You Hurt Me So Much.

sorry for being gone.

i am back, my loves.

he’s finally mine.

march 15th 2023.

hi!

I have a question for people on Schizophrenia Spectrum (specifically Schizotypal Personality Disorder)..

does your family have to have schizophrenia or be on the schiz spectrum in order for you to be diagnosed with schizotypal personality disorder?

like does it have to run in your family or can you be diagnosed with it without your family displaying any schizophrenic symptoms?

I tried my best for you.

i am having those thoughts again…

i just want to belong to someone…

any applications??? ❤️

she will not take him from me.

i will destroy her.

nothing hurts more than when you are in love with him & he is with someone else…

i might be put on antipsychotics… :(

Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.

they have been professionally diagnosed with:

panic disorder

depression

PTSD

they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.

they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.

also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!

also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.

i just wanna escape this society & go far away into a beautiful meadow in a cottage to raise my son. I’ll teach him the ways of being kind to nature & respectful of the wild animals. I’ll show him that it’s okay to want to explore, as long as he is careful. I will remind him that even though the world can be an evil place, he will always have me to protect him and this home to be his sanctuary.