Hiiii!

hiiii!

so today i called my best friend for a homework assignment and we called for like 5 hours so that was fun! then i went biking with my dad and we got some ice cream and for dinner we had some chicken and it was really good

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3

Lines of Leaving

okay so i was reading this poem and it broke me, crying right now

I am losing you again all again as if you were ever mine to lose. The pain is as deep beyond formal possession beyond the fierce frivolity of tears.

Absurdly you came into my world my time-wrecked world a quiet laugh below the thunder. Absurdly you leave it now as always I foreknew you would. I lived on an alien joy.

Your gentleness disarmed me wine in my desert peace across impassable seas path of light in my jungle.

Now uncatchable as the wind you go beyond the wind and there is nothing in my world save the straw of salvation in the amber dream. The absurdity of that vast improbable joy. The absurdity of you gone.

CHRISTY BROWN 1932-1981

LAVENDERRRRRRRRR

SHOULD I CHANGE MY BLOG THEME AND PROFILE PICTURE???

IDK I MIGHT CHANGE MY USERNAME TOO.

IF YOU THINK I SHOULD CHANGE MY USERNAME YOU NEED TO GIVE ME IDEAS BECAUSE I'M MAJORLY ATTACHED TO THIS USERNAME AND MY THEME AND MY PROFILE PICTUREEEEEEEE

BUT MAYBE I'LL CHANGE MY MIND AND NOT CHANGE ANYTHING

HM...

UMMM

WELL I DONT KNOWWW WAIT THIS IS A LOT OF PRESSURE

I LOVE YOUR USERNAME AND PROFILE PICTURE THOUGHH

IF YOU WANT TO CHANGE DO YOU STILL WANT TO BE A CHARACTER OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT??

i’m listening to my girls playlist(i listen to this when i feel extra 🏳️‍🌈) and one of my friends is just sitting next to me and she is like: oh i love this song, oh yeah this one is in my playlist! GIRL WHAT???

(does anyone have any suggestions for the playlist????)

boops ur nose

boops your nose back

I read ur intro and idk if I missed it but what's ur name ?/nm

I'm Jack, u seem cool :]

hii!

i’m Lot or lavender by @luna---lovegood

you can also give me another name if you like!

and i think that you seem cool too!

hiiii

so today i had a pretty short day and then i went to my therapist in the midday so that was okay, when i was home i mostly watched youtube and in the evening i learned for my french test next week but whyyyy can’t i remember it, i hate my brain, for some reason people think i’m so smart and everything but school is just breaking my life, i hate it

well that was my day

byeeee xxx Lot<3

hey. my dear friend. are you always online or are you just always online at the same time as me??

ahahahah well i’m online a lot and when i see that you or someone has posted something new i think yayyy let’s look at it immediately so i stop doing what i was doing and i open tumblr

yayy ty!

moots

i have broken my computer

the screen is broken

i am logging out of tumblr

i am not deactivating my account

i am just logging out

do not try and contact me

please

ill try to come back

im so sorry

edit: pls spread the word

okay wait, i fell asleep for like 4 hours and now i've woken up again, like excuse me it's 3 in the morning