I Was Just Born, What Do I Do?

HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!

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What are the most cursed tags you've found in your journeys through AO3?

Hehehehh I have some very silly screenshots, remind me to share them later <3

Alright let's review notes:

- if endos aren't disordered they don't belong in disordered spaces

- if endos have no trauma they don't belong in spaces made for people who do have trauma

- being a system is both a symptom of a disorder, and a disorder in and of itself, you cannot be a system without being disordered

- being a system is specifically a symptom of and a trauma disorder, therefore you cannot be a system without trauma(you do not have to REMEMBER the trauma. But it has to exist)

• side note: trauma does not have to be "severe" because trauma is subjective.

Thanks for coming to my tedtalk. Unless I see more content that pisses me off, hopefully this will be the last post I make on my syscourse spiel and I can continue using my time to hyperfixate on royale high

Playing God As a Child

I played God as a child.

At first, it was with the ridged bodies of earth worms, wriggling in the sun-kissed dirt as I clasped my pale fingers around their translucent bodies.

I had heard from my father, that worms had five hearts. I thought then, that they could be split into five separate beings, each with their own heart. I did not understand the worm needed all five. 

Does God not understand what we need the same way I didn’t?

Is that then, why he grew easily frustrated, ruining his projects with floods and plagues?

I would learn about him in Sunday school, I was taught that he loved all the children on earth, but then taught he often killed them as examples.

When I learned of the first born sons in Egypt, I remember wanting to cry. Were they not children too? Were they not some mother’s pride and joy. He took one of her hearts, and did not understand she needed them all. It was unfair, in my opinion, they were boys. I wondered if they had games they liked to play, I wondered if they had foods they loved and hated, were they night or day people? Who was their best friend? Who was their favourite person? What did they do all day? Did they like their jobs? Did they like their school? Weren't they kids too?

“girldinner” “boydinner”……what about “regressor without a cg dinner”

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This sounds fun!!! Mkmk

Introject heavy traumagenic osdd 1-b system !!

We're autistic

Anddd soon we will hopefully be majoring in the arts :DD

seeing an endogenic call themselves a system gives me the same feeling as when a straight girl calls herself a twink -kaz

i just need to not fail senior year ... and maybe get a decent job that doesn't have make me want to sob for three hours because I stuttered trying to talk to a customer :((

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god