.....I Just Want Him To Hug Me And Hold Me And Telll Me Its Okay And Everything Is Alright.. Among Other

7/2/19

10:20pm

6lbs down in a week so far, pretty excited about that.

370c for dinner, the only meal I eat.

Half a bowl smoked,

In such a weird fucking mindset today, I don't understand. I don't understand this feeling in my chest. What are you trying to tell me?

Slept 5 hours today, but not very good.

My mother is talking to and potentially dating a man I'm not very fond of, I hate it.

What is this fucking feeling engulfing me? 

Sometimes I don’t feel like living

I love him and this is not the scary part. He doesn’t love me and even this isn’t the scary part. The scary part is that I won’t be able to love anyone else like I love him

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If I kill myself in daydreams enough times will it finally be real?

Please?

I can make it look like an accident so nobody cares or is sad

Just let me go now please

Please..?

i can’t stop

You’ll be fine, you h o n e y c o m b~

Who could ever hurt you? Who could be so

c o l d ?

You’ll be fine, oh h o n e y p i e~

Who could ever hurt you? Who could be so

u n k i n d ?

I'm guessing that I've grown horns

I guess I'm human no more

I can tell I've r o t t e d in your brain

Oh, how easily passion twists

You think I'm a crazy bitch

A thousand words left unsaid

'Cause no one listens to the dead

So maybe I will talk to you

The only way I know how to

Mhm, I've said my speech

Mhm, through sharpened teeth

You break the rules and spikes grow from your skin

Please let the devil in

Having some anxiety and a small panic attack related to my fear of heart attacks so I decided to make a funny meme to help cope lol. My brain thought of this immediately so I had to make it.