Exactly How My Cat Was, So Glad We Got Her

Peri is just blabbing.

Irep kinda looks like he is resisting the urge to pet Peri’s hair floof, lol. That was unintentional.

Felt like making a comic about Nightmare and his dummies uwu

'On Monday we met and you took me home.

You gave me a family of friends you see, and I loved you all equally.

Well that isn't true actually. I liked one more than the rest. And it was you. You were so charming. So funny. So smart. So strong and so cool. And you cared about me. You cared about others too.

People say you have bad heart and that you're cruel amd vain. But they don't know the real you.

On Tuesday you grabbed my arm and pulled me aside. I had dropped a glass on the floor shattered. I was scared for a bit. But you gave me a Dustpan and told be to hold still. You took a broom and sweeper it up. You didn't yell or hit. You were... nice.

You told be to be more careful, that I could have hurt myself. And you cared.

On Wednesday, I felt weak. I felt like falling over. The whole left side of me felt weak and tired. You picked me up and you carried me to my bedroom, which took a while because we lived in a castle. He tucked me to sleep, and stayed a bit. You got a book out. I had reached out for your hand and you smiled. You took my hand and held it as a fell asleep.

Apparently Killer walked in when I was asleep. He would always tease me about this. I found it funny. You didn't. That made it better.

On Thursday, Error confided in me about his crush. I remember taking his hands and pulling him close. You walked in on us. We swore it was nothing and that it wasnt what it looked like. You weren't so sure though. You seemed... jealous? In fact you didn't put us in any missions after that.

On Friday you were sick. You caught a cold from Dust. I made you some soup and you thanked me. I liked it. The way you smiled at me. It was lovely. You looked a little different because you were sick. Well really different actually but... I still liked you the same. You were the same person no matter what you looked like.

You said you like how brave and courageous I was. I blushed and shook it off. Telling you I wasnt brave or courageous. You smiled and rolled your eyes. Before you fell asleep you said you loved me. What did you mean by that?

On Saturday you were better and I was glad. We watched a movie. A horror movie. Lust and Killer were scared shitless. Killer and Lust were clutching onto each other. And I was scared too. But I wanted you to think I was brave. But you pulled me closer and said it was okay to be scared. Right. I was stupid. You could feel emotions.

You liked the darkness. It was always dark. We all fell asleep after the fourth movie. Well expect for me amd you. I was on your shoulder and you were on your phone. We laughed at something we saw. You turned your phone off and the only thing I could see was your cyan eyelight. You pressed our mouths together.

On Sunday I was nervous. I was so scared for you. You were in a bad fight with your brother. You said you loved me with all your heart before you went unconscious.

A month later I slept in your bed, praying you would come home okay. We were the same. Error would lead us and we even made a truce with your brother.

In fact him and Killer are together. Did you know that? I'm sure you did.

Half a year later the doctors said it would be a miracle if you woke up. Thing was I was too emotional. I was sick a lot. Then I went to the doctor and it turns out i was pregnant. You're the only one I let into my life. I knew it was yours. I prayed amd prayed. You deserved to meet your kid.

A year later we got news. We were visiting you. All of us. Even your son. I called him Incubux. I think you'd like him. The doctor thought you would wake up. Our son was a few months old.

A few months old. He looked a lot like you. I was excited. Finially you would meet your son.

But you never woke up. You took your last breathe when our son was seven. We were by your sighed and you turned to dust. I never got to tell you I loved you back. But you knew. Incubux is fifteen now. I'm over it now. I still love you. But I dont cry tears of sadness when I remember you. But tears of joy.

Our son has a boyfriend. Error's kid. Oh. Error and Ink got married. So did Killer and Dream actually. Most of us did. Dust and Blueberry, Horror and Lust, SwapLust and Swapfell, but not me. Maybe in another life we can get married.

I'm writing this letter to you, Nightmare. I know how much you liked to read, so I tried to make it worth it. When ever I look at our son I see you. And I know you're watching us.

I'll join you soon. You see, I'm dying. Our son still young. I've made a will. Dream gets our son. I know you would want that. I have a few months left to live. And I'm going to spend each thinking about you. I've made several letters, and I'll give them all to you.

All my love, Cross.'

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This made ME tear up a bit.

Crossmare angst bro. @nightmarexcross

I agree actually. I hate it and love it. I hate it because it seems abusive and toxic, but I've seen images and fanfictions that are written well, with no elusiveness and just fluff. I'm honestly only writing Afterdeath because I know people like it, even if it's, well, abusive to me. And it just doesn't sit well with me. They're relationship is always over sexualized, and I just cant. Geno clearly doesnt like it in most of the stories I've read, yet Reaper still does it. And after what happened to my mother and myself, it doesnt sit right with me. I don't really like most of the Afterdeath content out there because of this. The random basically ruined it for me.

I don't hate it completely, but I do fully agree with what you said about the "tsundere x pervert."

It disgust me to even think about it after everything that happened to me and my mom.

I'm writing a sanscest story, and the only reason I included it is because people like it.

Afterdeath?

ship: ew / nonono / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / MY HEART

y’all gonna hate me for this one shhdjhdsjhshs. i never really got the hype for them, not even when i first got into the fandom and loved popular ships.

it doesn’t help that i don’t like to ship reaper with anyone but life. i’m a multi-shipper, but reaper x life is god tier. not to mention, i see geno being aro-ace? i don’t know why? i just do? like i’ll ship afterink, but platonically.

also i’m not really sure why they would ever interact. i guess it’s built off the idea that reaper would travel to his au to reap him? but i always thought reaper only reaped within his own au. (don’t quote me on that though i’m not sure haha)

geno is my number one favorite sans, so it also hurts when people take the “tsundere x pervert” thing too far. i see people write reaper literally harassing geno, and geno doesn’t defend himself. it’s fucking gross.

i understand it’s not canon, but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth when i see afterdeath.

not to mention, the afterdeath fandom is kinda.. wacky? wattpad, especially. i wrote a pretty popular book on wattpad, and when geno showed up in the story (which was ship-less, mind you) there was a comment saying “omg it’s reaper’s waifu!!! but not in this story hehe” or something similar to it. i wanted to scream because THAT’S NOT THE THING YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO FOCUS ON. IT WAS A SERIOUS MOMENT IN THE FIC.

i despise this ship and it is the only non-illegal ship i’ll never make quotes for.

if you think my hatred for it is bad, then you should’ve seen me a year ago! i still hate it, but 2019 me thought it was straight from hell!

I think all the crosslust kids know what their parents are known for. Like Lust is supposedly a "slut" and "whore" and Cross is a bad guy who has murdered a lot of people.

La'Lia is a daddy's girl.

Keen is like a flirt. I wouldn't call him a slut because he's like 15. He's just a show off of his body. Like he has good self esteem.

La'Lia has decent self esteem. People who know her dont fuck with her because she'd beat the shit out if them.

The twins took martial arts lessons.

The twins don't get along. Like they fight constantly.

I could get used to dark mode tumblr

That post about Perirep being like Shadowpeach hehe

I originally wanted to say "Toxic yaoi but it's actually toxic" when making this but now i don't really know what to say

Anyway have this i can finally rest now

"GUYS I HAVE THE PLAGUE!"

*gasping*

"LOL just kidding my life's amazing."

Six is a great musical and honestly Ckeves has a special place in my heart. Howaed and Boylen are still my favorites-

Fundy's Wedding Song: Altar

It was just a prank

It was all fake, we weren't actually meant to go on a date.

We had a feast, and watched a movie

Then we did some unspeakable things

And we both loved it all so so much,

So we went outside to the parking lot,

I opened up my trunk, and I pulled a beautiful ring

I said "Hey, we had really really good time. I never want to say good bye."

You went, "Well all my friends are married as well, so I guess we should join in."

And I laughed, I smiled and I admit I cried

I made sure it was all perfect,

I only invited personal Friends

I knew how much you liked to blow things up, I mean it's pretty obvious you blew up my dad's country-

But anyways I prepared the cannons.

The little gremlin children came down,

They made sure to not let us down,

And flowers were upon us.

Your bestfriend, he walked you down the aisle

My best man, was supposed to be adoptive father but he didn't show up to sign the papers-

The braidsmaids danced around, they all looked so damn proud.

My father, who was a ghost, was ready to sign us to life.

I looked at you, and you looked at me.

We said our vows, handed us our rings, and we were about to kiss when your ex screamed

He hit me, he took you by the arm, you followed you reluctantly

And you two kissed

And Sapnap screamed, George fled, but before he did,

He said you didn't pull back!

Tommy came up and asked if you did, you didn't answer and he laughed, Tommy came up to me, put his hand on my shoulders

Everyone started to scream

Then I said "quiet", and asked, "why?"

And then you left me standing at the altar

Standing at altar

Wondering what I should do

I was left standing at the altar

Altar

I wish I could alter time

You left me standing by the altar

Standing by the altar,

I wish I could go back in time

To tell myself,

Not to open that trunk.

Instead I'm standing at the altar haven't even changed out of my suit.

You left me standing...

In shock, and by the altar. Forever.

(This is just a song I'm not actually shipping Dream and Fundy or Dream and George it's just for fun! :D)

What the actual fuck. People think this is some kind of joke? The man ended his life. God I fucking hate TikTok.

Just as a warning for people with tiktok. 

STAY OFF YOUR FORYOU PAGE.

A man killed himself live on tiktok. People are embedding the video into other videos and sharing it around. Stay off tiktok, go watch some compilations on youtube or something. 

People are actually turning this guys death into a meme fucking hell.