Everytime I Say Something, Even When It's To Ask For Help, I Get Ignored Or The Subject Changed On Me

1 pill 2 pill red pill blue pill all the pills

i don’t have a mac

addiction is easy to develop bc once you know you have the option to use a substance to feel good instead of bad whenever you want it is the easiest choice in the world to keep making over and over again

Even when I’m happy

I guess my life hasn’t always been happy, or easy, or exactly what I wanted. At a certain point, I just have to try not to think too much about certain things, or else they’ll break my heart.

-Jonathan Franzen, Freedom

17/08/24

// The Wiring Event // Documentations

The relentless and purposeful injury to the brain is essential for creating the machine that is the adult product of trauma.

Interference, which is discouraged, allows the development of self-identity, self-assurance, and trust.

Discrediting interference establishes doubt in the machine’s self and surroundings, and ensures consistent and lifelong dependence upon the creators and bystanders.