’s literally a perfectionist and plans the wedding without a planner.
“No, you aren’t folding the napkins right” “that isn’t the right shade of pink”
☆ Milf Abby who asks her daughter to be the ring bearer and the maid of honor.
Aubrey looked at you with curious eyes as Abby placed the box onto her lap.
“dude what’s this?”
“Aubrey I’m not your friend, who taught you that word?” Abby sighed
“grandpa did” “of course he did. He really needs to stop-“
“Abby lets focus on the box” you interrupted her, knowing this conversation wasn’t going anywhere.
“Can I open it please?” Aubrey asked you, with a polite smile.
“of course she’s nice to you! You little gremlin-“
“Abby!”
Abby felt Aubrey pinch her arm at the gremlin comment
“why would you-“
“ok” you said with a stern voice “lets open the box, you guys can fight later”
sometimes it felt like you were living with children.
Aubrey’s small hands grabbed the box, eagerly tearing away the wrapping paper. In the box lay a simple white dress, with paper rings. The little girl gently grabbed the fabric, inspecting it. She saw the rings and it took her a while to get it.
“I’m carrying the rings?!” she yelled
“and we were hoping you’d be our maid of honor too” you pulled out a basket from behind you and the girls smile grew.
☆ Milf Abby who begs you to let her go with you when you go wedding dress shopping.
“please”
“Abby its bad luck”
“fuck the bad luck”
☆ Milf Abby who sends you thumbs down emoji’s the whole time you were gone.
☆ Milf Abby who doesn’t want to sleep in separate houses the night before the wedding.
☆ Milf Abby who sends you cringe Facebook minion memes and jokes because she misses you. This was your first night apart in months, but she knew after tonight she would be waking up with you next to her for the rest of her life.
☆ Milf Abby who barley slept that night. She wasn’t sure if she was nervous or excited.
☆ Milf Abby who gets ready extremely early. Her hair was out of her normal tight braid, and the hair fell to her shoulders. Her black suit hugging her in all the right places.
☆ Milf Abby who starts at herself in the mirror too long, and she suddenly notices her wrinkles, she suddenly notices the grey hairs.
☆ Milf Abby who gets cold feet.
☆ Milf Abby who starts crying because you didn’t deserve this.
You needed someone younger, some who doesn’t have back pains and complains about their joints hurting. Someone who wasn’t turning 50 soon.
Someone who won’t die soon.
You needed more than Abby.
Abby’s loud sobs filled the room as she looked at herself in the mirror.
She should call this off.
“Abby?” her head snapped to the direction of the door. It was her dad. She quickly wiped her eyes, and she sniffed a couple of times. “hey dad” he slowly walked towards her, and he gently sat next to her, putting his hand on her shoulder he muttered “you okay?”
The blonde sitting next to him broke out in sobs, her head fell to his shoulder “oh honey” he breathed as he held her close.
“Abby what’s wrong?” He felt his daughter tremble next to him. “i- I’m keeping her back in life” Abby started, and Jerry just sat and listened to her.
“I’m so old I’m probably going to die soon. Who wants to be married to a grandma? One of these days I won’t be able to get out of bed without complaining. And she’s so pretty and young- she-she deserves everything, and what can I give her? My future dentures?”
“have you ever thought that this is what she wanted?”
Abby lifted her head to what her father said.
“The fact she’s marrying you proves that the love she has for you is endless. She’s willing to look after you when you do get those dentures. She wants you as much as you want her Abby, don’t let your insecurities stop you from being with the love of your life. And yeah, you’ll get old, but she’ll be with you”
☆ Milf Abby who goes to the venue earlier than everyone to make sure everything is ok.
☆ Milf Abby who stood at the altar with sweaty palms, waiting for your arrival.
☆ Milf Abby who started crying as soon as you start walking down the aisle.
☆ Milf Abby who couldn’t take her eyes off you the whole ceremony because she realized that this was it. She was marrying you.
☆ Milf Abby who shed more tears than you did during your vows and she cried even more when Aubrey came with the rings.
☆ Milf Abby who practically jumps on you when they said she could kiss you.
You felt her hands grab your face, and she brought you in for a rough kiss.
The crowned screamed around the two of you and you heard the clicks of all the cameras. You felt Abby’s lips smile against yours before she pulled away putting her head against yours.
She whispered “I’ll love you forever”
“I love you too abs, forever and always”
write something abt gamer!Abby pls!!
Headcannons: gamer!abby anderson x reader
live footage of Abby, after dying in Valorant:
☆ Gamer Abby who worked two jobs at one point to be able to afford all the new games and set up.
☆ Gamer Abby who spent over 3000 dollars just to upgrade her pc.
☆ Gamer Abby who had everything in room because she wants to feel close to her games.
☆ Gamer Abby who felt embarrassed when you came over for the first time.
☆ Gamer Abby who apologizes for all the posters and stacks of games that littered her room.
“Why are you saying sorry?” you asked her, confused as you sat on her bed.
“This isn’t very sexy” she comments looking down at the floor.
“It is” you shrugged "everything you do is sexy Abs"
☆ Gamer Abby who memorizes all the lore to different games, and she tells you all about it, even though it sounds like gibberish to you.
“Wait what?”
“baby focus” Abby said with an annoyed tone.
“So Ellie is Joel’s daughter?”
“Oh my god don’t you listen?” Abby says dramatically.
“She isn’t his biological daughter babe” “oh.. so who’s Sarah then?”
All Abby could do was sigh.
☆ Gamer Abby who spends hours playing, but pauses her game when you send her a text.
☆ Gamer Abby who face times you while she’s playing, because she just wants to be with you.
☆ Gamer Abby who feels self-conscious when you are in her room when she plays.
☆ Gamer Abby who gets teased by her friends when they are all on a call.
“why are you so quiet Anderson?” she heard Mel ask through the headphones.
“Her girl is there, she doesn’t wanna scare her away” Nora says witch a chuckle.
☆ Gamer Abby who always feels like she talks too much about games, but falls in love with you all over again when you say: “its ok Abby, tell me about it”
☆ Gamer Abby who moves her gaming set up and posters into another room when you move in.
You walked into the room, the room that was once so colorful with games, was now empty. Naked.
“What the fuck Anderson?”
“I moved it all”
“yeah no shit… why would you do that?”
“this is our space now and I thought you know- we could… I don’t know decorate it together?” ☆ Gamer Abby who is wayyyyyy to good with her fingers, and she gets all shy when you mention something about it.
“What are you looking at?” Abby asked without taking her eyes off the screen you hummed before you simply answered “you”
You watched as Abby shook her head with a chuckle.
“I now see why you’re so good with your hands, these games are definitely teaching you something” you said with a wink and Abby almost pissed herself.
☆ Gamer Abby who uses cheesy game related pickup lines
“You must be as good as Yoshi with that tongue of yours” “Did you just cast aeroga on me? Because you swept me off my feet”
“You don't have to turn on a game to play with me”
“Nice pants! Mind if I loot them?” You never got the references but it always made you blush.
☆ Gamer Abby who almost cried when you gave her plushies from the games she was obsessed with at the time.
☆ Gamer Abby who tries teaching you how to play.
“C’mon baby it’s not that hard”
“Abby I keep dying”
“you’re dying because you aren’t focusing”
“Abby I don’t want to play anymore”
“please baby, for me?”
☆ Gamer Abby who almost combusts when you understood one of her references.
“What did you just say?”
“you said just look for the light that’s a the last of us reference, isn’t it?”
“Marry me” ☆ Gamer Abby who finds out you’ve been practicing her favorite games, and you learned the lore to surprise her.
☆ Gamer Abby who wakes you up at 3am because she was yelling at Nora for making her lose.
☆ Gamer Abby who begs you to play with her because she thinks it’s hot.
☆ Gamer Abby who was scared of being herself before she met you.
☆ Gamer Abby who wants to dress up as Mario and princess peach for Halloween.
☆ Gamer Abby who knew that you were the perfect girl when you let her decorate your shared room with a few posters.
☆ Gamer Abby who is really happy, being with you.
☆ Gamer Abby who could see the two of you getting old together. And she hoped when you were 73 one day, that you’d still be playing together
more nsfw prof!ellie <3
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☆ Ellie is the kind of professor who always appears calm, put-together, and aloof — but underneath, she’s constantly distracted by you.
☆ Her glasses perched low on her nose while she grades your work have become one of your most frequent fantasies.
☆ Ellie has thought about you bent over her desk more times than she cares to admit — right in the same office where she gives lectures and writes papers.
☆ She’ll reread your essays just to touch the paper you touched — especially when you underline your name at the top.
☆ Ellie fantasizes about you showing up to her office in nothing but one of her oversized button-ups, legs bare, eyes wide.
☆ She’s into quiet dominance — never raising her voice, but speaking in that slow, precise tone that makes your thighs press together.
☆ She has a voice kink — the sound of you moaning her name softly into her neck turns her wild.
☆ Ellie has masturbated in her office thinking about you — once after you visited her wearing a short skirt and sat on her desk.
☆ She’s addicted to control: making you beg, holding your wrists down, making you say “please” even when you’re already shaking.
☆ Her dirty talk is academic and filthy: “Look how wet you are for your professor… you think you’re gonna learn anything like this, sweetheart?”
☆ She has dreams of you showing up after-hours, claiming you “need help with something,” only to end up pinned against her bookshelf.
☆ She likes teasing — whispering things in class under her breath only you can hear, smirking when you shift in your seat.
☆ Ellie wants to bend you over her desk and keep your mouth stuffed with your own syllabus. “Hope you’ve been studying, baby.”
☆ She’s a thinker — and that includes sex. She imagines everything in advance. Where your hands will go, how you’ll taste, what you’ll look like crying out for her.
☆ She’s obsessed with lingerie but only if she gets to take it off you with slow fingers and teeth.
☆ Ellie always looks so composed in public — but behind closed doors, she grabs your face with ink-stained fingers and makes you fall apart.
☆ She has a sharp eye for your body language. The second you get needy, she knows — and exploits it.
☆ Ellie wants to ruin you academically and sexually — assign a paper, then fuck you so good you forget what the topic was.
☆ She gets jealous easily, especially when other students flirt with you — her hand slides higher under the table at dinner parties.
☆ She once left a possessive hickey on your neck right before a department event, eyes smug when everyone noticed.
☆ Ellie loves watching you squirm in class after a particularly rough night. “Try to focus, sweetheart,” she’ll whisper as you blush.
☆ She enjoys making you wear discreet toys during her lectures — remote-controlled ones — and pretending not to notice as you struggle.
☆ Her favorite punishment is denial. She’ll edge you for hours, stroking you slow until you’re trembling, then pull away with a smile.
☆ She owns a journal full of fantasies and scenes she wants to try with you — detailed, organized by category, complete with diagrams.
☆ Ellie records her voice reading excerpts from her favorite books — soft, slow — and sends them to you to fall asleep to.
☆ She once wrote an erotic story about you as a writing exercise. It got her so worked up she had to take a break to handle herself.
☆ Ellie is obsessed with your scent — she’ll bury her nose in your hair, your thighs, your clothes. It grounds her.
☆ She keeps a pair of your panties tucked away in her drawer — stolen after a long night, worn thin between her fingers.
☆ She’s possessive in bed — constantly reminding you that you belong to her. “Say it,” she’ll demand, fingers deep inside you.
☆ Ellie has absolutely no issue with taking you over her desk while wearing her glasses and grading with the other hand — multitasking queen.
☆ Ellie likes to drag it out — foreplay can last hours if she has her way. She enjoys watching you slowly unravel.
☆ Her fingers are deadly — long, calloused, practiced. She knows how to curl them just right to make your stomach clench.
☆ She prefers missionary — not out of simplicity, but control. She wants to see every expression, hear every whimper.
☆ Ellie talks you through every orgasm. “You’re doing so good… just like that… let go, I’ve got you.”
☆ She likes to tie your wrists with her old ties from conferences. She makes knots with precision.
☆ Ellie’s favorite position is having you straddle her lap — shirt off, skirt still on — while she sits back and watches you ride her.
☆ She loves licking you open while you beg her to stop teasing. Her tongue is slow, focused, merciless.
☆ Ellie has a thing for spanking — not harsh, but enough to make your thighs twitch and leave her handprint.
☆ She once made you come three times before letting you touch her. “This is about you tonight.”
☆ Ellie marks her territory with her mouth — bites, hickeys, lipstick stains, spit.
☆ She’s into mutual masturbation — sitting thigh-to-thigh, watching you fall apart while she touches herself too.
☆ Ellie loves morning sex — lazy, slow, possessive. She’ll bury her face in your neck and grind until you both lose it.
☆ Her voice drops a whole octave when she gets turned on. It’s dangerous.
☆ She’s meticulous about aftercare — water, wiping you down, pulling you into her chest like you’re made of glass.
☆ Ellie has whispered “mine” into your mouth more times than she can count — like it’s a prayer.
☆ Ellie’s biggest kink is power — having it, sharing it, taking it away.
☆ She loves watching herself fuck you in the mirror. It turns her on seeing how desperate she makes you.
☆ She’s into soft degradation — “You’re such a needy little thing for your professor, aren’t you?”
☆ Ellie’s obsession with knowledge extends into sex — she reads books, watches videos, takes notes. She’s always improving.
☆ She gets off on your innocence — the way you look up at her, eager to please, so damn trusting.
☆ She’s got a praise kink too: “That’s it, baby. That’s my girl. So fucking good for me.”
☆ She’s into teasing you in public — her hand on your thigh under a table, her lips brushing your ear when she talks.
☆ Ellie once left you tied to her bed while she lectured — came home to you a mess of tears and arousal.
☆ She likes whispering instructions in your ear while you touch yourself. “Slower. Now faster. Don’t stop ‘til I say.”
☆ Ellie likes choking — gently, safely — just enough to make your world go hazy and your body trust her completely.
☆ She’s obsessed with the way your body responds to her voice alone — it makes her cocky, smug, hungry.
☆ She has a small collection of toys she uses only on you — each chosen with thought, cleaned with care.
☆ Ellie has a marking kink — she wants you walking out of her room with bruised hips and lips.
☆ She’s into roleplay — professor/student, of course. She plays it too well.
☆ Ellie once made you write a 500-word apology for teasing her in public — then read it aloud while she touched you.
☆ After she fucks you, she holds you like you’re the most important discovery of her life.
☆ Ellie keeps your moans recorded on her phone — labeled by date like research files.
☆ When you wear her clothes after sex, she stares like you just walked off a dream.
☆ She’s the type to kiss your hands reverently after restraining them — both apology and affection.
☆ Ellie gets quiet after — soft kisses, fingers brushing your hair, little murmurs like “I love having you like this.”
☆ She calls you “my girl” so casually, like it’s written into her DNA.
☆ Ellie once told you, “No matter what happens, no one will ever fuck you the way I do.” She meant it.
☆ She gets possessive when others see your marks — but secretly loves when they know you're hers.
☆ Ellie fantasizes about living with you — sex in her kitchen, grading while you ride her on the couch, lazy mornings with your thighs around her head.
☆ The smartest woman in the room, and all she ever wants is to see you underneath her, moaning her name like she’s your only thought.
thank you for all the love on professor ellie!
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professor ellie
first time (nsfw)
nsfw headcannons
more headcannons
starting a life together
getting married
having a baby
grading
aurora bloom
baby number 2
more headcannons
more nsfw neadcannons
baby brain
Aurora teaches
student flirting with you
your college party habits
her student calls you milf
ellie's wedding ring obsession
you give a lecture
Aurora's first period
I need her so bad
MILF ABBY WITH READER WHO HATES KIDS HC — abby anderson
description — milf!abby, reader who isnt that great with kids, age gap, reader is around mid twenties and abby is late thirties going on forty, smut, mdi !!,
authors note — literally all my creds and inspo goes to @elliespassagerprincess i literally love their milf abby series pls go read it !!
— You and your friends know that you do not have a single motherly instinct in your bones, you and kids do not mix well together.
— This one time you were just strolling while shopping and a toddler came up to say hi to you and you just stared at it wondering what to do.
— If there’s a child screaming at the top of their little lungs you literally give it a death glare.
— You also call children “it” and make everyone laugh every time you talk about a kid.
— But if it wasn’t for Abby’s six-year-old daughter Melanie who came up to you one day at a your local grocery store crying like snot bubbling at her nose and she looked sticky trying to hold your hand you wouldn’t have met your future milf wife.
“Oh, uh hi— why are you crying?” You let the little child grab your pointer finger as you tried to hard to fight your inner demons from the stickiness of her little hand.
“I— I can’t find my mommy.” She used her other hand to wipe the snot off her face, you could feel every nerve in your body cringe. You felt bad for the thing but jesus why are kids so fucking sticky.
You and the kid sat on one of the benches inside the store, you bought her some candy to make it stop crying and it worked. You did inform an employee that there was a lost kid, they spoke on the intercom after telling you that if the parent isn’t here in a certain amount of time they would call law enforcement.
“So, what’s your name?” You pinched your eyebrows together looking at the small being next to you devouring the ring pop like her life depended on it.
“Melanie but all my friends call me Melly.” She gave you a toothy smile well … she was missing majority of her teeth so half toothy smile?
“That’s … nice? You have friends?” She shook her head, her two little braids looked like she got into a street fight.
“Yeah, a lot like a lot of friends, what’s your na—“ She was cut off by a woman’s voice calling out for her.
“Melanie!” Both of your eyes shot up at the… holy fucking fuck she was breath taking.
— You found out that her name is Abby and she has a little escape artist for a child, she hugged you tightly with those giant arms thanking you for keeping her baby safe.
— Abby was truly taken back by how beautiful you are, she was quick to tell you she’ll repay you and managed to get your number while doing so.
— You guys ended up bonding really fast, even though you two were almost complete opposites she was so fascinated by you.
— She invited you over to dinner at her house and fuck was she loaded, not like you were in it for the money but damn must be nice.
— She genuinely found it so amusing how you would interact with Melanie, treating her like a little adult. You weren’t the type to use baby words towards kids you just spoke to them.
— Melanie really resembled Abby to the T, she had her mom’s blue eyes, freckles, the cutest nose but she had blonder hair, you just assumed it was from the dad.
— After months of basically hanging out with them you guys felt so inseparable, you still would give concerning expressions whenever Melanie would do something weird.
— Abby was falling in love you, whenever all three of you would watch a movie that Melanie always picked out and yes you did argue with a six year old about picking movies she would just have the urge to grab your face and kiss you.
— For halloween you bought Melanie an inflatable dinosaur costume with a pink tutu, you literally were crying from how silly she looked holding Abby’s hand.
— Abby was so reluctant to make the first move, scared that she was too old for you but little did she know how much it turned you on that she was older.
— You decided to ask Abby out on a date, you called her up while you were at home, heart beating out of your chest when she said yes.
— The date was at the arcade, cheesy but Abby always won you prizes every time you guys went with Melly. She beat at you literally every single game and being competitive you just glared at her.
— Melanie was at a sleepover at her friend’s home so you and Abby had the place to yourselves, after the date you guys were chilling in her kitchen Abby finally had the courage to kiss you.
“Can I please kiss you?” She looked at you with those pleading eyes, a slight whine to her words.
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— She pinned your back against the counter, her hand cupping the side of your face, the kiss felt so warm but soon became greedy.
— She carried you to her room, your legs wrapped around her waist, arms around her neck as you drove her fucking crazy kissing on her neck like that.
— Abby has a Daddy kink, she had her strap settled deep in your drooling cunt, legs on her shoulder, thrusting so fucking deliciously making you claw at her arms.
“Mmmgh— oh fuck Abby..” Your eyes were rolled to the back of your head, knuckles white from the grip you had on her arms.
“Daddy, call me fucking Abby again and I wont let you cum.” She slapped your face, grabbing it with her hands squeezing your cheeks together.
God this wasn’t the sweet, motherly Abby you knew but some sex god who would fuck you so stupid it left you an incoherent mess.
— She had crazy stamina, had you in every position, face down with your ass up, riding her cock, your back pressed against her front as she spread your legs open drilling your bruised and aching pussy.
— She was so mean, she mocked your moans, bit your skin, slapped your tearful face every time you stopped looking at her. You couldn’t get enough of this side of her.
— She over stimulated you so much you were sobbing, trembling every time she would touch you, your legs shook violently.
Abby had her arms wrapped securely around your thighs, spreading them open so wide. Her tongue lapping you up, sucking on your puffing clit, sliding her tongue inside your sore cunt.
“Daddy please! Too much, s’too much, too much” You squealed, crying out trying to push her head off of you.
— After long hours of her using you, she was so quick to turn her motherly instincts back on. Kissing your face so sweetly, her eyes filled with worry that she pushed you over the edge.
— You reassured her that it was the best fucking sex you’ve ever had. She started a bath for you, sitting right behind you as she massaged your aching body, running her fingers over the love bites she left scattered on your body.
— She held you so tightly as you both had fallen asleep on her amazing bed.
PLEASE continue ‘her sweet girl’ but make it where Ellie sees the reader with another person and loses it😢
Hi anon! I really had so many ideas for part 2, maybe i should make this a series??? I hope you enjoy!!
Pairing: ellie x fem!reader
requests are open! send me your silly thoughts
Warning: toxic relationships
Summary: in which you had enough
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part 1
Ellie wasn’t looking for you. Not really. She’d said she needed air, mumbled something to Dina, shrugged on her jacket like it didn’t matter. Like you didn’t matter.
But she was lying.
She always ends up where you are, even if it hurts. Maybe especially when it hurts.
She spots you across the street near the stables—laughing. That laugh she used to pull from you with nothing but a dumb smirk and a too-obvious comment. Now it’s aimed at someone else. A girl with soft eyes and hands that brush yours like it’s easy to touch you. Like it’s allowed.
Ellie freezes. Then burns.
You’re smiling. Really smiling. And worse—you’re letting her touch you. Her fingers graze your wrist, and you don’t flinch, don’t yank away, don’t do anything.
Ellie’s jaw tightens. She’s already crossing the street before her mind catches up.
You don’t notice her until she’s close—too close—and suddenly your smile is gone.
The other girl glances up, startled, and Ellie doesn’t even look at her. She’s locked on you like you’re the only oxygen she knows how to breathe.
“What the fuck is this?” she spits, low and sharp.
You stiffen. “Ellie—don’t.”
The other girl opens her mouth, but Ellie finally turns, snarling, “I don’t remember talking to you.”
“Ellie, stop,” you snap, stepping between them.
She laughs—empty and wounded. “Right. Of course. Gotta defend your new girl, huh?”
“She’s not—” you start, but Ellie’s already unraveling.
“Is that all it takes? A few dumb jokes and someone who actually sticks around?” Her voice cracks, and she hates herself for it. "i thought you loved me"
“I did,” you whisper. “I do. But you keep leaving, Ellie. And coming back like I’m just supposed to wait.”
Ellie flinches like you slapped her. “You were supposed to wait,” she says, almost childlike.
Silence chokes the air between you.
“I’m not yours anymore,” you say, and you sound so tired.
But Ellie steps forward anyway, eyes wild and aching. “Yes, you are.”
You shake your head, but she’s already cupping your cheek—roughly, desperately—and her voice is barely above a whisper now.
“Please. Don’t make me watch you with someone else. Don’t—don’t do that to me.”
And it’s there, that Ellie-thing you used to know. The trembling lip. The stubborn tears. The girl who would rather tear the whole world apart than let herself be left behind again.
“Come home with me,” she says.
And you hate her for it. Because you’re going to say yes.
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OR UUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME THEY DO IT SHES SO GENTLE
Headcannons: professor!ellie williams x reader
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warning: NSFW content! MDNI 18+
☆ Ellie’s stares linger — too long, too intense. She’s studied every detail of your face, from the way your lashes lower when you're flustered to how your lips twitch when you’re nervous.
☆ Even before anything happens, she’s gently possessive. Walking you to your car. Checking if you’ve eaten. Leaving you notes like: “Don’t skip meals. Your brain’s too pretty to starve.”
☆ Study sessions blur into deep, aching conversations. Ellie leans close, hand brushing yours “accidentally” more often, and when your knees touch, she doesn’t pull away.
☆ She tests the waters. A hand on your thigh during a shared laugh. Fingers brushing your lower back as she moves past you. Every time, she watches your reaction like it’s data.
☆ Ellie never rushes. She peels back your fears and walls with quiet intimacy — until you're exposed emotionally long before you are physically.
☆ She thinks about you constantly, but she buries the filthier thoughts — for now. She wants the first time to be something you remember forever. Something clean. Almost holy.
☆ It finally happens when you fall asleep in her office during a rainstorm. You’re curled up in her chair, cheeks soft, lips parted. She presses her hand to her heart and mutters, “Fuck, I love you.”
☆ Ellie is slow, deliberate. She asks, “Are you sure?” more than once. Not because she doubts you — but because she can’t believe she finally gets to have you like this.
☆ She doesn’t rush. Every kiss feels like a poem. Every touch is a sentence. She wants to memorize you.
☆ Ellie never stops looking at you. Her voice drops to a whisper, “Let me see you,” and every time your eyes flutter shut, she kisses them open.
☆ She undresses you like she’s unwrapping something sacred. Fingers trembling, voice low: “You’re so beautiful… God, you’re unreal.”
☆ She trails kisses down your neck, your chest, your stomach — pausing to breathe you in like she’s trying to brand the memory into her bones.
☆ She can’t shut up. “You’re perfect,” “You feel like heaven,” “I’ve waited so long for this.” Every word from her lips is soaked in reverence.
☆ She touches you with unbearable care — slow, attentive, gentle enough to make you cry. She whispers, “Tell me what feels good. I want to do it right.”
☆ She nearly tears up when you moan her name for the first time. “Don’t say it like that,” she chokes, “I’m gonna lose it.”
☆ She lets you undress her too — biting her lip as your hands explore. She’s shy, almost bashful, but you can tell how much it affects her.
☆ Between kisses, she leans her forehead against yours. “I’ve never wanted someone like this,” she murmurs, brushing her thumb over your cheek.
☆ There’s no teasing, no performance. It’s raw and honest — Ellie letting herself be soft and human in a way she never shows anyone else.
☆ She keeps whispering your name, like it’s a lifeline. “You’re mine, aren’t you?” she asks, not possessively — but like she’s in awe that it’s real.
☆ She laces your fingers together while inside you. It grounds her. Anchors her to the moment. “Don’t let go,” she says. “Please.”
☆ She wraps you in her arms after — tucks the blanket over you, tucks herself behind you, hand splayed across your stomach like she’s protecting something precious.
☆ She mumbles things in your hair. “You feel like home,” “I’ve wanted this for so long,” “You’re everything.” Half-asleep, full of emotion.
☆ In her mind, she promises: This is only the beginning. I’ll learn every inch of her body. I’ll make her fall apart in a thousand new ways.
☆ After that first time, Ellie starts asking questions. “Do you like it when I hold your wrists?” “What if I got rougher next time?”
☆ You catch glimpses — how her eyes darken when you whimper, how she clenches her jaw when you say please.
☆ She gently pins your hands one night — just to see how you react. When you moan? Her whole body shudders.
☆ The next time, she kisses you harder. Her voice gains weight. She starts giving soft orders. “Spread your legs. Good girl.”
☆ Ellie realizes she loves having control — not to dominate, but to cherish and undo you. Her obsession becomes deeper, darker.
☆ She brings it out a toy nervously, checking your expression. “We don’t have to—” but when you nod, the switch flips. She grins like she’s been waiting for this.
☆ She’s addicted to every reaction you give. The soft gasps. The bitten lip. The trust. She knows she could break you — and the only reason she doesn’t is because she loves you too much.
can you do hcs of ellie williams taking care of sick reader :)
𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬: 𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘹 𝘴𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳
☆- Ellie is a very observant person. It’s actually annoying how well she can read you. She would most likely know you were sick even before you realized you were.
☆- Ellie protects. She serves. She looks after people. She cares. As soon as she finds out you are sick her natural instinct is to provide and to care for you.
☆- Even if it was a small cold Ellie freaks out, she usually acts like you’re on the brink of death:
“Ellie it’s just a cold”
“You could suffocate in your own mucus though”
“No- “
☆- She would show up at your house randomly, sometimes breaking in just make sure you were ok:
“Ellie you were here 3 hours ago”
“Ok so?”
☆- She would cook you something to eat (or attempt to because let’s be honest it doesn’t look like Ellie can cook) and force you to eat it:
“It’s burnt”
“Shut up baby, I know what’s good for you”
☆- She’d run you a bath (daily), give you massages and she would sing to you.
☆- Ellie literally treats you like a baby while you’re sick( she won’t even let you basic things by yourself)
“Ellie I can tuck myself in”
“Shhhh I know what I’m doing”
☆- Most nights Ellie wouldn’t sleep, she’d stay awake to make sure you were getting a good night’s rest.
☆- Very affectionate (more than she normally is)
“Ellie don’t touch me I’ll get you sick”
“Ellie stop kissing me”
“Ellie go away”
(She can be suffocating at times)
(You can’t even pee alone)
☆- She would most likely cry when you mention any pain you’re feeling, because she hates seeing you in pain, or hearing that you feel anything but happiness.
☆- Is worried that maybe you didn’t have a cold, and that you had something more serious and life threatening
“The medical books say that the headaches could be a brain tumor”
“Ellie what- “
☆- When you eventually get better, Ellie still follows you around, constantly checking if the cold/flu came back.
“Why do you keep touching my forehead?”
“You could be sick”
“Ellie I was sick a week ago, I feel better”
“That’s what a sick person in denial would say”
“I- “
Authors note: Thank you so much for requesting! And to all the other people that are requesting I promise your stories are coming soon! Remember requests are always open feel free to leave one…. Remember you are loved, and to always be kind to everyone:)
Yours truly,
Zia <3