This Will Be My Year, This Year I Reach My Lowest

surrounding myself with ed related content so i can become obsessed again

me after ghosting tumblr for days

“Can I not be hungry” I ask my eating disorder. “FUCK YOU” said my eating disorder who was actually the fuck you guy.

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

If I gained the weight I can lose the weight

my baby lives in shades of cool

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10 reasons to keep going.

1.) imagine looking sk1nny next to everyone.

2.) imagine the people who called you fat tell you you’re sk1nny.

3.) imagine how easy it would be for someone to pick you up.

4.) imagine people telling you to e4t more.

5.) imagine being dizzy every time you stand up.

6.) imagine people stop offering you food because they know you won’t e4t it.

7.) imagine people telling you to gain w31ght.

8.) imagine being able to squeeze through any space.

9.) imagine double digits.

10.) imagine all your b0n3s peering out.