My audition today went really well, and the director said I was "fantastic" and " you'll be hearing from us soon." So, idk, good things can happen in this messy year and I hope everyone else has something good happen to them soon too. Gotta spread them good vibes, wouldn't be fair to keep them all to myself.
Curling my toes and twiddling my thumbs as I eagerly await new music from my favorite artist
And there is not a single choice left to make I am God's worst mistake
And in your throat, you know you're lying to kids
And you know nobody belongs in this hell
Am I just an idea
A sweet little thought?
Why couldn't I be your promise?
Why can your love only be bought?
Bought with my achievements
Bought with fake smiles and laughter
Why can't it be enough?
Why is your attention still all I'm after?
I avoid sleep cause I like to pretend I can avoid tomorrow
Nothing's going to happen, but I've convinced myself the world's ending
So I'm building up a list of my worry and sorrow
It keeps my mind off of the night and morning skies blending
Maybe I just drink too much caffeine
I tell myself that, anyway
Cause I tend to ramble on like an anxious machine
And the more I do that, the longer I can keep sleep away
the way i NEED a house with this aesthetic
My beloved little pigeons, so simple, so pure
I think of you every waking moment, you're all that I adore
You're feathers, a pleasant grey, and I have to say, they make me love you even more
My pleasant little pigeons, I hope you get far as you soar
Ferdinand von Wright (Finnish, 1822–1906), "From the Garden: Flowers and Birds" (detail)
Curio Cabinet
The man buried below died by being struck by lightning. Then up sprouted a tree at the head of his tombstone that managed to get hit by lightning twice and still live.
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~~Theatre major with a caffeine addiction and constant anxiety~~ [20] [They/Them]
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