Imagine being l!ght enough to float.
Imagine never feeling your thighs touch again.
Imagine slipping into size - 00 like itβs nothing.
Stop imagining and start st@rving. π€π
Goal: See my b0nes. Theyβve been hiding too long.
ok no longer suicidal i have weed
when i accidentally flash my scars to my friends:
you wont ever regret βving but you WILL regret binging
make your decision
Just saw these on tt and ommggg theyβre so cute!!!!
I need a hug but Iβm too disgusting to touch
β ππππ ππ ππππππ ππππ π’πππ πππππ πππππππ πππππππ π’πππ ππππ ππ ππππ πππππππ ππππ π π’ππ πππππ πππ πππ ππππ ππ πππππ!
~Wieiad~
10β’20β’24
Breakfast:
β’ 27g Mini Blueberry Protein Bar - 104c
β’ 3 Unsalted Rice Cakes - ~125c
β’ 12g Chopped Dates - 39c
β’ 31g Caramel Rice Cakes - 119c
β’ Vitamins - 100c
Total: 487c
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I broke my fast right before I went to sleep.. I feel like maybe I couldβve lasted until this morning but my family has a history of heart attacks and my heart wasnβt acting like itβs usual self so I didnβt want to risk anything. Once Iβm on my own it wonβt matter but while Iβm with my parents Iβd prefer not to traumatize them if they even care enough lol.. I didnβt do too bad with the cal intake though, so ig thereβs something kind of positive to think about? - and Iβve started another fast but Iβm hanging out with a friend tomorrow and food might be around * . * Hopefully I can completely avoid eating but idk if Iβll be able to fast for as long as Iβd like to :c Iβll l bring a can of green beans or something else low cal just in case so I hopefully donβt cause any suspicion. My friend used to have an 3d so sheβs already pretty aware of some issues I have but I donβt want her to know the full extent of much Iβm restricting myself.. but besides the food stuff- tomorrow should be fun. Iβm going to help her move some plants and other stuff to her new house and we havenβt seen each other in a few weeks so weβll have a decent amount to catch each other up onβ¨
(Side note: Caramel rice cakes are pretty good. I avoided them for a while but I got some a few days ago and they might be a new safe food for me now, I havenβt decided yet.. Cals arenβt great but itβs the lowest it can possibly be so I have to deal with it or avoid it again)
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tomorrow Iβll be lighter, and thatβs all that matters.
Like a scratch recordβ¦
~*~π~*~π~*~π~*~βοΈ~*~π~*~π~*~π~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~~ Willow ~ ~ 21 ~ She/Her/They/Them ~ ~*~πΈοΈ~*~~ | Stats | ~ ~ Height: 160cm ~ HW: 99kg π ~ LW: 58kg ~~ SW: 72kg ~ CW: 66kgπ€’ ~~ GW1: 54kg ~ GW2: 44kg ~~ UGW: TBD ~~*~πΈοΈ ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~ πΈοΈ~*~Iβve been in a cal deficit for a while but now Iβm really locking in because ewwww!!! I have enough problems and more self hatred is not what I need lol So, this is where Iβll be holding myself accountable and keeping track of my progress :)~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~Just block me if you donβt like what I post/repost. Thanks :3~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~β¨Donβt forget to stay hydratedβ¨ ~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~πΈοΈ~*~~*~π~*~πͺ°~*~π~*~π¦~*~π~*~π·οΈ~*~π~*~
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