Sometimes I Don’t Feel Like Living

People Get Tired Of You Being Sick

When you first become ill, they will show you sympathy. They’ll send you cards and hope you get well soon. They’ll call or text to check in and see how you’re doing. They’ll cut you slack. They’ll be understanding when you have trouble keeping up. 

But once your illness becomes a chronic condition, they wonder why you can’t get better. They show impatience and frustration. They stop trying to include you in plans. They ask why you aren’t trying harder. They don’t get it. They just want you to be abled again so that you’re not inconveniencing them.

People get tired of you being sick, but they don’t stop to think that you’re probably fucking tired of being sick, too. They don’t take the time to think about how you’d love to just get over it. They don’t care enough to realize you didn’t choose this. 

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Creating long continuous daydreams to try and go to sleep: great

Creating long continuous daydreams when you’re bored as fuck trying to pass the time: great

Creating long continuous daydreams on a Friday night and realising you’re single and are fantasising over a fictional world and no one actually cares about you: not so great

Test

✨ Anxiety-Based Affirmations! ✨

“I deserve to be treated well, and others will recognize this.”

“I am confident, capable and wonderful to talk to.“

“I Am Enough.”

“Smile. Breathe. Move forward.”

“I acknowledge my anxiety but I do not have to listen to it.”

“With every breath, I inhale positivity and exhale my negativity.”

“I give my unique gifts to the world.“

“I will handle any anxiety attacks with a calm and logical perspective.”

“Mistakes are temporary and a lesson to learn.”

“I have the strength to overcome any setbacks.”

“I will be my own best advocate.“

“To take care of others, I need to take care of myself.“

“I believe in myself.”

my two very conflicting personality traits

showering: take cold shower so you don’t get dizzy and pass out! Self care!

also me: it must feel like satan is PISSING on you and your skin must peel off like a face mask or it isn’t hot enough. You fucking wimp

MOOD™️👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻