it astounds me even until now how i can come to this blog and go with a piece of my soul back in place. i was wondering if you had any poems on 'ghosts' and their 'haunting' people and places, romantic or otherwise. there is a ghost, you see, and she haunts me even though i know her to be alive and well. i am unsure of which terrifies me more: her being in and out of my reach or my hope that i too am her ghost.
so these are not all poems, but:
“I think ghosts are memory—memory haunts bodies, haunts places, haunts the narratives that hold our minor and miraculous lives together. Ghosts are that which return and return and return. The body has its own hauntings, too: phantom limb sensation, organ transfer memory, the traumatic self. And others.”
— Shastra Deo, interviewed by Sumudu Samarawickrama in Liminal Mag
— Valeria Luiselli, from Faces in the Crowd (tr. Christina MacSweeney)
— Janet Fitch, from White Oleander
“But the fall—the falling / of it / even after it’s done—”
— Jorie Graham, from Overlord: Poems; “Omaha (Lowest Tide, Coefficient 105, Full Moon)”
— Jessie Lynn McMains, To Be Haunted
— Dorothy Allison, from Boston, Massachusetts (The Women Who Hate Me, 1983)
“it’s not enough to look back at the past as at a thing / to shy from, this is not / nostalgia, you must look at it,”
— Carl Phillips, from Wild is the Wind: Poems; “Gently, Though, Gentle”
— Nikki Giovanni, from “[Untitled]”
— Rebecca Solnit, A Field Guide to Getting Lost
— Adonis, from Selected Poems; “A Piece of Bahlul’s Sun” (tr. Khaled Mattawa)
—James Baldwin, from Jimmy’s Blues and Other Poems; “Conundrum (on my birthday) (for Rico)”
under no circumstances, kiera. k
you can simultaneously be appreciative for your education and critical of it, just because public education is full of propaganda and higher education is stealing your money doesn’t mean you shouldn’t fully take advantage of it if you can, learn everything possible and use it to Fuck Shit Up
write in textbooks, cause a ruckus, read stories you hate in english class and figure out why you hate them, ace your math test and forget everything you studied, use coloured pens, quiet rebellion is important too
― Haruki Murakami, Sputnik Sweetheart
droplets
[grabs your shirt] listen. listen to me. the practical is holy. the everyday is sacred. the simple act of surviving is divine. do you get it? sanctity begins at home, in the hands that build and the lives we live and the deaths we die and the worms that eat our bodies. if making something by hand is not worthy of veneration then nothing is.
Li Shangyin, from When Will I be Home? (tr. by Kenneth Rexroth)
just a little guy grocery shopping
Joan Didion, “On Keeping a Notebook”