I Wanted To Finish It On Halloween, But It Seemed Too Late…  /w\ |||||

I've moved on, but idk if anything will ever hit like DSMP hit. A lot of SMPs try, a lot come close, but there's just something that was in the water, man.

I have to speak about this more clearly or I will explode because I've been having thoughts... So much thoughts about ctommy

Obviously, tommy is a victim. Everyone knows that.

But the thing about tommy is that he's a "Bad victim", and something I've noticed in the fandom is that people mischaracterize/alter ctommy to fit a narrative that'll make him a better victim, if that makes sense

When it comes to a character like cranboo, a lot of people In the fandom tend to prefer him over victims like ctommys character. And you know why?

It's because cranboo's is an easier character to "Sympathize" with. A character that's easier for you to defend compared to ctommy, and we know that with how much some people literally defend dream abusing ctommy with "But he was annoying!!" Or "He burned down George's house!!" (THE TRENCHES OF DSMPTWT DISCOURSE... 2021)

Tommy cannot keep relationships, tommy is flawed. He always has been flawed but the abuse that was done made him more flawed, he acts out, he has angry outbursts and he's easily irritable, he has abandonment issues and he works impulsively. He has more enemies than friends because everyone on the server refuses to acknowledge that a child got abused. And they refuse to acknowledge that the said child is not "acting out" but instead handling his trauma the best way/only way he can to protect himself

Tommy is more angry than sad at the world. He tries his best to not be like c!Ranboo, he doesn't always try to mend his relationships because he is *scared* of them. Because, how can he really trust them? He can't. People—The *adults* have proven him that time and time again

I absolutely adore how cc!Tommy gave us such a raw and realistic victim, accidentally or not. Since we know that 75% of the time cTommy was just cc!Tommy doing whatever on the server and accidentally getting himself into shit. ctommy is so incredibly flawed and realistic in how he acts, how he has more enemies than friends—All because of the adults on the server neglecting a child. Seeing him as mature yet not all at the same time. Getting angry and annoyed when he lashes and acts out yet almost disturbed when he finally does something "right" ("mature" and unexpected from him)

This post has gotten long but I have 2020010101728290155515167 thoughts about ctommy everyday

paces back and forth muttering they couldn’t even handle ctommy

Been thinking 'bout Fresh lately

If you guys didn't notice I got high on crack through the middle of this

error requests from my instagram buddies <3

(practice art of paperjam under the cut)

i didn't know who paperjam was, so i did the best i could with drawing him from a reference image i found. really cool design, so i may actually end up drawing him again :D the entire time, he was reminding me of something, and i couldn't put my finger on it... but. i know now. it's the cartoon network color palette ^_^

*tears streaming down my face as i desperately grab at the fabric of your shirt* am i at least cringe and annoying in a fuckable way

I don't know what to call this.. sans knowing his dad won't hurt them thus taking advantage by offering his sacrifice and guilt-tripping(?) gaster.. Gaster knows sans is doing that to avoid getting scolded but he can't do anything about it

i see my art post flop and i immediately think ive disappointed everyone with my work and should die and seconds later im like wow okay chill jesus christ go for a walk or something damn

late summer

doodle

idea from @incorrect-undertale-multiverse

ccino!sans by black-nyanko