Hey. My Dear Friend. Are You Always Online Or Are You Just Always Online At The Same Time As Me??

ohhh don’t worry i’m all good!!! ty!

oh my goodness, I HATE MY PERIOD, i feel like i'm actively dying on the inside and like my whole body has stopped working, AND I HAVE THIS FOR TWO WEEKS HELPP

yeah, i get that i was also pretty young when i went to singapore and indonesia so i really want to go back there because i don't really remember a lot

heyyy, i'm going to IKEA today so i wont be as active as i normaly am, sorryy

yeah i should also probably go to sleep but wellll, i want to read first

byeee sleep well!!

hiiii!

so i live in the netherlands and today was kings day!

i wore this bright orange shirt and my dad and sister also wore orange, we met the mayor of the city we went to and he remembered us from two years ago which was fun!

my parents came and my aunt and uncle and now my grandparents left and my parents and sister moved into the house in the woods and my aunt and uncle put their van close to the house, now we’re going to hang out together and it will be really fun! i’m really happy that my sister is here again because i missed her a lot

well byeeee xxx Lot<3

just drove past some trees and for some reason they look to real to be real

You give off Lavender Brown vibes.

(No, this is not an insult.)

ahaahha, first time that someone has given me a hogwarts character before(maby because all my friends aren't allowed to read or watch harry potter)

lavender is a very girly character though and i'm not really girly at all, but lavender is een as anoying by the people in her class and we definitely have that in common!

oh btw the last post is no hate to religion but my church is very homophobic and transphobic so yeah i don’t agree with that

ah yeah i get that, i think there is something different about a city when you have been there a lot, the first time or times there is something new there, but then it is just a city after a few times of visiting, i also want to go to greece and rome because i love mythology and history and ancient architecture<3 is there a specific country or city you want to visit?

heyyy, i'm going to IKEA today so i wont be as active as i normaly am, sorryy

hiiii!

so today my parents decided that we needed to go on a walk and we went to this desert kinda place and we walked for like 10 kilometres and it was really hot, then we went home and we didn’t really do anything else, after dinner my dad and i went home and my mom and sister stayed at the little house, now my mom and sister are gonna stay there until thursday or friday so yeah

well that was my day!

byeeee xxx Lot<3

Lines of Leaving

okay so i was reading this poem and it broke me, crying right now

I am losing you again all again as if you were ever mine to lose. The pain is as deep beyond formal possession beyond the fierce frivolity of tears.

Absurdly you came into my world my time-wrecked world a quiet laugh below the thunder. Absurdly you leave it now as always I foreknew you would. I lived on an alien joy.

Your gentleness disarmed me wine in my desert peace across impassable seas path of light in my jungle.

Now uncatchable as the wind you go beyond the wind and there is nothing in my world save the straw of salvation in the amber dream. The absurdity of that vast improbable joy. The absurdity of you gone.

CHRISTY BROWN 1932-1981

made a photo of my eye today so i thought i’d share