Yeah! Gotta Keep It Clean For Those Dumbass Fucking Kids! Fucking Little Shits, Children Of Whores.

@nightmarexcross

Dont ask its supposed to be cute and stupid

At least I hope it is-

"The affairs."

Does this count as Crossmare Angst? @nightmarexcross

[SwEaRinG]

[Implied (?) Things]

[Inspired by the following songs: Say No To This, Congratulations, Burn, First Burn, Selfish, Bad Girlfriend, Roxanne, I don't need your love.]

Cross stroked the purple skeleton's cheek. The Skelton was wearing a purple jacket, a black crop top underneath. Lust smiled, his heart shaped eyelights glowing.

Cross and Lust had been seeing each other for almost a year without their husbands knowledge.

Yeah that's right. They were both married to other people. Cross married to Nightmare, while Lust was with Error. Lust and Cross would meet alone in the bedroom when ever their husbands were gone.

They had nice times, then they fell in love. They knew it was wrong. Immoral. They truly loved their husbands, but they also loved each other.

'You treat me so much better than Error' Lust said once. 'You love me so much more then Nightmare.' Cross replied.

Cross loved Nightmare a lot. Cross didn't feel loved most of the time. Nightmare wasn't as affectionate as Cross, even if Nightmare did love Cross.

Error on the other hand, didn't love Lust. In fact he too, was having an affair. Lust knew it too. Error didn't trust Lust right.

The first time they ever cheated was when Lust came crying to Cross about Error. Nightmare was on a business trip with Dream.

Cross comforted the smol, held him close and whispered sweet words to him. Lust kissed Cross. Cross had kissed back.

But back to present time. Cross pulled Lust onto his lap and kissed his temple. Lust giggled a bit and kissed Cross's cheek. "How was your week?" Cross asked.

"Error left to "hang out with some friends" and came back drunk. He left this." Lust said and pointed to a faint scar. Cross kissed it, pulled back and frowned. "Yours?" Lust asked back.

"Good. I did some writing. As much as I love Nightmare, I'm glad he left on ANOTHER business trip. Though should be back tomorrow."

"Actually I came home early." A deep voice said. The couple turned to see Nightmare, his cyan eye narrowed, his arms crossed.

Cross sputtered, his eyes widening. Instead of pushing Lust away, he pulled Lust closer. Nightmare gritted his teeth. "In OUR bed? How long has THIS been going on?" Nightmare asked. Lust shivered in fear. Not from Nightmare, but at the thought of what Error would do if he knew about the affair.

Nightmare's fists tightened, waiting for an answer. Cheated. He'd been cheated on! So many thoughts ran through his head.

"A year." Cross said softly. "WHAT?!" Nightmare roared. A year! How could he not have known? Cross yelled back. "No! You can't be mad! You never even loved me! You never say goodnight, or kiss me goodbye! You never ask me how MY day was! You've barely shown any affection towards me! You don't get to be mad! You can't because you never even LOVED ME!"

Cross was in tears. Lust wiped them away and pet the oreo. Nightmare's eye widened. His goop melted off. He was back to his passive form. "You... think I don't love you?" He asked. Nightmare thought for a while. Tears streamed down his face. 'Was it all him?' He thought.

Cross was right. He never said goodnight, or kissed Cross goodbye everytime he left. He never showed Cross much affection.

Nightmare felt his heart break. Cross blinked back more tears seeing Nightmare cry. "I should have left you but I still love you. You're faking it. You don't feel bad. No. No. NO!" He bursted, pushed Lust off of him and ran out the room, knocking Nightmare to the ground.

Lust frowned. He came over to Nightmare and hugged him. "I'm sorry. But he's right. Do you even love him?"

Nightmare sobbed out an, "Of course." Maybe Nightmare didn't deserve Cross. Lust let Nightmare go. "Then go make things right."

Nightmare looked up at Lust.

Cross was outside at the fountain. Nightmare stepped outside. He wiped away his tears and walked over to Cross. "I'm sorry Cross. I don't deserve you, I love you, so, so fucking much. So fucking much. I love you so tucking much and I'm sorry I never showed it! I-I-I-'m not good at- at-at feelings and I- I know you hate me now and I understand I'm not mad you you you had every right to find someone who actually showed you love." Nightmare whimpered and held his tears back. Cross hugged Nightmare tightly. "I love you too. I'm sorry I cheated I just-"

"It's okay. We'll work through this together." Nightmare said. He kissed Cross. Cross smiled and kissed back, tears still running down both of their faces

Lust smiled sadly from the back. He was happy for the two. But he knew he'd never be loved the same way Cross loved him ever again. And he'd go back to Error, knowing Error was always having an affair.

'But that was okay.' Lust thought.'Because that's just how life is.'

Cross looked over at Lust and frowned. Cross explained Lust's situation to Nightmare. Nightmare's eyesockets widened, then softened at Lust.

Lust was so kind. Error didn't deserve him. Error didn't even move him. He was just there to show off to his friends.

Nightmar kissed Cross on the cheek and hugged him tightly.

"We'll figure this out together and we will help the poor boy."

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AND THAT'S THE END OF PART ONE!

I think and hope this counts as Crossmare because that's what I'm going for-

(With a bit of Horrorlust on the side 7u7)

Mine is literally a lego lol

“my child is completely fine”

ma'am your child has a talking notepad as a comfort character

Can people stop saying neurotypicals shouldn’t use stim/fidget toys??????

-people might not be diagnosed or realize they have adhd/autism/whatever and by telling them they cant use the thing you are restricting their access to something they might not even know they need but could help them immensely - esp if they are undiagnosed adhd its so hard to not have anything to fidget with when unmedicated imo

-saying only nd people can use them could make ppl feel they have to reveal diagnoses theyd rather keep private to avoid being looked down on for using them

-fidgeting can help nt people too

-the more people want them, nt and nd, the more available they will become for nd people as well as nt people and that availability can only benefit nds who fidget/stim

-it just generally doesn’t feel right to restrict access to things that benefit everyone (to me at least)

edit since apparently i didnt word this right: this does NOT APPLY to treating them like toys and not for their intended person, eg throwing them. But if nt people wanna fidget with a spinner and arent misusing them dont tell them they cant use it bc theyre nt mmkay

edit 2: I am, in fact, ADHD, if you didn’t pick up on that, and very well understand the importance of fidget toys to those who stim. Please don’t treat me like a neurotypical trying to steal resources from neurodivergent people.

the idea of Poof being jealous of Foop and Sammy being together, and also Goldie is there. based loosely on this frame:

I agree actually. I hate it and love it. I hate it because it seems abusive and toxic, but I've seen images and fanfictions that are written well, with no elusiveness and just fluff. I'm honestly only writing Afterdeath because I know people like it, even if it's, well, abusive to me. And it just doesn't sit well with me. They're relationship is always over sexualized, and I just cant. Geno clearly doesnt like it in most of the stories I've read, yet Reaper still does it. And after what happened to my mother and myself, it doesnt sit right with me. I don't really like most of the Afterdeath content out there because of this. The random basically ruined it for me.

I don't hate it completely, but I do fully agree with what you said about the "tsundere x pervert."

It disgust me to even think about it after everything that happened to me and my mom.

I'm writing a sanscest story, and the only reason I included it is because people like it.

Afterdeath?

ship: ew / nonono / maybe / ship it / aww / otp / MY HEART

y’all gonna hate me for this one shhdjhdsjhshs. i never really got the hype for them, not even when i first got into the fandom and loved popular ships.

it doesn’t help that i don’t like to ship reaper with anyone but life. i’m a multi-shipper, but reaper x life is god tier. not to mention, i see geno being aro-ace? i don’t know why? i just do? like i’ll ship afterink, but platonically.

also i’m not really sure why they would ever interact. i guess it’s built off the idea that reaper would travel to his au to reap him? but i always thought reaper only reaped within his own au. (don’t quote me on that though i’m not sure haha)

geno is my number one favorite sans, so it also hurts when people take the “tsundere x pervert” thing too far. i see people write reaper literally harassing geno, and geno doesn’t defend himself. it’s fucking gross.

i understand it’s not canon, but it leaves a bad taste in my mouth when i see afterdeath.

not to mention, the afterdeath fandom is kinda.. wacky? wattpad, especially. i wrote a pretty popular book on wattpad, and when geno showed up in the story (which was ship-less, mind you) there was a comment saying “omg it’s reaper’s waifu!!! but not in this story hehe” or something similar to it. i wanted to scream because THAT’S NOT THE THING YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO FOCUS ON. IT WAS A SERIOUS MOMENT IN THE FIC.

i despise this ship and it is the only non-illegal ship i’ll never make quotes for.

if you think my hatred for it is bad, then you should’ve seen me a year ago! i still hate it, but 2019 me thought it was straight from hell!

What does sketches hair look Unstraightend?

they keep it straightened bc it’s a prefference of theirs and also bc it’s a pain to brush for them

I'm gonna fucking pass out.

I usually dont swear this much online but like damn bitch I'm tired its 12 a.m aand I'm in a writng mood hoes

Criminal by britney spears no I don't take criticism

ishimondo stans drop your fav ishimondo songs

BUT

the catch, no angst songs whatsoever (:<

I HATE THESE MEN