I Want To Be That Skinny Girl That Always Drinks Black Coffee. I Want To Be Perfect, Perfect Body, Perfect

Neue Diät: ich darf nur an denen Tagen auf tiktok, an denen ich weniger wiege als am Tag davor

I HATE my father so much

He is so commanding and controlling. He only does whatever he pleases to do and not a single thing more. He is truly convinced that his opinion is the only acceptable one and simply starts shouting whenever a minor thing doesnt go the way he wants it to

I hate him so so much

I am so hungry rn and wanted to get some yoghurt

However my father forbid me to eat bc someone from the insurance will come this evening and he doesnt want me to eat until He has gone again

So i guess tonight we'll be starving

Man, this family is so fucked up

You can’t spell yummy without ‘umm’

Think before you eat.

*Motivation*

Hey Fatass .

We're you thinking about eating? Well read this !

Look at you ! Look at youself !

YOU ARE FAT !

You know why ? Because you eat all the damn time , that's why.

You need do get off of your lard ass and do some exercise. 100 jumping jacks ,80 crunches ,50 sit ups ,40 squats , 30 lunges 20 mountain climbers & 10 push ups. It'll feel so much better than eating.

Don't eat that ! Don't you know what food is?It's just a nice way to see fat ! You know who likes fat ass girls? NOBODY! You can't control yourself , can you ? Whatever you see , you just put it in your mouth, you don't care , that it just turns into fat.

Don't eat that, do some exercises or drink some water. I promise it's better than eating, whatever you were just thinking about it.

The carving will pass. I promise.

Don't eat you'll be happier.

Fake it. Tell yourself you’re already that cute tiny dainty girl. You giggle and dance and move around constantly. Of course you don’t want any sugary food, it’ll make your tiny stomach ache. Skip breakfast and lunch and by nighttime you’ll slide into tiny velvet dresses that will still bunch up around your cinched waist. Eventually, you’ll start to see this version of yourself in the mirror too.

The less I eat, the more I lose

The more I lose, the thinner I get

The thinner I get, the more I accept myself

The more I accept myself, the happier I’ll be

yikes

I just went to the doctor because i need some blood tests to be done

They were struggeling to get blood out of my arm, they had to try various different needles

I had to bite my tongue because i just wanted to suggest to slit my wrists open to get my blood flowing

Wtf is wrong with me