Eccentricechoes - Sunshine

vintage sun pillows

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I'll always be a wanderer

Exploring where I really shouldn't go

Both mental and physical places

I find that I just have to know

What is really out there

How things work, and why

Even when I don't actually want answers

Even when it makes me cry

Hoes can't stand my whimsy

Angela Carter, The Company of Wolves The bloody chamber, and other stories

good night keys

I want to be productive, I want to be creative

but no matter how hard I'm working, I just kinda hate this

hate being stuck in my head. Hate getting better, and then wishing I was dead

I hate feeling stuck in a cycle

And so, I just keep working. But, my thoughts are still disturbing

Have I always been like this? am I breaking through denial?

More chaotic doodles, by yours truly

I feel this, deeply

“I’m homesick all the time … I just don’t know where home is. There’s this promise of happiness out there. I know it. I even feel it sometimes. But it’s like chasing the moon - just when I think I have it, it disappears into the horizon.”

— Sarah Addison Allen