Omg ... I Need Her So Bad Lol

The sandman has clearly never been to Ipswich

“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”

— Neil Gaiman, The Sandman

I love this ... Which explains to me why the most mundane acts with someone can be so hugely charged, whereas with someone else a beautifully crafted scene can sometimes fall flat ...

Adélia Prado, The Mystical Rose: Selected Poems, from “Dysrhythmia“ tr by Ellen Watson

This is hot as hell and beautifully written

I know I’m supposed to stay still, I promised I would, but after sitting on your lap for so long, my body betrayed me. My white skirt rides up slightly, the material pooling around my hips. I can't bring myself to meet your eyes, but I can feel your gaze on the nervous little tremble in my hands where I’m gripping your shoulders. After a couple more minutes, I slowly begin to shift my hips against your thigh, the movement causes a quiet gasp to escape. My cheeks burn, knowing you can feel the wet patch on my lace panties. I should pull away, but instead, I press down experimentally, just to hear the sharp inhale it pulls from you. The sound goes straight through me, heat pooling in my belly. My hips move on their own, seeking the friction I desperately want.

“Look at me baby,” you murmur, and when I don’t, your hand wraps around my throat, not quite putting any pressure, but the position is enough to make me pause. You then use your thumb to lift my chin up to meet your gaze.

“I thought you wanted to be a good girl? Hm?”

You purr, voice deep and soothing.

“I do mommy!! I promise I do!" I whimper, tightening my grip on your cotton shirt.

"I-I didn’t mean to-" But the lie dissipates when your hand slides up into my shirt and across my spine, pressing me flush against your chest.

"You didn’t mean to?" Your other hand grips my thigh.

“Then why are you still grinding on me like you’re starved for it…. Be honest, sweetheart. You want me to ruin you.” And god, I do. My lips part, but no words come out. Just a shaky exhale as the ache between my thighs is unbearable now.

“I think you need a reminder of how to behave,” You murmur, your voice velvety. I can feel your smirk against my neck before you pull back to catch my gaze. Your touch softens for a moment, your thumb stroking gentle circles into my skin as your expression shifts, still dominant, but softer and more gentle.

“Colour?” you ask, your voice quieter now, giving me space.

"Green,” I say, my voice trembling. "So green.” You lean in to brush your lips against my forehead.

"Good girl," you murmur, the praise making me smile. Then, just like that, the gentleness sharpens back into command.

“Now, you didn’t listen to my rules sweetheart" you chide, your voice dropping with that tone that makes my stomach flip.

“And we both know you can do better than that.” In one smooth motion, you pull me across your lap so I’m laying with my stomach pressed to your thighs. My fingers scramble to grab onto the couch cushions.

"How many?” you ask, your palm resting on my back. I bite my lip before saying, "H-However many you think I deserve mommy.” You hum approvingly, as your fingers trail teasingly along the curve of my backside.

“Mmm, I think fifteen will do the trick.” The number rolls off your tongue like a promise.

“Are you ready? Remember, we can stop anytime you need my sweet.” You rub soft circles on my skin reassuringly.

“I’m ready, I promise!” Nodding at my words, you land the first spank, causing me to squeal at the painful but also pleasurable feeling that just shot through me. Your hand lingers, soothing the sting before the next one falls harder this time. I arch into your touch, my toes curling.

“Count for me," you command, your voice leaving no room for argument. I whimper, but obey.

"One, thank you mommy!" By the third, my voice is shaking. By the fifth, I'm squirming in your lap, my skin a light shade of pink, my breath, ragged little pants..

Yep. And no one can take that away from me

Would Domina be ok please?

I don't see it used as much as others, and I've used some hypnosis files that use the term.

I'm not sure would work as a combination... Domina Corvina flows but feels a little like a tongue twister, although I do like them.

Thank you

👗

Domina is just fine thank you.

I agree about the combination, just stick with putting a personal intent behind the use of Domina please.

I'm glad you like tongue twisters, they're very enjoyable sometimes

... Domina ...

Very much me!

That's not me just today but yes it happens

“Please don’t expect me to always be good and kind and loving. There are times when I will be cold and thoughtless and hard to understand.”

— Sylvia Plath

How true. I absolutely love delivering that line, but also making them wait and get all hot and bothered wondering when I'm going to say it. It's a tease that is almost as effective as physical tease play.

Yummy

boys are such sluts. all you have to do is throw a condescending ‘good boy’ in the same way you would coo to a pet and they’re already hard and leaky.

Hello Priestess, I just saw your bio and had a question about the way you connect with your online sub. If you're comfortable saying, how do you enjoy interaction online with them? Does it need to be video so you can see them? Does text work? I'm curious what the dynamic is like since you're not meeting them in person. Have you, or would you ever consider meeting them face to face, or is the relationship built on maintaining some degree of physical separation? Thank you for anything you can offer!

Thank you for the polite ask, it's appreciated.

For tumblr it's text only. I don't do videos, pictures or voice. My experience is people get carried away, sometimes in the moment, and it can go places you'd rather it didn't. And that's even when boundaries have been clearly communicated.

To me interaction with an online submissive is a very different one to real life, I know that's obvious but for some people they're using online to gain a real dynamic. That's not where I'm at, I have a satisfying real life partner and submissive and I'm part of my local bdsm community, including events. I have a trusted circle of people including my partner who I met online

Online submissives are generally more about variety, there are people who might intrigue me (especially women) but are so far away it's never going to happen. So submission in that context might be them taking instructions, behaviour modification, trance or relaxation using text and so on. But it can be time consuming so I'm choosy. I can be.

There are people who are open to meeting people from tumblr, I would always counsel caution, I've found it to be an unreliable source. Online sites including the well known fetish ones are generally safer, although a brain, common sense and safety measures should always be applied before you meet anyone or give access to images or videos of yourself.

Be safe, hope that was helpful

Gothic. Creator of lifestyle aids for the gothic/emo woman or girl.

I identify as strongly dominant female, active in my alternative and BDSM community in the southwest UK. 45.

I'm Bi. I have a partner but am poly, i currently have 2 others sub, one who i see in real life, one is a female sub online.

If you're interested in submitting then ask away, politely, it doesn't mean you'll get an answer.

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