if i could give my life for yours, or die with you
Shin soukoku
Akutagawa : I shall rip out your throat and celebrate your death but only if it is by my hands. If someone else kills you or even hurt you I shall rip them apart too
Atsushi: Only if you promise not to kill anyone for six months
Soukoku
Dazai : Let's do this.
Chuuya : Do what?
Dazai : Do crime Be gay
Chuuya : K
That's it. That's the difference. One is still in denial and the other is just...ignoring it for the time being
Living for catsushi. Imma draw those
Silly bsd stuff i would totally write about if i had the ability to put two sentences together:
Ada having a pet fish and having to keep atsushi away
Kenji bringing a cow in to the office and sharing with atsushi as everyone watches in horror
Atsushi playing with dazais bandages after they loosen up on his wrists
Kenji and atsushi making popcorn but instead of using a lid they try to catch the pieces with their mouth jumping around like crazy
Dazai being forced to do his own work coz atsushi started eating his papers
Atsushi knocking kunikidas journal off the table out of feline instinct and kunikida going off on dazai when he cant find it
Fukuzawa and atsushi going on walks together because he wants to feed cats and atsushi attracts them
Atsushi pulling akutagawa aside to confirm if goth people really do wear colorful socks under their boots
Atsushi and akutagawa having tea taste tests once in a while
Atsushi encouraging everyone to drink ceylon tea instead of coffee coz he's extra sensitive to coffe breath thanks to his ability
Dazai telling atsushi that naomi is an ability to fuck with him and atsushi playing along even though he can hear her heartbeat
Atsushi doing dazais paperwork on the days he smells soil on him knowing he was visiting oda
Lucy mostly knowing how to make sweet drinks because she knows atsushi likes them most
Atsushi making sushi for kyouka often after junichiro taught him how to roll a joint and he improvised
Chuuya thinking dazais kid is a fucking weirdo for walking around with the strangest contact lenses casually
I like to think Ody got a little traumatized with water for a while...
(also i want to thank you all for the love on my first post of them….i wasn't expecting that for a silly joke 🧍♂️)
C:
this was totally what happened during that scene
dazai felt sm things hes never felt before at once
love that we all agree that it's smthing that continues to haunt dazai (it would haunt metoo if i confessed to someone just half a day i met them)
smh dazai's such loserboy behavior
squish squish who wouldn't want to squish those cheeks?? def also a way to shut up dazai when he's being too silly 🙂↕️ the pain depends on how hard chuuya squeezes his cheeks lol
Nikolai after fyodor's death gives me such "in my room" by icp vibes
I need to write a fic like that
should i bring back the skk song rec series or nah ?? :D
part 1: x
part 2: x
part 3: x
part 4: x
part 5: x
part 6: x
part 7: x
part 8: x
part 9: x
part 10: x
part 11: x
part 12: x
part 13: x
part 14: x
part 15: x
part 16: x
Whenever one of them feels down the other two take a day off and go to their favourite places and get favourite food or just stay at home cuddling
Kunikida who sees Chuuya and Dazai as completely and utterly human.
But also Kunikida witnessing loss infront of his eyes and breaking down over his own failures.
And Dazai and Chuuya holding Kunikida in their arms and having to remind him that he's human too.
Headcanon: Atsushi can only fall asleep when he’s either completely exhausted or when he knows he’s safe.
He rarely got a good nights sleep growing up. Something that carried over when he was abandoned to the streets. He’d walk for hours despite having no energy hoping it would tire him out enough.
The first true good night sleep Atsushi had was during a game night with the Agency. Dazai was in the middle of antagonising Kunikida when Atsushi slump forward.
Luckily he only lightly head butted Dazai’s shoulder.
But he didn’t move.
Dazai was going to ask what was up and then noticed Atsushi was knocked out. He got everyone’s attention and Ranpo deduced it was because Atsushi was exhausted.
Kunikida made a note to make sure Atsushi wasn’t overworking himself (hypocrite.) While Dazai attempted to gently pry Atsushi off him. He froze when Atsushi cried out and clung to Dazai’s arm. His whole body shaking with fear.
Ranpo’s grin left his face, he took off his glasses and simply gestured for Dazai to stay.
Dazai frowned but did so. Running a hand through Atsushi’s hair and reassuring him he was here. It was a relief to them all when Atsushi calmed down. Make an adorable chuffing sound as he did so.
Kunikida questioned what was happening and Kenji said he seen animals on the farm act like this. Ones that were injured or had been mistreated by others would act on edge.
But when they found others that made them feel better they’d act more like themselves.
And stick to the others like glue.
And the Agencies were Atsushi’s glue, his safety.
A blanket was wrapped around Atsushi and in the end they all had a sleepover in the living room of the dorm building.
Because after that none of them could bare to leave Atsushi alone right now. And Atsushi had the best sleep he’d had in years.
from my sketchbook! it's a week's worth of doodles, when my classes are boooring hehe