what she says: i’m fine.
what she means: will and jem only got five years together and throughout all of those jem was steadily dying. they became parabatai over a bet and only because jem was certain will would lose and he wouldn’t have to actually go through with it in fear of all the pain and sorrow he would cause will when he finally died. they were so in tune that they fell for the same girl and both stepped out of each other’s way when they realized. when jem was upset he threw his medicine into a fire and will stuck his hand in the flames to retrieve it because he refused to let his parabatai die. when will felt the bond break he almost gave up and the only thing that kept him going was the need to save tessa. when will’s parents died he sought out jem’s comfort as much as his wife’s (if not more so). he lost half of himself when he lost jem. he named his kid after jem (and jem did the same with wilhemina [mina]) and kept his dragon head staff and violin in a special room in the institute so that he’d always have a part of him near. he was very protective of it. when he died not only did jem show up but he was there to play him one more song on the violin. jem carstair’s violin was the last thing will herondale ever heard.
here’s to you for still working on stuff you never mention out loud
PLEASE communicate to me when i’ve done something that bothers you or you don’t understand. let me apologize and learn
That shit about no one being able to love you until you love yourself is so fucked up like darling I promise you that having people who care about you and GENUINELY want the best for you is going to change your whole life and you’re going to completely relearn what love means and experience what it’s supposed to feel like for the first time . I would not be here without my friends rip to everyone with this mindset
good morning from south america, my beautiful friends!
every week day i have my internship job so im not gonna add that on my to do list anymore
things i need to get done:
math problems (college applications)
physics problems (college applications)
thins i want to get done:
excel course
see you later :D have a nice day and dont forget to drink water and put on sunscreen!
"this filter will show you if your teeth are yellow" "this filter will show you if your nose is perfect" "this filter will show you if your face is symmetrical" "this filter will show you if your lips are big" how about if we all blew up our phones forever
much like jonathan harker i too today feel ridiculous and also uncomfortable
adhd is fun bc everything I got taught is backwards
a good day makes good sleep
starting with a lil treat gets the work done
More things to do is less overwhelming
don’t make a plan just get in there
you’ll never take good care of what you don’t like so throw it out (this one is my favorite bc it’s easy to see what you don’t like)
You don’t have to accept the wrong kind of love, even if you’ll miss it when it’s gone. You will find people who see the worth in you and take the time to learn to love you right. You are worth that love.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
Look buddy, i’m just trying to make it to Friday.
"From Palestine to the Philippines, Smash the US war Machine"
Seen in Zürich, Switzerland