Clairo Blasting In My Ears. Blogging In Public. Realizing I Sort Of Forgot How To Socialize Over Break.

i can always get weirder ♥️

amen i love being weird i love being a freak i love being a pervert i love being abnormal i love being incomprehensible to the average person

i don’t wanna go to SCHOOOLLLLLLNOODXFVGV NOOOO DONT SEND ME THERE PLEASEEEESSS

the day someone listens to inarticulation by rio romeo with me in mind is the day jesus comes back 2 earth or smth … one can dream though

i changed my insta pronouns to they/them im too scared to do anything else :/

how to tell my friends i’m not a girl. and lowkey prefer they/them. without sounding like i just timetraveled from 2020. cuz like nothing would change besides the pronouns cuz im content w everything else. GGGRRRR RAGGSGS GRRR AHSD SLAMS HEAD INTO WALL

i feel like some of them will hate me idk… like ew lol look at this FAGGOT FREAK

hi here is a bunch of doodles from school and from when i was drawing earlier.

ummm 1-3 is my not at all realistic drawings of myself ig, 4 is rando goth girl, 5 is frank from donnie darko, then rainbow dash redesign, then random girl, and then wip ponysona i’ll prolly re-do a gazillion times. yes im cringe suck my balls

i miss the romanticized versions of people in my head. they loved me so much i think. but people change, and i can’t control that. so instead i will mourn the person they once were and cling to the hollow shell they are now with the fleeting hope that one day they’ll return. it’s kind of bittersweet i guess

i want my titties pierced so bad bruh but i CANT bc i’m a stupid MINOR wth it’s not like adults haven’t seen these mfs before,,it takes two seconds this is so unfair 🥀🥀

i keep seeing those whimsical girls on tt doing cutesy makeup and they draw spirals on their nose bridges and i was like “omg i wanna do that” but then remembered i have glasses and can’t. life is a prison

bring back curiosity bring back wonder bring back asking questions bring back experiments bring back trying things bring back thinking for yourself bring back not using ai bring back viewing the world with childlike wonder and curiosity and a desire to learn new things

found out i failed both the english and math njgpa today 🥀🥀 (they like determine if u graduate or smth?? idk they’re important) and yk what. i don’t care bc i am a good person and i possess many great qualities and i have whimsy flowing thru every vein in my body ok