Why Do Fathers Always Give Us Some Sort Of Trauma Because Of Their Anger Issues

I can't believe that my last post on this account I was still a senior in high school but now, I'm going to be a freshman in college

tbh our life was better when you’re not here

It's the 7th anniversary of EXO-Ls. The strongest fandom in the kpop scene. The fandom that had suffered a lot and literally had a rollercoaster of emotions all through out the years. May we continue to be strong and continue supporting our boys, EXO.

❤

Chen's new song 'Hello' express many emotions.

As he got many hate just because he got married and had a baby.

That's such a odd reason for hating someone and sending then death threats. Can those anti's just mind their own business. It's not like their idol's are gonna them anyways.

I mean it's normal to be shocked because of the sudden news but why does it have to be in that extent.

It affected Chen a lot.

When I watched the behind the scenes of his music video 'Hello', he didn't have a genuine smile anymore. Also he was so conscious of his surroundings. It was like he was scared of people.

I hope anti's would stop hating on him. He did nothing wrong.

It's kind off weird seeing my old post's on this account y'know. Some post's were about me not knowing what to do in life, i read that I wanted to be a lawyer but 2021 self, your 2023 self would like to say-- sadly you're not gonna be a lawyer anymore instead you took up nursing for college.

A message to myself 5 years from now.

Hmmm....

Please be happy in whatever you do.

I hope that you are happy in whatever decision you make and that you don't have any regrets.

Also I hope that you have money so that you have a crying session because you can't buy things you like. Learn from your past self

Just be happy please. And enjoy your life.

:)

sunday | June 20,2021

i miss the old us.

I wish we all stayed at the same school.

Late night thoughts

Will I ever experience the city life?

Will I ever experience going to college in a strangely new place. Far from my current life. Also far from my family.

If ever I pass that university will they allow me to go, or more like will I allow myself to be far from my family most especially from my mom. Far from my life in the province.

If ever it will happen , will I be able to experience my dreams. Will I finally be able to go out at night like go out on a night out with college friends. Will I be able to have a random stroll at 2 or 3 AM. Will I finally have a boyfriend??

I have a lot of dreams but one question is still roaming around my brain.

Will I pass?

Or

Am I capable with my skills because it is such a big university a lot of people there are probably smart.

Am I even smart enough to pass the entrance exams?

People around me says that I am smart. But up to what extent?

i miss my friends

i miss my pandemic playlist, I'm literally trying to make a playlist with the songs I was obsessed with during the lockdown