Thinking About Her All The Time

today kiki, the bird on my profile picture, passed away. i spent beautiful 2 years with her and she made me happy everyday

мягких облачков, кики 💔🐥

finally done, originally i wanna draw ratio with 6's (from reverse 1999) outfit but ended up drawing him with getian's outfit instead lmao.

for reference this is getian:

It's good to get out and stretch your legs once in a while. People aren't made to stay cooped up inside all the time!

HBD Kaveh!!!

So I was experimenting with some brushes today! I’m thinking of changing up my art style a little and what better chance to try a new liner and some texture brushes? Also I *had* to draw Kiyo with them because look at him!

Ver without the blood splatters (but I prefer him with them):

born to be a shitposter forced to be an inquisitor

I feel like people are quick to characterize aventurine as the overly emotional half of the ship with ratio being the emotionally constipated one, but hear me out: yes I think aventurine is ruled heavily by emotion and ratio is ruled heavily by logic, but I think aventurine is very good at putting on a show and hiding what he’s actually feeling (not necessarily in control of his emotions, but good at hiding them). Not to mention aventurine is so traumatized he’s the kind of guy to say something incredibly concerning and then laugh and do a cartwheel, I think it would take a lot for him to be really emotionally vulnerable around someone. I don’t think ratio is as experienced at hiding intense emotions and even though the fandom LOVES to characterize him as a robot with no feelings, I have to disagree. I prefer to look at him more like…he prefers logic because it’s predictable and conclusive and safe. Emotions are wild and always changing and sometimes aren’t rational and that’s scary! It’s easier to isolate yourself and focus on your hobbies and your job and whatever because it’s predictable. That doesn’t mean he’s incapable of feeling things, though. I just think he avoids situations that could cause them because it’s unfamiliar territory and he’d probably view it as unproductive.

Believe me, I like the dynamic of ‘ratio is soft and patient and fixes aventurines broken emo soul one tender kiss at a time’ as much as the next guy (probably even more than the next guy tbh that’s my bread and butter) but I also like it flipped sometimes. I like the idea that when shit hits the fan, it’s ratio who’s an emotional mess and aventurine who’s stunted and can’t muster up a tear. I like the idea that ratio would be the one crying if they met up after aventueines stunt in penacony because he’s angry and relieved and upset and scared all at the same time and he doesn’t know how to showcase that since he rarely leans into his emotions, so it comes out as just yelling and crying and aventurine is like :3 ?? It’s fine, doc lol !! But the more it carries on the more he’s like oh this is like a serious emotional moment for him and I cannot fathom why another person would feel this strongly about me in any capacity what is he crying for

Anyways these two gnaw at my brain

good luck everyone with anaxa pulls ,,,, bunch of aglaea and anaxa sketches + unintentionally made aglaea look like me irl

i’ve been busy with my studies so all i got for valentines day is this!!!!!