Some Sketches I Did While I Was Working On My Animated Film Project In 2018. I Was Testing For Imagery

I have this image in my head for over 2 years now. I'm glad I could finally find the courage to paint it. 

Sometimes the art process takes me nowhere near my own personal look on art. 

This particular image started out with me painting a red circle, and continued without my own will. This is how it goes:  There is a direct instruction in my head to paint a certain color in a certain shape in a certain place. After I do that, I get the second instruction that may appear very clearly or sometimes rather blurry. 

Step by step I follow out this out of nowhere input, and I don’t judge whatever it may be doing. It is as though of I am not creating the image myself, but recreating an already existing image. 

When I finish, I am unsure whether I actually like what comes out, since I never included my own taste and interest in it anyway. But I still pay it much respect since it comes from the other side with a reason.

"Killua, you couldn't get enough sleep? There are dark circles around your eyes." "Yeah..."

Been listening to…

Very quick sketches of Hikari Club members I drew when I was nostalgic. Drawing them gives me a really strange, dark yet energetic feeling which I enjoy very much. 

Drawings of scenes from my animated short film, which you can watch here.

Tuck me in beneath the blue Beneath the Pain Beneath the rain Goodnight kiss for a child in time Swaying blade my lullaby On the shore we sat and hoped Under the same pale moon Whose guiding light chose you Chose you all

Lyrics from The Poet and the Pendulum, written by Tuomas Holopainen Art by me (while listening to the song)

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This is a real time recording of me improvising to five songs from Nightwish's Imaginaerum, while I am hearing them for the very first time!  It was really fun to do, because I was mostly playing without care.

There is a lot going on with him.