Depressedgirxlxx - Pretty & Dead

im so sick of BEGGING someone to care about me. "oh but I just didn't wanna annoy you!!" how many FUCKING TIMES do I have to fucking say "but its not annoying, I need you to check on me, I will hurt myself or someone else if I am left alone" PLEASE JUST FUCKING LISTEN TO ME.

I have been trying so hard. To stay strong, to stay smart, to not stare into a spiral and relapse. But my breaks away from hypnosis are getting shorter and shorter each time. The longer I stay away the more want to listen. I always come back again and again, drain my brain again and again. Even just the thought of slipping back makes me wet and needy, makes me want to rub my mind away for hours until I am a drooling dripping mindfucked mess. I don’t know how much longer I can hold out.

yeah, sorry i exhibited symptoms of the disorder i told you i have. it will happen again because i have that disorder and will continue having it. hope this helps!! 🫶🫶🫶

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kinda wanna leave. kinda wanna ghost everyone. kinda wanna rot under a blanket. kinda wanna feel loved. kinda wanna feel wanted. kinda wanna