Like a scratch record…
let me spoil you bbg
🕯️No binges in October. 🕯️
🕯️ No making excuses in October. 🕯️
🕯️ No letting yourself down in October. 🕯️
~(Late)Wieiad~
10•16•24
Breakfast:
• 2 rice cakes - 80c
• Pork cutlet - ~450c
Dinner:
• 22g pitted date - 67c
• 5g LS peanut butter - 16c
• 1.5g unsweetened coconut chips - 10c
• 3g dark chocolate chips - 16c
Total: 639c
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Went over 500c and I’m not happy about it but I’m gonna fast until Saturday so that’ll be fun at least
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May my hair grow longer and my waist get thinner
For girlies like me who don’t want to sacrifice their skin to their €d
Sick insp0
I need a hug but I’m too disgusting to touch
~Wieiad~
10•20•24
Breakfast:
• 27g Mini Blueberry Protein Bar - 104c
• 3 Unsalted Rice Cakes - ~125c
• 12g Chopped Dates - 39c
• 31g Caramel Rice Cakes - 119c
• Vitamins - 100c
Total: 487c
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I broke my fast right before I went to sleep.. I feel like maybe I could’ve lasted until this morning but my family has a history of heart attacks and my heart wasn’t acting like it’s usual self so I didn’t want to risk anything. Once I’m on my own it won’t matter but while I’m with my parents I’d prefer not to traumatize them if they even care enough lol.. I didn’t do too bad with the cal intake though, so ig there’s something kind of positive to think about? - and I’ve started another fast but I’m hanging out with a friend tomorrow and food might be around * . * Hopefully I can completely avoid eating but idk if I’ll be able to fast for as long as I’d like to :c I’ll l bring a can of green beans or something else low cal just in case so I hopefully don’t cause any suspicion. My friend used to have an 3d so she’s already pretty aware of some issues I have but I don’t want her to know the full extent of much I’m restricting myself.. but besides the food stuff- tomorrow should be fun. I’m going to help her move some plants and other stuff to her new house and we haven’t seen each other in a few weeks so we’ll have a decent amount to catch each other up on✨
(Side note: Caramel rice cakes are pretty good. I avoided them for a while but I got some a few days ago and they might be a new safe food for me now, I haven’t decided yet.. Cals aren’t great but it’s the lowest it can possibly be so I have to deal with it or avoid it again)
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~*~🌕~*~🌖~*~🌗~*~⭐️~*~🌗~*~🌘~*~🌑~*~~*~🕸️~*~~ Willow ~ ~ 21 ~ She/Her/They/Them ~ ~*~🕸️~*~~ | Stats | ~ ~ Height: 160cm ~ HW: 99kg 🐖 ~ LW: 58kg ~~ SW: 72kg ~ CW: 66kg🤢 ~~ GW1: 54kg ~ GW2: 44kg ~~ UGW: TBD ~~*~🕸️ ~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~ 🕸️~*~I’ve been in a cal deficit for a while but now I’m really locking in because ewwww!!! I have enough problems and more self hatred is not what I need lol So, this is where I’ll be holding myself accountable and keeping track of my progress :)~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~Just block me if you don’t like what I post/repost. Thanks :3~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~✨Don’t forget to stay hydrated✨ ~*~🕸️~*~~*~🕸️~*~~*~🐁~*~🪰~*~🌜~*~🦇~*~🌛~*~🕷️~*~🐀~*~
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