Starting Tomorrow, You'll All Be Seeing A New Side To Me. I'll Still Be The Same, But I Want To Start

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The war in Gaza has affected us greatly.

We had to leave our homes due to the destruction and move to Egypt. 🏠➡️🇪🇬

Life here is not easy and expensive, and there are financial challenges such as university and school fees. 💼💸

My goal now is to raise £8500

I have less than £500 left to achieve this goal. 🎯

Reaching this amount will help ease some of the burdens on my family.

Even the smallest donation can make a big difference. 🌟

https://gofund.me/ba5b76e9

Please help out this person! Don't hesitate to share this as well!

It's my brother's borthday!! He is an old man now, he can legally drink fancy fruit juice, holy shit-

In all seriousness, I love my big brother sm! I'm sincerely hoping he's not still sick because the last time I talked to him, he was sick, and being sick on your birthday would suck. Congrats on being 21, you are now allowed to drink booze, so congrats I guess lmao.

TW/CW: Death, Heavy Angst, mentions of SA, mentions of su!c!de, and other topics that some may find triggering!

This story isn't for everyone, so if anything I listed makes you uncomfortable or you don't like it, I suggest you leave now. You have been warned, so don't say I didn't warn you

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So, my D&D group is planning an isekai campaign. If you don't know what an isekai is, it's where a character dies and is reincarnated into another world. There is a scene that happens with my character's little brother that's never going to happen in the campaign, so I thought I'd share it with you guys!

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Elliot bounced on his toes at the train platform, excited to see his big sister. She had been away for a few days searching for colleges, but today she was finally coming home! He even wore his favorite sweater for the occasion. This 11-year-old boy was alone, however. His parents were too busy to greet their daughter, just like they were too busy to even help their son with schoolwork. But Elliot didn't care, it was their loss.

Suddenly, he heard a scream as well as sirens. Strange, usually the sirens weren't so close to the station. They always drove past the station before. Elliot looked around and noticed a group of people, as well as a train that was derailed. Surely that wasn't the train his big sister was on, right? He should probably check, just to make sure. There's no way it's her train.

So, Elliot hopped off the train platform and ran over to the crowd of people. He could barely see what was going on, since he was so small, but he weaved his way through the crowd to see first responders dragging out various bodies. It was horrific, people were throwing up at the sight, cursing under their breath, and overall just mortified. Who wouldn't be with a sight as disturbing as that?

That's when Elliot noticed a firefighter standing off to the side, barking orders at his team. He was holding someone in his arms like they were his bride. Elliot could barely make out who the person was, but he noticed and immediately recognized the limp arm he could see that had a black and purple glove with a unique design around the wrist.

No...

He rushed over to the firefighter, ignoring the people yelling at him to get back and that it was dangerous. The fire chief turned and his eyes widened as he watched the little boy running towards him.

"Kid, this area is off-limits! Please go back to where the crowd is!" He said. His voice was stern, but he was very clearly worried about the young boy.

With the fire chief turned around, Elliot could finally see the face of his fatally injured big sister. Tears began to well up in his eyes at the sight of his unconscious big sister.

"Th-That's my big sister your holding!" Elliot said, clearly trying to keep his composure. He'd never experienced the death of a loved one before.

"This is your sister, kid?" The fire chief said, gesturing to Elliot's sister with his head. Elliot nodded. "Don't worry, kid. She's still got a pulse, so we think she's going to make it. An ambulance is on its way, but where are your parents?"

"Th-They're both at work. I-I can give you their ph-phone numbers if you'd like," Elliot said, trying his best to stay calm.

"Alright, you can call them when we reach the hospital. What's your name, kid?"

"I-I'm Elliot Nickerson," Elliot said, grabbing the limp arm of his sister. "My big sister's name is Tara Nickerson. She's going to be okay, right?"

"Don't worry, Elliot, your sister will be okay," the fire chief said. The sound of ambulance sirens started to grow louder. "She's going to make it."

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Elliot sat in the chair next to the hospital bed Tara was lying in, holding her hand, listening to the heart monitor making various beeps. His parents soon entered the room and took seats on the other side of the bed. His parents didn't say anything to Elliot. What could they even say? Their daughter was dancing on the line of life and death and their 11-year-old son had never experienced such a loss before.

Not too long after his parents arrived, Elliot looked up to see the doctor walk in. His face had a tired expression, but he also looked heartbroken. Elliot didn't understand why the doctor was sad. Tara was going to be okay, after all! Right?

"Are you two Mr. and Mrs. Nickerson?" The doctor asked, looking over at Elliot's parents.

"Yes, we are," his mother said. She looked like she was about to cry. Elliot had never seen his mother cry before. She was always so cold and stern.

"And you are...?" The doctor turned his attention to Elliot.

"I'm Tara's little brother," Elliot said quickly, sitting up straight in his seat.

"Well, unfortunately, we've done everything we could, but I don't think Miss Tara is going to make it," the doctor said with a solemn look in his eyes.

"Wh-What?" Elliot's father said quietly. Elliot never once heard his father yell, but that didn't mean his father was easy to please. It was quite the opposite. "Are you serious? There's no way to save her?"

The doctor lightly shook his head. "Her heartbeat is too slow and she's lost so much blood from such fatal injuries. There's no way we can save her."

Elliot felt tears well up in his eyes once again. He looked back at his sister, who looked so peaceful, and quietly began to sob. The doctor said something about letting the family be there, for the 19-year-old girl's last few moments, but Elliot didn't fully make out what the doctor said before he left.

"T-Tara... p-please," Elliot pleaded in-between sobs. "You h-have to live for me. Y-You promised th-that you'd live a long life with me! You p-promised that you'd come to my high school graduation! You promised me! Please, Tara!"

The young boy sobbed and soon, the heart monitor made one slow, but steady, long beep, indicating that Tara was gone. Elliot's sobs grew louder as he heard the sound of the monitor and he laid his head on top of his sister's chest, which was no longer rising or falling from breathing.

"DON'T LEAVE ME!!" he shouted before he just gave up and sobbed loudly.

Elliot's parents looked at each other, tears falling from their own eyes watching their daughter pass and their son break down in tears. They looked into each other's eyes with a knowing look that said that they would be better parents for their son, in hopes that they wouldn't lose him too.

Elliot didn't want to leave Tara's side, but his parents couldn't let him stay there, so his father picked him up and he screamed and cried as his father carried him out of the room and away from his big sister.

The car ride home was silent, even with the sounds of Elliot's quiet sniffles. Maybe it was his fault that his sister was gone. He had touched her after she came home from school that one day when she had to stay behind in her history class and she yelled at him to not touch her. Her eyes were wide when she yelled at him.

There was also that time when her best friend was murdered and she cut off a lot of her hair. He tried to tell her that he liked her long hair, but she snapped at him and said that he wouldn't understand. He must've pushed her over the edge, so therefore it was his fault, right?

Then why did she hug him after he convinced her not to jump? Why did she teach him how to braid hair and then braid a part of his hair with a soft smile? Why did she always go out of her way to help him with homework, despite having her own homework to do? Was it truly because he was a bad brother? No, no he was a good brother, he truly was. But maybe this was the universe's punishment for him not being good enough.

Elliot didn't know the answer. But he knew that it wasn't fair that his sister was gone.

He never wore his favorite sweater again after that day.

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Sorry it's so long, but I hope you enjoyed it as much as I did writing it!

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LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOO (I am the opposite of normal for this AU /gen)

Chapter 14 - 15/01/25

Small spoilers for Riptide episodes 105 and 106, go watch it so you don't get spoiled :3

So, I'm on episode 106 of Riptide (was not expecting the fanfic opening of Queen x Alasse, but it was very cute). I just wanna talk about the scene in episode 105 where they're going through the spider webs because I kid you not, I was so stressed while watching it, no joke.

I was messaging my friend, telling her about how stressed the scene was (yes, it was my co-writer for the Life Series AU), I had the get some food to eat, partly because I forgot to eat dinner, but mostly because I bite when I get stressed and I swear, I need a chew tool istg-

Anyways, it's almost 5 in the morning, good night

Some recent edits, so edit dump :D

I hope you like these silly edits I made! The first two are for an Omori AU I'm working on (with the help of my brother) and the third one is for some OC Lore that I'm writing! I won't go too into detail about the lore, but I'm excited to share more of it!

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I yelled at my dad today. I didn't mean to, it's just... those stupid cameras appeared again today and they won't go away and it's freaking me out. so, I yelled for him and he asked me what was wrong.

I told him that there were cameras in all of the corners of my room, because there was! and he looked around and he looked back at me all confused. he said that there weren't any cameras, so I told him again that there were cameras in my room. and he didn't believe me!

he said that I should calm down and take another look around the room, just to make sure what I'm seeing is really there. and I did and those cameras were still there, so I reiterated it to him. and he said rather firmly that there weren't any cameras in my room and that I must be seeing things.

I got so mad at him for saying that that I snapped at him and I yelled at him. I'm pretty sure I was just yelling that there were in fact cameras in my room and I was scared because someone was watching me, but I don't fully remember it. all I remember is that after I was done yelling, he hugged me. which is weird because he's not really a hugger.

he said something about how everything around me was real and that I was safe and I kinda just hugged him back and zoned out. after he left, I double checked all the corners of the room. I thought that maybe he was right and I was just seeing things.

the fucking cameras were still there, pointed directly at me.

watching me.

Please save what's left of my family

Hello dear

I am from the Baalousha family from Gaza.. 🇵🇸🍉

I hope you are well .

I write to you with a heart full of hope and faith, and I ask for your urgent help. My family is in great danger due to the war, and I am running a fundraising campaign to save them. My father and mother suffer from diabetes and high blood pressure. Help me secure them

Please, can you reblog my campaign post on my account? Every contribution can make a difference in my family's life and any donation, even a small one, makes a difference.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart for any help you can provide. 🇵🇸🇵🇸

The campaign was documented by @90-ghost 🍉🍉.

Go help out this person! The campaign has been reblogged! I wish you and your family lots of luck in getting out Gaza safe and sound!

I was scrolling through the images I downloaded off of Pinterest and I saw a writing prompt related to sleep, so I thought I'd write some fluff (for once) feature my Undertale AU OCs! This takes place after the main story!

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Carly came home from work exhausted like she always did. However, tonight, she was even more exhausted from working overtime. She rubbed the sleepiness from her eyes as she went up to her room to change. There, sitting on the bed, typing away on a laptop, was Fennu.

Fennu looked up at Carly and smiled. "Welcome back home, love! Did you have a good day?"

Carly scoffed. "I think we both know the answer to that."

Fennu gently shut the laptop, stood up, and set it on the desk before approaching her lover and giving Carly a warm hug. Carly dropped her bag and reciprocated the hug immediately. Fennu's hugs were almost always warm and comforting, especially when someone needed those hugs the most.

Carly let go after a few minutes and picked her bag back up before hanging it on one of the hooks. She pulled out the hair tie and bobby pins holding her bun in place as her decently long hair flowed down her back. She grabbed her sleep clothes and exited the bedroom to the bathroom to change, leaving Fennu alone in their bedroom.

Fennu knew that Carly must be more tired than usual, especially since she knew that Carly had a habit of overworking herself until she fell asleep at her desk like she had done several times before. Neither she nor Faith, Carly's younger sister, enjoy that fact. Fennu sighed, rubbed her face, and got back into bed, waiting for Carly to return.

Once Carly returned to the bedroom, she immediately walked over to the desk but was abruptly stopped by a shield. She turned her head in annoyance to Fennu, whose hand was in the air, holding the magic.

"Fennu, c'mon, I have some work I need to do," she said, crossing her arms.

"Whatever it is you need to do, I'm sure it can wait until morning," Fennu said, concern in her eyes directed at her girlfriend.

"I can't sleep yet. There's too much to do."

"Uh-huh, and those huge bags under your eyes are normal," Fennu stated glancing at the bags under Carly's orange and green eyes.

Carly rolled her eyes. "I'm fine. I'm not even that tired."

Fennu sighed and stood up, taking her girlfriend's hands. "Look, I know you want to keep working, but you just got home a few minutes ago. The least you can do is relax a bit and lie down for a while. Can you do that for me?"

Carly sighed before closing her eyes and giving Fennu a soft nod. Fennu helped her get comfortable in their bed while also making sure Carly didn't try and get up any time soon. It was so clear that she hadn't gotten a good night's sleep in a while, so she needed this.

"I'll be right back, I'm going to go get you a glass of water, okay?" Fennu asked, tilting her head slightly to the right.

Carly gave Fennu a soft smile and nodded. Fennu could tell that she was extremely tired, just from the way she was acting. So, Fennu went downstairs and poured a glass of water for her lover. She couldn't help but think about the times Error and Sin would do this for her when she refused to get some sleep, making her realize that their habits of helping her had rubbed off on her. She giggled at the thought.

Once the glass was filled with water, Fennu headed back upstairs and opened the bedroom door to find Carly asleep, sitting up in bed still. Fennu smiled softly as she set the glass down on the bedside table by Carly. She gently adjusted Carly to not disturb her and made sure she was tucked in comfortably.

"You're so lucky that I love you," Fennu said softly.

She kissed Carly's cheek, climbed into bed, and wrapped her arm around Carly before drifting off to sleep as well, the two sleeping comfortably in each other's warm embrace.

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Hope you guys liked this! Sorry if it's not very good or if it doesn't make sense. If you want to learn more about my AU, I'm writing it over on Wattpad which is linked in my linktree (pinned post). I'll probably have a part in the story where the magic of my AU is explained, but I'm not sure yet. I'm slowly chipping away at finishing up chapter 3, so I hope you guys will enjoy it once it comes out! Thanks for reading!

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