Stuck.

when you're super tired and wanna go to bed but you still have some stuff to do but also it's only like three things so it's not that many so you sit down for a second and accidentally activate scrolling paralysis and now you are stuck

what she says: i’m fine.

what she means: will and jem only got five years together and throughout all of those jem was steadily dying. they became parabatai over a bet and only because jem was certain will would lose and he wouldn’t have to actually go through with it in fear of all the pain and sorrow he would cause will when he finally died. they were so in tune that they fell for the same girl and both stepped out of each other’s way when they realized. when jem was upset he threw his medicine into a fire and will stuck his hand in the flames to retrieve it because he refused to let his parabatai die. when will felt the bond break he almost gave up and the only thing that kept him going was the need to save tessa. when will’s parents died he sought out jem’s comfort as much as his wife’s (if not more so). he lost half of himself when he lost jem. he named his kid after jem (and jem did the same with wilhemina [mina]) and kept his dragon head staff and violin in a special room in the institute so that he’d always have a part of him near. he was very protective of it. when he died not only did jem show up but he was there to play him one more song on the violin. jem carstair’s violin was the last thing will herondale ever heard.

I just want to read a few books per week, learn multiple languages, and a couple of instruments, become more proficient at advanced mathematics, write essays and books, exercise regularly, sleep eight hours per night, eat really healthily, have an active social life including enjoying all of my close relationships, and be really sexy. Is that really so unreasonable

people have these aesthetic book shelves, library and shit meanwhile here i am downloading my 789th illegal pdf/epub.

I die from suffocation for a little while every single time I am confronted with the plethora of regrets of my past.

i feel this person on a spiritual level

i'm currently reading dune (frank herbert), blindness (josé saramago) and little women (louisa may alcott) :D

i like to read two to three books simultaneously because it keeps me way more entertained. besides, each book have a different category in my daily routine lol. my edition of dune is too heavy so it's my read-in-bed-to-relax-and-disconnect-book. blindness is my take-everywhere-with-me-specially-in-public-transportation-so-people-think-i'm-smart-book and little women is my current reading-in-my-target-language-book.

dune is the one i'm most enjoying! i thought it would be too dense, and it is because of the complex world building, but i'm having a really good time! the chapters are short which makes the reading fluid for me.

blindness is incredible. josé saramago is truly clever. he choses the words to build he sentences so magnificently

little women is... interesting. i have a hard time with this type of literature, like jane austen, i don't know why. i love the characters and the movie, so it makes me motivated enough to keep going.

let me know if you have read any of these! <3

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

hire me for just whatever

gdrive link where you can find free books regarding Palestine, liberation and orientalism to download and read

why is everyone so mean. how aren’t you tired