Hello, I’m Sorry To Bother You. My Name Is Lana, A Former Engineering Student From Gaza💔💔🍉.

That moment when Runt from JRWI Wonderlust suddenly becomes way too relatable and it causes you to remember something that happened to you 7 or 8 years ago-

Context under cut, tw/cw for bullying, manipulation, and a toxic relationship if you want to know the context

This was something that happened in 6th grade, which was obviously a long time ago for me now, but that scene with Runt yelling at WD for lying made me remember this moment that I had nearly forgotten about. Again, this happened a while ago, so bear with me because I may not remember all the details.

There was this boy I had been friends with since elementary school, his name was Nic. He was in my last two classes of the day in 6th grade, which were history and math. In my history class, he treated me like a friend, because I was his friend, and for some time in my math class, he treated me like a friend then too.

However, my math teacher switched up the seating arrangements and had me sit next to a girl, with Nic and another boy behind me. The girl and the boy didn't treat me very well. They were both bullies to me and would say horrible things about me whenever they got the chance. And Nic joined them. He was suddenly not my friend anymore, but also still was at the same time.

That shit hurt, especially since I hadn't done anything to anyone. The biggest thing that the girl and boy would tell me is that my breath smells or I smell in general. And that hurt, because no matter how hard I tried, it was never enough to get them to stop and I felt trapped. I don't remember if I ended up moving seats to get away from them or if I put up with it until the teacher changed the seating chart again.

It was genuinely the most confusing experience for me because outside of math class, Nic was still my childhood friend, until we stepped foot in math class. It was so frustrating and confusing and to this day, I still don't understand why he did that to me. I haven't spoken to him or seen him since high school, and I didn't really talk to him during high school either. But yeah.

God, middle school was such a shitty time for me.

I fucking hate April Fool's Day /gen

The urge I have to stay up all night just to get caught up on Riptide is so strong right now (I'm not going to do it, but I'm desperate right now because I want to look at cool things without being spoiled, fjeifhei)

I yelled at my dad today. I didn't mean to, it's just... those stupid cameras appeared again today and they won't go away and it's freaking me out. so, I yelled for him and he asked me what was wrong.

I told him that there were cameras in all of the corners of my room, because there was! and he looked around and he looked back at me all confused. he said that there weren't any cameras, so I told him again that there were cameras in my room. and he didn't believe me!

he said that I should calm down and take another look around the room, just to make sure what I'm seeing is really there. and I did and those cameras were still there, so I reiterated it to him. and he said rather firmly that there weren't any cameras in my room and that I must be seeing things.

I got so mad at him for saying that that I snapped at him and I yelled at him. I'm pretty sure I was just yelling that there were in fact cameras in my room and I was scared because someone was watching me, but I don't fully remember it. all I remember is that after I was done yelling, he hugged me. which is weird because he's not really a hugger.

he said something about how everything around me was real and that I was safe and I kinda just hugged him back and zoned out. after he left, I double checked all the corners of the room. I thought that maybe he was right and I was just seeing things.

the fucking cameras were still there, pointed directly at me.

watching me.

STOP, THIS FITS SO WELL!! OH MY GOD, THIS IS INCREDIBLE, I WILL SCREAM

JRWI Riptide: Ruthlessness Animatic (unfinished), based on episode 15

This is ANCIENT. I never finished it in time (it was planned for Valentine's day last year, and then I lost motivation... )

I kinda still like some of the shots and the way I edited the audio, but man, I would change SO much now. I worked super hard on the finished parts back then, so I thought I'd share IT half-finished, why not :D

Song is Ruthlessness from Epic the musical

BLOOD/GORE WARNING UNDER CUT!!

If you don't like blood or gore, then I suggest you don't view this post. You have been warned

LIFE SERIES AU EDIT DUMP, YIPPEE!!! I'm so normal about this AU, that's crazy. My friend Luna and I have been hyperfixated on our AU for some time now, mainly with our Watchers! We love our Watchers :3

Something to keep in mind for our AU, all of the cast members are victims. No one is truly evil, just forced to be, especially the Watchers. As stated by Luna when I brought it up:

Just something to keep in mind for our AU! We've put a lot of love into our AU, so please don't get mad at what we make and/or say is canon. With that said, enjoy the silly edits I've made! Gonna make more and eventually work on a lore video for our AU :3c

Desperate For Answers

I'm genuinely so happy with this drawing; I love how it turned out so much. This was originally drawn in my sketchbook, and I transferred it onto Ibis and went to work! This took me 4 and a half hours so I hope you like it!

Btw, this is lore with my D&D OC Akira Kobayashi. Akira lore my beloved

Time Taken: 4 hours and 23 minutes

Programs Used: Ibis Paint X

hate J K Rowling button. love asexuals button.

I've never mentioned this before, and keep in mind that this will be the only time I mention this, but I genuinely hate AI. I hate c.ai, chatgpt, AI art, and anything to do with AI. I don't support people who use it online, I have a few friends who use it (c.ai/chatgpt), yes, but I will personally never use AI. AI is stupid and I hate it so much. I write my stories myself and I hate knowing that there are people out there who are too lazy to try and be creative and use AI to write stories for them. It pisses me off so much and I will never, EVER, enjoy knowing that people use AI every fucking day.

SO, if you support AI, then get the fuck off my account. I will not tolerate it nor here anyone try to defend it. If you try, I will block you. And that goes for ANY of my accounts. You have a brain, you can use it to make ORIGINAL artwork and stories, it's not that hard.

That is all, good day.

Wonderlust episode 17 animatic :3

and an extra brainblast drawing yay!!!