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i discovered this song very recently (for some reason it’s not on the north american album) but I love it a lot and thought a little bit of an empty arena edit would suit it perfectly, so here you go :)
original | my edit
album art : x
Go girl!
no one speak to me at this time
My mind is in shambles 😭
*REUPLOAD*
Hi Angels! I'm back! Sadly, this is in fact the last part of my story. I do have an epilogue coming later this week however. Please go see this post to vote on my next fic.
Summary: Jake Seresin is the person you hate most in the world, until he's all you have left. (idk i'm so bad at these)
Pairing: Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x Reader (for a very short period of time) Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw x Natasha "Phoenix" Trace (again briefly. not sure how much of this I'll write), Jake "Hangman" Seresin x Reader (eventually)
Warnings: fighting, mentions of blood and injuries, emotional trauma.
Word Count: 3105
No one moved an inch to stop the two, both out of sheer shock and curiosity of how it was going to play out. Bradley had recovered from the punch Jake threw, blood starting to drip from his nose and hit back. Jake stumbled back in surprise before it became a full blown fight.
Fists were being thrown, your hand was over your mouth in shock. You weren’t expecting any of this. Bradley had Jake on the ground and was on top of him, getting in a few good hits to Jake’s face.
“Stop, get off him!” You called out. The sound of your voice snapped Jake back into reality, the fight was flipped and suddenly Jake was on top. His face was cold and emotionless as he punched Bradley. At this point you were so scared of what could happen, you jumped into action. You rushed to pull Jake off of Bradley and caught Jake’s elbow to your face as he pulled back for another punch.
You fell backward with an oof. This caused everyone else to snap out of their shock and trance and Coyote pulled Jake off Bradley. Bob helped you up as Fanboy grabbed Bradley. Your hand wiped at your bloody lip and you looked at Jake. Javy had let him go but his fists were still clenched. Mickey and Natasha had whisked Bradley out of the room and you sighed. Bob looked you over, you nodded at him to let him know you were okay.
Jake was shaking with rage. He wanted to kill Bradley, and he was damn close if he hadn’t been pulled off. How dare Bradley say those things about you after what he did to you. You. The fog in his brain cleared slightly. Jake turned around to find you. You were positioned so that Bob was blocking you while he checked you over.
Bob moved to the side to grab something and Jake’s face fell. He tried to recall what happened that could have given you a bloody lip. A sick feeling washed over him as he realized he had been so caught up in the moment that it was him who had hurt you. Jake’s feet moved before he realized they were moving.
A hand touched your cheek softly, a thumb brushing over your lip. You looked up at Jake. You gasped at the state of his face. There was already a bruise forming on his eye and cheek, blood was dripping out of his nose and the cut over his eyebrow looked rough. The look in Jake’s eyes was haunted.
“Jake, are you okay?” Your voice was shaky. “Let’s go get you cleaned up.” You took the hand that was on your face and pulled him to your office where you kept a first aid kit. Jake was tense and silent the whole way.
Jake sat in one of the chairs across from your desk, watching you closely. You licked your lips, tasting copper as you grabbed the kit and a bottle of water from your cabinet in the corner. Jake was inspecting his knuckles when you walked back over, they were cut and red, bruises were definitely going to form. He opened and closed his fists with a grimace as you set out the things you needed from the kit.
You stood between Jake’s legs, using the water bottle to wet some gauze, gently wiping at his hands. You inspected them, making sure nothing was broken and the cuts were superficial. His mind was racing with ways to apologize for hurting you. He felt like he was no better than Bradley at that moment.
Your hands moved to lift his chin so you could see his face. You carefully worked the gauze over his face, careful not to hurt him. Jake’s hands were on your hips, it felt like they were burning your skin. You were done cleaning his face but you didn’t want to admit it, you didn’t want him to move his hands.
“‘M sorry.” He finally spoke, meeting your eyes. “I didn’t mean to hurt you.” Jake’s voice was low and raspy, one of his hands leaving your waist to grab the gauze from your hand. Jake pulled you down to sit on his lap.
You withheld a gasp as you balanced yourself on his thigh. Jake wiped at your mouth with the gauze before throwing it in the trash. You grabbed his hands and ran your fingers over his knuckles.
“It was an accident Jake.” A frown crossed your features. “But why did you start a fight with him? Do you know how much trouble you could get in? You could be kicked out of the Navy for this. And that’s if he doesn’t press charges. You could go to jail, Jake. I’m not worth all that.” You sighed, squeezing his hands. When you moved to get off his lap, he pulled you back down.
“Stop. Don’t say things like that.” Jake’s frown matched yours. “Darlin, he can't just talk to you like that. I had to defend your honor.” You giggled, putting your hand on his cheek. “I don’t know what happened, but when he said that to you I saw red. And then I hurt you, which honestly makes me no better than him.” His voice cracked.
You brought your face closer to his, making sure he was looking you in the eye. “Jake, you are so much better than he is. It was an accident. I swear I’m okay.” You reassured him, putting your forehead against his. Jake let go of your hands, putting one on your cheek and the other on your waist.
“I’m still sorry.” His thumb brushed across your lip. “You got hurt because of me.”
“Jake, stop. It’s okay.”
He slowly moved closer, his lips brushing yours. Your breath got caught in your throat and you put your hands on his chest, gripping his shirt. You felt his heart pounding under your palm, yours was beating just as fast.
“Tell me to stop. If you don’t tell me to stop right now I’m going to kiss you.” Jake breathed. Your mind was consumed with a struggle. You wanted him to kiss you, no you needed him to kiss you. But there was so much holding you back. You had broken up with Bradley only the night before, up until last night, you and Jake hated each other. Now you were confused.
It took you everything in your power to pull away from him. You closed your eyes and sucked in a breath. Running your fingers through your hair, you opened your eyes again, searching his. Jake’s gaze was burning you from the inside out. He squeezed your hip before dropping his hands.
“Jake I-” he cut you off by standing up.
“Don’t worry about it.” He sniffed, clearing his throat. Jake’s jaw was set. He wanted to kiss you, wanted to be the kind of man who deserved you. Clearly you still only saw him as the asshole who you couldn’t stand. Honestly, Jake couldn’t remember ever feeling so embarrassed,
You sat on the edge of your desk, head in your hands. You sighed and looked toward Jake. He looked upset. It felt like you could see the walls that had slowly been crumbling being built back up.
“Just let me know when you’re ready to leave. I’ll make up the guest room for you. You can stay with me for a while.” Jake started to walk out of the room.
“Wait!” You called after him, standing from your desk. He turned around, raising his eyebrows. “Shut the door please.”
“Ashamed?” Jake shut the door behind him, leaning against it and crossing his arms. You took a few cautious steps closer to him before speaking.
“No.” You chucked dryly. “Everyone has heard enough of my business. I don’t need them hearing what I’m about to say.” You rubbed your hands together, looking at the floor. It took you a couple minutes before you could speak again. Jake’s eyes remained glued to you, fighting the urge to reach out and touch you.
“I want to kiss you. Maybe too much.” You felt your cheeks burning while you spoke. A burst of courage raced through you when you made eye contact with Jake. “Pulling away from you just now was so incredibly hard. But Jake, I just broke up with Bradley less than 24 hours ago. I’m still trying to figure this all out. My life is a mess. I’m a fucking mess.” Tears were flowing freely from your eyes. “You deserve better than that. Let me figure out where I need to go from here. Give me time to heal.”
“Come here.” Jake pushed himself off the door, walking toward you. He wrapped his arms around you tightly. “Tell me when you’re ready.” You nodded against his chest, looking up at him.
“I don’t expect you to wait for me, Jake. I don’t know when I’ll be ready. I don’t want to hold you back from happiness”
“You’re worth it.” Jake placed a kiss to your temple. You squeezed your eyes closed, sighing softly. You never wanted this moment to end. Unfortunately a knock on your office door cut it short. You pulled away from Jake, straightening yourself.
You cleared your throat, calling to the visitor to come in. It left you stunned when the door opened to reveal Bradley behind the door. Jake tensed next to you. You placed a hand on his bicep to calm him down. Bradley stepped in the room cautiously.
Your eyes went wide as you took in his face. He definitely got it worse than Jake. Both his eyes were starting to bruise, more were littering his cheeks and jaw. His lips had dried blood on them and his nose definitely looked a little crooked.
“Y/N, uh can I talk to you?” Bradley stuttered nervously. Jake stepped in front of you, blocking you from Bradley’s view.
“Not a chance in hell, Rooster.” Jake clenched his fists by his side, nearly unable to stop himself from hitting Bradley again.
“I just need to apologize, Hangman. I swear that’s it.” Bradley’s voice was shaky, nearly begging. Jake started to speak again but you moved to stand in front of him, putting your hands on his chest.
“Jake, look at me.” He turned the glare directed at Bradley toward you and his face softened instantly. “Let him talk to me, it’s okay.”
Jake nodded. “Gotta get some work done anyway.” He walked out of the room, but not without bumping Bradley’s shoulder and shooting him a glare on the way out.
“Can I sit?” Bradley asked quietly. You nodded, gesturing to the chair Jake had previously occupied, sitting in the seat next to it. Bradley sat down, making sure to keep his distance. You grabbed an ice pack that you forgot to give Jake and handed it to Bradley.
“He got you pretty good.” You dryly joked as he put the ice pack up to his eye.
“I’d like to think I got a few good hits in.” He joked back. A silence sat between the two of you for a while. Bradley sighed, setting the ice pack down on his lap.
“I really messed up.” He sighed, shaking his head.
“Understatement of the century.” You muttered under your breath. A pained look crossed his features.
“I’m sorry. For hurting you. What happened, it was never supposed to be that way. I had a crush on Natasha when I first met her. I never had the balls to ask her out when you showed up. You took my breath away. I hadn’t seen her in years until we got called back to Top Gun. And when I saw her again it felt like something was unfinished. I thought what if? So we went for it.” You felt your heart breaking with every word he said.
“So you cheated on me because you thought you might be in love with my best friend. How long was this going on before I caught you?” You kept a blank look on your face and pulled your leg away from his touch.
“Since the day we got called back to Top Gun.” He whispered. “It started out just testing the waters. We didn’t start sleeping together until after you’d moved here with me.”
You scoffed. “I can’t believe this.”
“Baby, please. I still love you. I want to fix this between us.” You gave him a disgusted look, standing up and backing away from him. “Let’s work on us. I promise I’ll never hurt you like that again. What happened with Natasha is over. Love me again and I swear we can be happy. I can make you happy.” Bradley stood up, taking a step toward you. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box.
“I bought you this ring a few months back. I was going to propose when I got back from the mission but then things with Natasha started and I was confused.” Bradley got down on one knee and opened the box. You panicked, shaking your head.
“Bradley, no.” You sighed, shutting the box in his hand. “What the hell are you thinking?” A look of disappointment crossed his features as he stood, putting the box back in his pocket. “Seriously, using a proposal against me to try to get me back? That’s low Bradley.”
“I’m sorry.” Bradley sniffed, offering a smile.
“I know. But I think we both know it’s done. The damage is done. I can’t be with you anymore, Bradley. I think a piece of me will always have some love for you. But I’m not in love with you anymore. And I have to take some time for myself. I hope one day you and I can be friends.” You grabbed his hands and helped him stand. “Just give me time.”
Bradley nodded sadly, squeezing your hands. “So you and Jake huh?” You giggled, looking down at your feet. You shrugged your shoulders, redness tinted your cheeks.
“Something like that. Who knew he could be so nice?” You smiled widely at Bradley who returned your grin.
“You two together?”
“Nah. I need some time to heal first before I see where things go with him. I’m not ready to trust again.” Bradley’s smile faltered slightly at the allusion to what he had done but he quickly recovered.
“I can stay with Nat while we get the house thing figured out. It was my fault anyway. You shouldn’t have to suffer.” You shook your head.
“Jake offered to make up his guest room for me. I don’t want to make you stay somewhere else.” You furrowed your brows.
“Honestly, I don’t think I can live in the house after everything. It reminds me of you and what I did. I can’t wake up and face the remnants of you every day.” He sighed, shrugging his shoulders.
“Are you sure, Bradley? I don’t want to kick you out.” Bradley nodded.
"House is all yours. I’ll look at apartments and get my stuff out of your way.”
“Thank you.” You felt bad about it but you knew you’d need space to heal. You also wouldn't be able to decide what to do about Jake if you didn’t get out of his house. You’re already too tempted to kiss him as it is.
“Can I hug you?” He asked hopefully. You shook your head, pulling your hands away.
“I’m not ready for that step yet. The wound is too fresh and you just asked me to marry you for God's sake. We can be friendly, Bradley but I can’t be friends right now.” Bradley looked sad as he took a step away.
“Yeah I get it.” He clasped his hands in front of him, looking at you. Bradley was confused about so much right now. One thing he was sure about however, is that he was still madly in love with you. Seeing you pull away from him, watching you start to fall for Jake, that killed him. His heart was breaking more and more. You were the love of his life and his best friend, you’d been there for so long he wasn’t convinced he’d really be able to survive without you.
But he loved you so much he knew he had to let you go. Maybe one day if things were right you’d come back to him, he told himself. Bradley knew deep down that wasn’t true. It hurt too much in that moment to believe anything else, so he chose to suffer silently in his fantasy world for a while.
“I’ve gotta get some work done. But thank you for letting me talk to you. Let me take tonight to grab some of my stuff and the house is yours.” He sent you a small smile before leaving. You sat at your desk and stared at the wall for a few minutes, mind racing. Bradley was your everything for a long time. You two were best friends and lovers. Hearing his laugh would make your day, a smile from him lit up the room. Being in his arms was the safest place you could think of.
Now you wanted to keep a safe distance. You could see a future where the two of you were amicable, maybe even friends. You knew you could forgive him. Even after all this, even after the audacity of him trying to propose to you to get you back, you knew you wouldn’t be able to stay mad at him forever. You just weren’t that kind of person.
You thought about Natasha. Other than Bradley she was your best friend. You wondered why she, knowing you and Bradley loved each other, chose to do those things with him. You thought you could trust her. You wondered how the rest of the squad was taking it.
And then your mind settled on Jake. The more you thought about him, the more your heart raced and butterflies erupted in your stomach. He was a much better man than you thought. He should have turned you away the night before given your history. But maybe the incessant fighting the two of you did was something more. They say love and hate are two sides of the same coin.
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OBSESSED. GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET EVERY CHAPTER.
Synopsis: A Social Media AU in which you find yourself at Kildare University along with your friends. Starting over at a new school shouldn't be difficult. Well, except for the fact that your ex-boyfriend is the quarterback, and you are the drum major. Add in a little bit of drama, a lot of friendship, an ex who can't seem to let you go, and a best friend who has been in love with you since you were kids and well? Welcome to KU!
Pairings: Past!Rafe x Reader, JJ x Reader, Rafe x Reader
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Help the way I was actually trying to connect dots and guess 😭😂
Hi! Can you pls pls pls do a fic with Lisa (from Blackpink) as the face claim????
summary: yn is dating someone from the f1 grid, but fans are having a hard time guessing which driver he is
folkie radio: last smau before the 2025 season kicks in!! honestly this is a weird concept but i hope you like it i had fun doing it !
MASTERLIST | MY PATREON
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yourinstagram just living my best life 🌊
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username1 MOTHER
username2 did she just soft launch ???
taylorswift The way I already know who this is 👀 happy for you bestie!
sabrinacarpenter Finally!!! 💕
username3 WAIT IS SHE DATING SOMEONE??? After that heartbreak album she released last month??
username4 the height matches jacob elordi who she was seen with at the grammy's after party!
username5 GIRL YOU CAN'T JUST DROP THIS AND NOT TELL US MORE
username6 detective mode: activated. he's tall and athletic build
username7 was this taken in Monaco??? The coastline looks familiar...
username8 TIMOTHEE LIKED!!! ITS HIM
shawnmendes 😍
username9 WHAT IF ITS AN ATHLETE ???? LIKE AN NFL PLAYER
username10 we need to solve this mystery asap
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ynupdates YN HAS ARRIVED AT THE MIAMI FORMULA 1 GRAND PRIX!!!
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username1 PAUSEEE
username2 THE MOTORSPORT GIRLIES WERE RIGHT!!!!
username3 so the mystery man she’s dating could be a FORMULA 1 DRIVER
username4 quick somebody check which garage is she at
username5 we might know who her boyfriend is soon OMFG
username6 i KNEW she was dating someone from f1 since she started posting from monaco
username7 CARLOS??? IS IT CARLOS???
username8 yn and max would be THEEE couple
username9 charles has been liking her posts for the last 3 months 👀👀
username10 WAIT remember that lando posted stories with her songs !!
username11 y’all she’s been to mclaren and redbull so far 😭 how are we going to guess which one she’s with
username12 ITS MAX IM TELLING YALL
username13 plot twist: she’s with ocon
username14 followed by most of the drivers, visiting redbull and mclaren, wearing a mercedes cap last week, she’s really making sure we don’t figure out which team
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maxverstappen1 Good to have you in the garage today @/yourinstagram 🏎️
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username1 MAX EMILIAN VERSTAPPEN
username2 ITS MAAAAX SHES DATING MAX
yourinstagram thanks for teaching me how to drive the sim! still can't believe i crashed 10 times 🙈
↳ username2 GIRL ARE YOU DATING HIM OR NOT
↳ username3 the way she’s trying to play it cool 😭
username4 COUPLE OF THE CENTURY
redbullracing Our favorite garage guest 💙
tmz CONFIRMED: Max Verstappen and pop sensation YN are dating
username5 everyone thinking it was Ferrari meanwhile... 🤡
username6 IS THIS THE WAY MAX SOFT LAUNCHES ???
username7 plot twist she’s not dating max
username8 their face cards side by side thooooo
username9 she was trying to be smooth and max just posted this
username10 UM I DONT THINK ITS MAX STILL
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landonorris MIAMI BABY!!! 🏆 First win we did it! Thank you team, thank you fans, and special thanks to the one waving that flag 😉
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username1 HUUUUUHHH
username2 HOW THE TABLES HAVE TURNED 😭
username3 wait… i thought she was dating max
danielricciardo CONGRATS CHAMP
oscarpiastri Well done mate 👏👏
yourinstagram congrats lan 🧡 best flag waving of my career tbh
↳ username1 GIRL WTF WHICH ONE ARE YOU DATING
↳ username2 ADRESS THE RUMORS
↳ username3 the way she’s making it impossible to guess which one she’s dating
username4 HOLD UP... EVERYONE THOUGHT IT WAS MAX???
mclaren Our favorite flag waver 🏁💕
username5 plot twist: she’s not even dating a formula 1 driver
username6 WHO is trolling us
username7 y’all it’s lando.. she posted a pic OF HER
username8 IM STILL A MAX X YN TRUTHER
georgerussell63 😂😂😂
username9 am i a fool for believing there’s still a possibility for yn and charles ??
username10 hear me out… they’re actually a throuple
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yourinstagram living my best F1 life 🏎️✨ thank you miami gp!
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username1 GIRL BE FOR REAL
username2 SHES SO ANNOYING
maxverstappen1 Best garage guest 👌
↳ username1 IS IT YOU?? ARE YOU HER BOYFRIEND
↳ username2 he marked his territory in the comment section it’s him
charles_leclerc ❤️
↳ username3 WHERE ARE THE CHARLES AND YN THRUTHERS AT?
↳ username4 guys it’s charles, lando and max posting about her rules them out because they usually gatekeep their relationships
landonorris Best flag waver in the business 🏁
↳ username1 IM SO CONFUSED RN
↳ username4 i give up trying to guess which one is it
username5 THE WAY SHE’S PURPOSELY FEEDING ALL THREE THEORIES IM CRYING
username6 GIRL WHO IS IT 😭
dualipa STUNNING ❤️🔥❤️🔥
gigihadid queenieeee ily
username7 is no one going to talk about the possibility of lewis?? he’s also single and she was wearing a mercedes cap last week AND he has been to her concerts
username8 everyone: "Which driver are you dating?" YN: "Yes"
username9 what if it's been Charles this whole time? 👀 she keeps posting from monaco
username10 this woman is a menace. she woke up and chose violence.
username11 DIDN’T CARLOS SAINZ RECENTLY TAKE A BREAK WITH HIS GF?? WHY IS ONE ONE TALKING ABOUT HIM (it would make sense that she’s giving hints about everyone but him)
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f1gossip BREAKING: Charles Leclerc spotted kissing mystery woman on a yacht! 🚨
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username1 WAIT... that hair length... IS THAT YN???
username2 WE FUCKING WON. IT WAS CHARLES ALL ALONG
username3 So the Red Bull stuff was just friendship? 😭
username4 what about the lando connections though?? we're so confused
tmz Sources confirm Charles Leclerc's mystery woman is NOT YN. Story developing...
username5 charles and YN would be such a power couple though 😩
username6 y’all yn is with max give it up
username7 he way this whole fandom is having a meltdown over a blurry photo 💀
username8 watch this be someone from monaco and not yn
username9 THE WAY YN HAS BEEN MIA THO
username10 YN's location right now: Los Angeles Charles' mystery girl location: Monaco. Math's not mathing besties...
username11 this is getting better than drive to survive
username12 the way we all jumped to conclusions... again 😭
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username1 SHES SO MESSY
username2 MOTHER LITERALLY MOTHERING IN FERRARI RED THE SIGNS WERE THERE ALL ALONG
arianagrande my sissy 🤍🤍
username3 NAH BECAUSE WHY IS IT THE EXACT SHADE OF FERRARI RED?? CHARLES COME GET YOUR GIRL
username4 so it’s really charles huh
mtv i’ve died dead
username5 stand up if you've been personally victimized by yn's ‘guess which formula 1 driver im dating’ game
username6 we were all fighting about max vs lando meanwhile charles and yn were the real deal... mother is SNEAKY
sabrinacarpenter 😍😍😍
username7 no because the way she's been collecting all three of them like infinity stones... max's garage pics, lando's flag moment, and now serving charles' team color... queen behavior methinks
maxverstappen1 When can I come to a show?
↳ yourinstagram anytime maxie!
↳ username1 max x yn LIVESSSS
↳ username2 IM SO CONFUSED RN
landonorris Looking 😍
↳ yourinstagram ☺️
↳ username3 LANDO THATS YOUR FRIEND’S GIRL
↳ username4 she’s dating all of them that’s it
carlossainz55 Amazing color 👏
↳ username1 EVERYONE SAYING CHARLES BUT WHAT IF ITS CARLOS
↳ username2 carlos and rebecca just announced their breakup… i’m seeing something
username7 CHARLES LIKED
username8 she’s so messy i respect her for that
username9 listen… what if she’s with CARLOS
username10 i want yn to come out and say surprise i’m actually not dating any driver
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username1 NOT MAX POSTING HER AGAIN
username2 MOTHER??? WE WERE JUST CELEBRATING YOUR FERRARI ERA LIKE TWO HOURS AGO???
username3 the whiplash i just got... WASNT SHE JUST WEARING FERRARI RED?? MAX EXPLAIN??
redbullracing The best supporter 💙👌
username4 no because we were literally making charles wedding edits and now she's back in red bull gear... this woman is SICK
username5 THE WAY I NEVER LOST FAITH... THATS MY POWER COUPLE
username6 crying throwing up sliding down the wall she fooled us AGAIN
username7 i give up trying to guess who she’s with
username8 our dating theory timeline is in shambles. SHAMBLES.
danielricciardo 😂😂😂😂
username9 WHATS THE TRUTH
yourinstagram ☺️☺️☺️☺️
↳ username1 GIRLIE STOP
↳ username2 she’s messy and i respect her
username10 i told y’all she’s with max, he never posts ANYONE and he has posted her twice
username11 not me deleting all my charles theory threads...
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yourinstagram monaco pit stop 🏁 built half of a mclaren lego (we’ll finish it next race) and this special helmet joins my collection
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username1 GIRL COME ON
username2 the fits eat thooooo
landonorris you definitely cheated btw
↳ username1 YN AND LANDO SUPREMACY
↳ username3 this is my power couple
↳ yourinstagram you wish lannnn😌
maxverstappen1 The helmet looks better in your collection anyway 🤝
↳ username4 MAX AND YN. THATS IT
↳ username2 max is the bf come on !!!! why would the mighty max verstappen post something other than racing
↳ yourinstagram i’ll send you pictures so you don’t miss it
charles_leclerc Best country in the world, right?
↳ yourinstagram damn riiiiight
↳ username3 i cannot do this
zendaya we have some catch-up to do 👀👀
username4 dating the entire grid and i'm here for it tbh
username5 trying to keep up with her love life: 📉📈📉📈📉📈
username6 I STILL THINK IT COULD BE CARLOS SMH
mclaren That lego car better be finished by Silverstone 👀
redbullracing Our helmet game: 📈
username7 not even the social media admins know what’s going onnnn
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ln4updates LANDO SPOTTED IN VIP AT YN'S LONDON SHOW !!!
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username1 OMFFFFGGG LANDO
username2 i'm team lando now that charles is out of the race
username3 THE WAY HE KNOWS ALL THE WORDS?? HELLO???
username4 not him wearing the unreleased merch (the cap) boyfriend behavior methinks 🤨
username5 max was busy doing community service and lando said lemme take my shot
username6 everyone calm down he probably just supporting his friend… right? RIGHT?? MAX X YN IS STILL REAL
username7 I'M STILL HURT ITS NOT CHARLES
username8 i've been a lando and yn truther since day one
username9 max wya we need you to clear something up real quick
username10 WE WON
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lando.jpg thats my life baby i'm a rockstar 🎶
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username1 LANDO WTFFFF
username2 HE REMEMBERED THE PASSWORD OF THIS ACCOUNT JUST TO POST HER FFS
daniel3.jpg 👀👀👀
username3 lando nation WE WON
username4 someone explain why max keeps posting her if she's with lando??
oscarpiastri Tell them about how you've been practicing your dance moves in the garage for weeks
↳ username1 DRAG HIM OSCAR
↳ username2 OSCAR JUST CONFIRMED LANDO X YN
username5 the fact he never posts this much about ANYONE..
username6 friendly reminder that max gave her his monaco helmet xx
username7 remember when she said her type was spanish… just saying
username8 HER FACE CARD THOOO
yourinstagram 🤩🤩
↳ username1 GIRL STOP THIS MADNESS
↳ username2 JUST SAY WHO IT IS
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carlossainz55 Now playing: Moonlit floor by @/yourinstagram 😍 Perfect song for an evening drive 🎵
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username1 NOT THISSSS
username2 CARLOS JUST ENTERED THE CHAT
username3 remember when yn changed the lyrics to "kiss me under the madrid twilight" WHAT IF IT WAS FOR CARLOS AND NOT JUST BC SHE WAS PERFORMING IN MADRID
scuderiaferrari Always the best tunes ❤️
username4 i would say it's him but he recently got out of a relationship
landonorris good taste in music 👌
↳ username5 LANDO NATION WE UP
↳ username6 i'm a lando x believer forever. it has to be HIM
↳ username7 marking his territory
username8 everyone fighting over max vs lando while carlos has been quietly winning
username9 the ferrari red was always for CARLOS not charles
username10 plot twist of the century if carlos ends up being the one
username11 lando literally went to her show last week and posted her don't push this carlos agenda now
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yourinstagram grazie mille 🏎️❤️
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username1 GIRL STOP THIS MADNESS
username2 IS THIS HOW SHE SOFT LAUNCHES CARLOS IS THE ONE
username3 the way the ferrari signs were always there but we thought it was carlos
sabrinacarpenter teach me your ways sister 😂
carlossainz55 Smooth operator in training 😉
↳ username1 STOP THIS
↳ username2 I'VE JUST DIED DEAD
↳ username3 i was team lando but LOOK AT THIS MATERIAL
maxverstappen1 Traitor.
↳ username4 IM SO CONFUSED RN
↳ username5 ITS SUPPOSED TO BE YOUUUU
scuderiaferrari ❤️
charles_leclerc Smooooth
↳ username1 still devastated cause it's not charles tbh
username4 max's comment 💀 someone's jealous
username5 everyone: must be dating max or lando carlos: quietly gets her in a ferrari
username6 BUT WHAT ABOUT LANDO GOING TO HER CONCERT
username7 plot twist: she's been with carlos this whole time while we've been theorizing about max and lando
dualipa ferrari girl 😍😍😍
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f1 Our favorite paddock regular 🏎️ @/yourinstagram
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username1 f1 admin woke up and chose violence with this photo selection
username2 admin really said "let's cause chaos"
username3 the way this post just reset all our theories to zero 😭
username4 everyone: we finally figured out who she's dating f1 admin: hold my beer
username5 notice how comfortable she looks in mclaren colors just saying…
username6 NOT F1 ACCOUNT DROPPING THAT CARLOS X YN PIC HOLD ON
username7 max doesn't laugh like that with just anyone… just pointing that out
username8 TEAM LANDO WYA
username9 that first pic… there's history there and we all know it
username10 admin dropping these pics then turning off notifications probably
username11 the way we'll never know who it actually is 😭
landonorris still haven't forgiven her for beating my sim racing time
↳ username1 LANDOOOOO COME ON
↳ username2 he’s the one
carlossainz55 The real smooth operator
↳ username3 i’ve never been more convinced that it’s carlos
yourinstagram just doing my job keeping everyone guessing 💅
↳ username4 THE WAY SHE KNOWS EXACTLY WHAT SHE'S DOING
↳ username5 not her adding fuel to the fire with that reply 😭
↳ username6 SHE KNOWS ABOUT THE THEORIES
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f1gossip Lando Norris spotted driving a Ferrari in Monaco this morning... wait isn't this YN's car? 👀
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username1 HELLO??? THIS IS LITERALLY YN'S CAR FROM HER INSTAGRAM LAST WEEK
username2 ok but why is he driving HER car at 7am...
username3 plot twist: carlos gave her the car but lando's the boyfriend 💀
username4 everyone thinking it was carlos when lando's been the one all along
username5 max unfollowing lando in 3...2...1...
username6 carlos giving her the car just for lando to drive it is wild
username7 YN NEVER SAID CARLOS GAVE HER THE CAR THOOOOOO
username8 the way this fandom switches teams every 2 hours 😭
username9 remember when charles was part of this theory
username10 imagine being carlos watching your car being driven by lando who's dating the girl everyone thought you were dating
username11 to be fair everyone just ASSUMED carlos gave her the car just bc it’s a ferrari
username12 MAX FIGHT BACK??
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ynupdates YN has arrived at Las Vegas paddock ahead of the title-deciding race.
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username1 wearing neither orange nor blue… diplomatic queen
username2 WHO ARE YOU SUPPORTING
username3 imagine if your (maybe) boyfriend needs p4 to win WDC while your (maybe) other boyfriend needs a win to stay in the fight 💀
username4 the way she's probably ghosting both of them rn to stay neutral
username5 notice how she's not in either garage yet… switzerland staying neutral
username6 max about to win his 4th title while everyone's focused on her outfit choice
username7 if lando wins we're analyzing every reaction clip of her
username8 las vegas script writers really said "let's make it spicy"
username9 SHES WITH CARLOS GIVE IT UPPPP
username10 remember when we thought the dating drama was complicated and now we have CHAMPIONSHIP drama too
username11 carlos watching everyone stress while he's secured p5 in standings and got the girl
username12 istg i’m the only lewis believer
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yourinstagram Thank you scuderiaferrari family for letting me watch this historic race from your garage. Grazie mille for always making me feel at home in red ❤️
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username1 EVERYONE: analyzing max vs lando YN: anyway here's me in ferrari red
username2 THE WAY WE WERE ALL WRONG… IT WAS CARLOS ALL ALONG
username3 she watched max become 4x WDC from… carlos's garage? 🤔
taylorswift 😍😍😍
username4 LANDO FIGHT BACK
username5 i miss when charles was part of the theory (love you alex)
troyesivan she’s an icon she’s a legend and she is the moment
username6 not her switching teams AGAIN when we finally thought we had it figured out
username7 the real winner today was carlos and we all know why
landonorris Papaya rules anyway
↳ yourinstagram 🤫
↳ username1 STOP THIS MADNESS
↳ username2 she’s dating carlando and max is her side chick
carlossainz55 Mi familia ❤️
↳ username3 i don’t know what to think anymore
username8 UM MAX NOT COMMENTING HELLO????
username9 plot twist she’s dating fred vasseur
scuderiaferarri Our favorite guest forever ❤️
username10 everyone playing chess while carlos was playing smooth operator
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yourinstagram 2 HANDS - out this friday at midnight 🏁
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username1 NO FUCKING WAAAYY
username2 guys all the dating drama was just promo for this...
dualipa THEY'RE NOT READY 🤩🤩🤩
username3 ORANGE?? LANDO NATION WAKE UP
username4 one is carlos and the other is lando SHES DATING CARLANDO
username5 not her dropping this right after watching max's title from carlos's garage… the CHAOS
sza song of the year already
username6 sooooo it was all a pr strategy
username7 carlos watching his 2 week relationship era end: 🧍♂️
charles_leclerc Already on repeat
↳ username1 SPILL THE BEANS YOU KNOW WHO'S THE BF
↳ username2 remember when he whas the front-runner 😭
username8 the way she had us theorizing about ferrari just to hit us with mclaren colors… she's evil for this
username9 best pre single campaign ever
maxverstappen1 😉
↳ username3 STAND TF UP AND FIGHT BACKKK
landonorris finally 🧡
↳ username4 HUUHHHHH
↳ username5 ITS LANDO ITS LANDOOOOO
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landonorris 2 hands on me all times
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username1 CASE CLOSED
username2 LANDO WTFFFF
yourinstagram player 2 has entered the game 🎮
↳ username1 YOU SNEAKY LITTLE SHIIIT
↳ username2 end this madness now
username3 the way this isn't even subtle anymore
mclaren 👀
username4 remember when we thought it was carlos last week? 😭
username5 WHAT ABOUT MAX???? I STILL BELIEVE IT COULD BE MAX
username6 max winning WDC while these two are doing… whatever this is
oscarpiastri FINALLY THANKS
↳ username1 OSCAR MUST BE TIRED OF KEEPING THE SECRET
↳ username3 IM DYING
username7 guys don't get too confident we always end up chanfging theories lol
maxverstappen1 In my defense...
↳ username5 WHATT
↳ username6 JUST SPILL
username8 the way carlos just stopped trying lol
yourinstagram 😉
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gossiphub YN's "2 HANDS" music video premieres tomorrow. Youtube thumbnail reveals "filmed with professional racing drivers" 👀
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username1 BOYFRIEND REVEAL IN 24 HOURS WE'RE NOT READY
username2 wake up babe yn is about to break the internet again
username3 MY FINAL BET IS CARLOS
username4 plot twist: it's all of them in the video and she's just enjoying the chaos and she's not dating anyone
username5 sources say multiple f1 drivers were involved in filming… THIS IS NOT A DRILL
username6 CARLANDOYN THROUPLE REVEAL
username7 the car is orange like come one
username8 betting sites already taking "which driver appears" bets 💀
username9 imagine if after all this it's just alex albon in the video
username10 MAX I STILL BELIEVE IN YOU
username11 this might be the biggest marketing campaign i've ever seen
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yourinstagram 2 HANDS - official video out now. Starring the reason behind this song @/landonorris 🧡
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username1 I JUST FELL TO THE FLOOR
username2 this cover art EATS
username3 WE ACTUALLY WON??? THIS ISN'T A DRILL???
sabrinacarpenter ate and left no crumbs 🤩
username4 THE WAY SHE JUST DROPPED IT LIKE THAT NO WARNING
troyesivan I KNEW IT!!!
username5 carlos and max stans in the mud rn but respectfully
username6 carlos watching this after that ferrari garage pic: 🥲 (but happy for them fr)
username7 MAX NATION WHO ELSE IS CRYING
dualipa 🔥🔥🔥
username8 we really theorized for months just for it to be minecraft boy 😭
carlossainz55 Felicidades amigos! Also thanks for using my garage for the plot twist 😂
↳ username1 NO WAY THEY WERE ALL JUST PART OF THE GAME
↳ username2 THE WAY ITS CONFIRMED THAT THE DRIVERS JUST PLAYED ALONG
maxverstappen1 About time you two announced it. Now everyone can stop asking me in interviews 😅
↳ username3 NO FREAKING WAY
↳ landonorris sorry max we had to steal some attention from your 4th wdc ↳ yourinstagram thanks for keeping our secret max 🤫
georgerussell63 Called it since Australia! Pay up alex_albon ↳ alex_albon I was sure it was the ferrari garage thing 😫
landonorris Love you babe 😘
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landonorris my girlfriend let me drive my car in the 2 HANDS video (yes she's my gf mystery solved xx) 🏎️🧡
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username1 I'VE DIED DEAD
username2 NOT HIM DROPPING IT LIKE THAT IM LITERALLYYYY 💀💀
username3 carlos nation we lost but at least we lost to lando
username4 everyone analyzing ferrari garage pics while these two were playing minecraft im gonna scream 😭
oscarpiastri FINALLY 🙌
mclaren We love to see it 🧡
username5 I STILL CANT BELIEVE THEY FOOLED EVERYONE
username6 carlos watching his two week relationship theory die: 👁️👄👁️
username7 how did lando noRIZZ pull her
username8 IM DEVASTATED. IT WAS MAX THE SIGNS WERE THERE
maxverstappen1 Finally I can stop pretending I don't know what theories everyone is talking about
↳ yourinstagram max you're literally the worst actor ever 😭
↳ landonorris that interview stutter was oscar worthy mate
↳ username4 so they watched us suffer and didn't do anything about it
carlossainz55 Operation distraction success 😎
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↳ username1 IM DYING
username9 I KNEW IT FROM DAY ONE
georgerussell63 The paddock's worst kept secret finally out
username10 okay but can we talk about the video?? SLAYS
yourinstagram my boyfriend (yes he's the one from the theories) letting me use his car for the video 🧡 stream 2 HANDS besties xx
↳ username1 SHES A MENACE
↳ username2 the fact that she saw the theories for months and just ran with them
↳ username3 WE'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR THIS
↳ landonorris thanks to everyone who bet on me 😘😘
veronica: in your opinion, what is the height of stupidity?
jughead, yelling: hey, archie, how tall are you?!
why do people…..care……..so much? “you wore that outfit yesterday” “didn’t you wear that already?” “you wear that lipstick too much” “you wear those shoes all the time” “you posted the selfie already” “you don’t need to wear that much makeup” “didn’t you eat that yesterday?” like jus shut your fukj…………
The emotion. The connection. The feeling. So so good❤️❤️
# DREW STARKEY — ACTORS ON ACTORS !
MASTERLIST !
001. SUMMARY !
✯ drew and you participate in variety’s “actors on actors” series.
002. WARNINGS !
✯ cursing, talking about nude scenes, probably inaccurate acting experiences.
003. NOTE !
✯ sorry to all the actors i stole roles from😭 also zendaya is used as a face claim for the social media but the writing is inclusive and has no descriptors of physical appearance… or at least i hope so.
word count : 5,4k (chat i got carried away)
The cozy studio was bathed in warm light, designed almost as if to feel like a welcoming living room. Two plush chairs faced each other, separated by a low coffee table adorned with a few carefully placed books and a small vase of fresh flowers. Everything about the space was crafted to exude intimacy and warmth, inviting open conversation.
Drew Starkey entered the room first, his usual calm confidence mingled with a tinge of nervous energy. He smoothed his shirt absentmindedly and scanned the setup, trying to ground himself in the moment. He was used to being in front of cameras, but this felt different. This wasn’t just about promoting a project or answering rapid-fire questions on a press junket. This was you.
“Hello,” Drew started, a smile gracing his features as he took in the fact that he was sitting right in front of his number one celebrity crush. His hand hovered awkwardly in a small wave, as if he couldn’t believe this was real.
“Hi,” you said back, a giggle falling past your lips when you noticed his sheepish look. “Nice to meet you.”
“Nice to meet you too,” he said, his voice just a little higher than usual. Drew cleared his throat, laughing at himself, which made you laugh too. “Sorry, I’m… a little nervous.”
“Oh, don’t be,” you reassured him with a warm smile. “I promise, I don’t bite.”
“Good to know.” He chuckled, his shoulders relaxing slightly. “How are you doing?”
“I’m great, thank you. What about you?”
“Pretty good, can’t complain.” A laugh bubbled out of him, and subsequently, you. The way he rubbed the back of his neck made you think he was still pinching himself that this was happening.
The cameras rolled, capturing the easy charm and immediate chemistry between the two of you.
Drew’s grin widened as he began. “First of all, let me just say—I’m completely starstruck right now. I mean, the way you completely own every role you take on... it’s incredible.”
Your eyes widened in surprise, a bashful laugh escaping as you waved off the compliment. “Oh, stop it. You’re making me blush!”
“I’m serious,” he pressed, leaning forward slightly. “You’re like… the blueprint. If I ever get even halfway to where you are, I’ll consider myself lucky.”
“Well, now you’re just flattering me,” you said, your voice teasing but your cheeks undeniably warm. “But thank you, that’s so sweet. And honestly, you’re being way too hard on yourself. You’re incredible in Queer. You’ve got this natural charm that just lights up the screen.”
“Natural charm, huh?” He smirked, pretending to preen, which made you laugh again. “I’ll take that.”
“Good,” you replied, smiling. “You should, because it’s true.”
Drew’s gaze softened, the teasing giving way to something more earnest. “That means a lot, really. Especially coming from you. You’re like… Hollywood royalty to many.”
You tilted your head, a playful smirk tugging at your lips. “To many, huh? And are you part of this many?”
Drew’s eyes widened, and he laughed, a little caught off guard. “Oh, absolutely. I’ve got a lifetime membership to the fan club.”
“Good to know,” you teased, crossing your legs and leaning back in your chair with an air of mock superiority. “I’ll have to start charging you membership fees.”
“Totally worth it,” he shot back, his grin widening.
“Well, thank you,” you said with a soft laugh, “So, we’ve both got some things in common, which I think is pretty cool.”
“Like working with Daniel Craig?” he asked.
“Yes! Honestly, I still reminisce about our time on set… he’s genuinely incredible, isn’t he?”
“He is, yeah. I found myself just admiring him and sort of forgetting I had to act too. He’s just… he’s on another level, for sure.”
“Daniel’s a master of his craft… Most of my scenes as Paloma in No Time To Die were with him, and at first I was so nervous because, like, what if I messed up in front of the Daniel Craig?” Drew let out a laugh at your words, and you couldn’t help but laugh too. “But when he noticed I was nervous he reassured me that it was all good. He’s just the best.”
“You’ve worked with so many high-profile actors.” You nod slightly at his words, as if it were the most common thing in the world. “Are you always nervous when meeting them, or was it just a Daniel thing?”
“It wasn’t just Daniel, no, but I think it depends. For example, when I did Oppenheimer with Cillian Murphy, for some reason I felt more relaxed… even though I had some nude scenes with him.”
“Nude scenes just make you connect, don’t they?” he joked, leaning back with a sly grin.
“They do, actually,” you replied, leaning into the banter. “You’d think they’d be worse, but honestly, with the amount of seriousness and concentration they take, it’s like you don’t have time to be nervous.”
“You clearly pulled it off flawlessly,” Drew said with mock solemnity.
“You did too in Queer.” You compliment him, “I watched it a few days ago, and the chemistry you had with Daniel was just off the charts.”
Drew’s face lit up, a mix of pride and bashfulness crossing his features. “Daniel’s an amazing scene partner. He really made it easy for me to tap into everything.”
“Well, it shows,” you said. “It was such a raw and beautiful performance. I might’ve shed a tear or two.”
“Okay, now you’re just trying to make me blush,” Drew teased, pointing at you with a playful squint. “But seriously, that means a lot coming from you.”
“Hey, give credit where it’s due,” you shot back with a grin. “You’ve got this way of making everything feel so real. Like when you’re in pain, we’re in pain. When you’re in love, we’re falling right alongside you.”
“Wow,” he said, shaking his head as if to clear it. “I don’t know what to do with all these compliments. This is the best therapy session I’ve ever had.”
You laughed, crossing your legs and leaning forward slightly. “Well, I’m glad I could help. But now I’m curious—how did you prepare for a role like that? I mean, it’s so emotionally intense, no?.”
“It was a lot of journaling, a lot of talking with Luca about backstory and motivations,” Drew explained, his tone more thoughtful. “And honestly, I kind of drew from real-life experiences. Not the exact ones, obviously, but just feelings of vulnerability and… wanting to be understood.”
“That’s beautiful,” you said softly, your smile turning tender. “It’s amazing how much of ourselves we pour into these characters.”
“Exactly,” Drew agreed. “And sometimes it’s terrifying, but when it resonates with people, it feels worth it.”
“It definitely resonated with me,” you assured him. “And I’m sure with countless others too.”
“That’s really nice to hear,” he said with a soft smile.
“How was it for you to work with Luca? Because I remember it being one of the highlights of my career.”
Drew’s eyes lit up at the mention of Luca Guadagnino, and he leaned forward slightly, as if the memory itself was a magnet pulling him closer. “Oh, working with Luca was… incredible,” he said, his voice laced with awe. “He’s got this way of creating such a safe, open space on set. It’s almost like he’s not just directing—he’s inviting you into this world he’s building in his head.”
You nodded eagerly, your own memories of working with Luca bringing a nostalgic smile to your face. “I know exactly what you mean. He makes it feel like you’re collaborating on this deeply personal piece of art, rather than just executing someone else’s vision.”
“Exactly!” Drew said, gesturing animatedly. “And he has this way of pulling things out of you that you didn’t even know you had. Like, he’ll ask you one simple question, and suddenly you’re diving into this emotional rabbit hole.”
You laughed, tilting your head in agreement. “He asked me once, ‘What would this character, Maren in my case, dream about?’ and it completely changed how I approached the next scene.”
Drew’s mouth dropped open in mock surprise. “He asked me the exact same question!”
“No way!” you exclaimed, your laughter spilling out in disbelief. “I love that! It’s honestly such a deceptively simple question, but it opens up so many layers.”
“It really does,” Drew said, chuckling. “And then you’re sitting there like, ‘Okay, now I have to rethink everything I thought I knew about this character.’”
“It’s kind of genius, though,” you added. “He makes you work harder, but not in a way that feels forced. It’s like… he trusts you to figure it out, but he gives you these breadcrumbs to follow.”
“Exactly,” Drew said again, his tone growing softer. “I think that’s why his films feel so intimate, he gets the human part so right.”
You smiled, letting his words settle in the air for a moment. “I think that’s what makes working with him feel like such a privilege. It’s not just about telling a story—it’s about feeling it.”
Drew nodded, his gaze thoughtful. “And those are the moments that stick with you, you know? The ones where you felt something real, even if it was just for a moment.”
“Completely,” you agreed, your voice soft with sincerity. “Those moments are why we do this.”
For a moment, the two of you sat in companionable silence, the weight of the conversation settling in the cozy studio. Then, Drew broke the quiet with a grin. “Okay, but did Luca make you do those impromptu rehearsals at, like, the crack of dawn?”
“Oh my God, yes!” you burst out, your eyes widening. “I’d just roll out of bed with zero coffee and somehow be expected to pour my soul into a scene.”
Drew laughed, his face lighting up. “Right? It’s like, ‘Good morning, here’s your emotional breakdown for the day.’”
You laughed along with him, the shared experience adding another thread to the easy camaraderie forming between you. “But honestly, I’d do it all over again in a heartbeat.”
“Same,” Drew said, his expression softening again. “For Luca? Anytime.”
“Absolutely,” you agreed, your eyes locking with his for a moment before the warmth of the studio light reminded you both that the cameras were still rolling.
Drew shifted in his seat slightly, his expression thoughtful. “You know, it’s kind of wild—hearing you talk about all these incredible experiences. You’ve been doing this for so long, and yet it’s like you’re just getting started.”
You tilted your head with a small smile. “That’s sweet of you to say. But yeah, I guess I have been in this industry for most of my life. It’s all I’ve ever really known.”
Drew’s eyebrows lifted. “That’s crazy to think about. I didn’t even consider acting until after college. You must’ve been, what, ten? Eleven?”
“Eight, actually,” you corrected with a chuckle. “My first role was in this little indie film. I was basically just the kid who ran around in the background eating ice cream, but I thought it was the coolest thing ever.”
He laughed, clearly amused. “That’s adorable. And now you’re the Hollywood It Girl. No big deal.”
You rolled your eyes playfully, your laughter light. “Oh, stop it. But yeah, it’s been a journey. Growing up on sets definitely shaped me, for better or worse. Sometimes I wonder what it would’ve been like to have a more ‘normal’ childhood.”
Drew’s smile softened. “That must’ve been such a whirlwind. I can’t even imagine starting that young. I didn’t even think about acting seriously until high school.”
“Oh, I’ve read about that!” You said, your voice lighting up. “You were all about sports growing up, right?”
“Yeah,” Drew admitted with a chuckle. “I was your typical small-town kid—baseball, basketball, you name it. I was convinced I was going to go pro in something, but clearly, that didn’t pan out.”
“Well, I think acting suits you pretty well.”
“Thank you,” he says with a soft laugh, rubbing the back of his neck. “But yeah, the real shift happened in high school when I joined a drama class. It was all Samuel Beckett and absurdist plays, which at the time I thought was the coolest thing ever.”
You leaned forward, intrigued. “So that’s what pulled you in? Drama class?”
“Pretty much,” he said with a nod. “And then I went to Western Carolina for college. I double-majored in English and theater, thinking, ‘If this acting thing doesn’t work out, I’ll at least have a backup plan.’”
“That’s so realistic of you,” you said with a laugh. “Meanwhile, I was ten, telling anyone who’d listen that I was going to win an Oscar one day.”
“And look at you now,” Drew said, gesturing to you with an almost reverent smile. “You made it happen.”
You chuckled, a bit flustered by his admiration. “Well, not quite, just an Oscar nominee for now. But thank you. You know, I think your journey’s pretty incredible too. A double major? That’s no joke. And starting later in the game like you did… it must have felt like a slow burn, but it’s clearly paid off.”
“Yeah, I guess,” Drew said thoughtfully. “It was definitely a slower burn for me. I didn’t land my first real gig until I’d been auditioning for what felt like forever.”
“I think that makes your journey even more special,” you said, your tone sincere. “You came into it with all this life experience and maturity. It shows in your work, you know? There’s this depth to your performances that’s just… rare.”
Drew’s ears turned a little pink, and he laughed softly, glancing down at his hands. “Wow, you’re gonna make me blush over here.”
“Good,” you said with a teasing smile. “It’s only fair after all the compliments you’ve been throwing my way.”
He looked up, his grin sheepish but warm. “Touché. But seriously, hearing that from someone like you—someone who’s been at this for so long and is so insanely talented—it means a lot.”
“Well,” you replied with a playful tilt of your head, “I think it’s safe to say we’re officially mutual fans.”
Drew laughed at that, the sound easy and genuine. “I can live with that.”
The conversation shifted into more comfortable territory as the two of you shared experiences, trading stories about acting and the film industry. Drew, now feeling at ease, leaned forward with renewed interest.
“You know,” he began, a thoughtful expression crossing his face, “I've been thinking about how different TV shows and movies are, especially when it comes to the pacing and character development. Like, in a show, we have to maintain this ongoing energy for the characters over multiple seasons. But with movies, it’s a totally different vibe, right?”
You nodded, understanding immediately where he was going. “It’s definitely a huge shift. With TV, you’re given time to build on a character slowly. Every episode is another chapter, so you can explore new facets of them and keep the audience hooked for longer periods of time. But movies, they’re this intense sprint. You have to get everything across in just two hours or so, but in a way that feels just as layered and satisfying.”
Drew's eyes lit up with excitement, clearly passionate about the topic. "Exactly! You have to balance the action and suspense while still giving the characters these moments of vulnerability. Over multiple seasons, you can really let them grow and change. It's like a slow burn. But when you're doing a movie, you don’t have the luxury of that buildup. It has to be this concentrated emotional punch right from the start.”
“That’s one of the biggest challenges of film, for sure," you agreed. "In a film, every second counts. You can’t afford to waste a moment. But I think what’s also interesting is how both mediums can explore a character’s journey from different angles. TV shows can dive into their backstory in more detail, but movies... they really need to hit those emotional beats and leave an impact without dragging it out."
Drew smiled, clearly engaged in the discussion. “In TV shows you need that perfect balance of suspense, character development, and personal growth. And then, at the end of the season, you drop a huge bombshell that leaves people wanting more.”
You laughed, raising an eyebrow playfully. “Sounds like you’ve been doing some serious thinking about it. What’s the secret to keeping the audience hooked without losing the depth of your character?”
He leaned back, his expression thoughtful. “Well, I think it’s about letting the characters evolve with the story. You need to make sure the audience sees the human side of your character, even when they're in these crazy situations. It’s what keeps people invested in the long run.”
“You’ve really got the process figured out,” you said with a smile. “But you’re right—it’s a different rhythm for TV. With a movie, you get to go deep quickly, but with a show, you have to keep it dynamic and varied. And let’s not forget, you need that cliffhanger at the end to make people binge-watch the next season.”
Drew’s eyes twinkled with mischief. “You’re giving away all the secrets! Next thing you know, people will be expecting a cliffhanger every time they watch a movie."
“Well, movies and TV are both art, but they demand different approaches,” you said, “and you’re doing an amazing job balancing both. I’m honestly so excited to see where your career goes next. Both worlds are lucky to have you.”
He chuckled softly, clearly humbled. “Thanks. I think I’m just lucky to be a part of both. I mean, who wouldn’t want to be in a show that gets people talking for days?”
“Right? You’ve got Outer Banks, which has such a dedicated fanbase, and then movies like Queer that touch people in such a different way. It’s amazing to watch your versatility.”
He leaned in slightly, a playful glint in his eyes. “I’m just trying to keep up with you. Honestly, your transition from action to more emotional roles is inspiring. I hope I can pull off something even close to what you’ve done with your career.”
Your smile softened, your voice sincere. “Well, you’re already doing it, Drew. You’re already there. It’s not just about the roles—it’s about the heart you put into them. And you’ve definitely got that.”
Drew’s smile faltered for a moment, the weight of your words sinking in. His gaze softened, as if he were truly reflecting on what you’d said. He leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms but keeping his eyes on you, his expression thoughtful.
“It's crazy, isn't it?” He began, his voice a little quieter now, “The idea of giving so much of yourself to something that feels so... intimate. But when it works, when the audience feels it too, there's nothing like it.”
“Exactly,” you agreed, your voice a little quieter now. “That's the real magic, when the audience feels like they know the characters, like they're right there with them. It’s not about the plot twists or the fancy sets—it’s about the emotions that we build and share with them.”
Drew nodded thoughtfully, his gaze drifting away for a moment before returning to you. “Speaking of emotions, I just saw your new movie, We Live In Time,” he said, his voice taking on a softer tone. “It’s one of those films that stays with you, you know? It’s raw in a way that makes you uncomfortable, but it’s also beautiful. How did you tap into that for Almut?”
Your expression softened as you thought back on the experience. We Live In Time had been a journey—a raw, almost therapeutic one. “It was an emotional rollercoaster, honestly,” you said, leaning back slightly, letting the memory settle in. “I think the hardest part was showing that moment where her whole world shifts. It was such a raw, profound type of emotion I had to channel in order to do justice to the character and her experiences.”
Drew sat back, letting the weight of the conversation settle. “I think that's what makes your career so incredible. You never just play a character. You become them. And you take us with you. Every heartbreak, every triumph, every moment of doubt... we feel it all with you. That's what makes your work so powerful.”
You met his gaze, feeling the depth of the conversation linger between you both. “It’s all about connection, right? Connecting with the character, with the audience, and with the emotions that we all share as humans. Because at the end of the day, we’re all just trying to make sense of time, love, and the moments we get.”
Drew smiled, his expression genuine and soft. “Well, you’ve definitely made sense of it for me. We Live In Time—it’s not just a movie. It’s a reminder to cherish what we have. And that, in itself, is something special.”
You smiled back, your heart full as you let the words sink in. “Thank you, Drew. That’s really sweet of you.”
You both shared a comfortable silence for a moment, before Drew broke it with a playful grin. “You know, it’s clear you’ve mastered the art of vulnerability on screen, but I can’t help but wonder—did you ever have moments on set where it was just... impossible to take things seriously?”
You laughed, the sound light and genuine. “Oh, absolutely. In fact, as a kid, it was all impossible to be serious,” you admitted, shaking your head at the memory. “I remember this one time during a scene on set when I was probably around 9 or 10. We were supposed to be doing this emotional scene, and I had to cry on cue. But instead of crying, I couldn’t stop giggling. It was a dramatic moment, and my co-star was all serious and trying to get through the scene, but I just... lost it.”
Drew raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. “Giggling during a dramatic scene? What happened?”
“Well, my director, bless her heart, kept trying to give me these 'serious actor' looks. She was this no-nonsense kind of woman, and she had this way of narrowing her eyes when things weren’t going well. I tried my best to hold it together, but then my co-star—who was way too good at being serious—looked at me and just gave this super intense stare, and that was it. I burst out laughing right in the middle of the take.”
Drew chuckled, shaking his head. “I can just picture that. You were probably trying to hold it together, but it must have been so hard with all that tension in the air.”
“I swear, the more I tried not to laugh, the harder it became,” you continued, grinning at the memory. “It was one of those moments where you’re like, 'Why am I even here? I can’t do this.' But somehow, I got through it. The director had to take a deep breath, and we did a few more takes. Eventually, we got it done, but I think we all were on the verge of cracking up the whole time.”
Drew let out a laugh, clearly imagining the scene. “I can’t blame you. I feel like as a kid, you have no filter. Everything feels like a joke, and it’s so hard to be serious when everyone else is trying so hard.”
“You have no idea,” you said, your voice still light. “There were so many times I’d be doing a serious scene, and I’d start thinking about something random, like a certain meme or a funny sound someone made on set—and then, bam, it was game over. I’d be holding in a laugh like my life depended on it.”
Drew smirked, leaning in a little. “I totally feel that. I mean, as an adult, I still have moments where I struggle to keep a straight face. I once had a scene where I was supposed to be super intense, but the prop guy was standing just out of frame, and he made this ridiculous face at me—completely threw me off. I couldn’t stop laughing, and it ended up taking hours to finish the scene because we kept cracking up. Honestly, I think the crew started to get annoyed with us after a while.”
“See?” you said with a grin. “It never really changes. Truthfully, the older you get, the harder it becomes to hold it in. But then you look at the footage and realize how much fun you actually had, and that makes it all worth it.”
Drew nodded thoughtfully, a playful twinkle in his eyes. “Yeah, that’s the thing. Sometimes it’s the moments you didn’t plan for that end up being the most memorable. Like when you have a laugh on set, and suddenly you feel closer to everyone, even though you’re supposed to be in character.”
“Exactly,” you said, your smile widening. “There’s something so beautiful about those unscripted moments. It reminds you that acting is, at its core, about connecting—whether that’s through laughter or the heavy stuff. And even though I had my fair share of giggling fits as a kid, I think those moments taught me just as much as the serious ones. Maybe more.”
Drew leaned back in his chair, a thoughtful look crossing his face. “It's funny how those little moments—like a laugh in the middle of a serious scene—can end up being the ones you remember the most. I think those are the ones that make the work feel real, you know?”
You smiled, your gaze distant as you reflected on the years of working on sets. “I know exactly what you mean.”
“Yeah, like those unscripted moments,” Drew added, his voice quieter now, as if the weight of the sentiment lingered in the air. “They give the performance an authenticity that you can’t get from just following the script to a tee.”
You nodded, the words hanging between you like a shared understanding. “Exactly. And as a kid, I was so focused on getting it ‘right’—on being perfect—that I missed the beauty of just being in the moment. But as I’ve gotten older, I’ve realized how important it is to let go of the idea of perfection. It's in those mistakes, the wrong takes, the bloopers—that's where you find the truth.”
Drew's expression softened, his eyes meeting yours with a sincerity that made your chest tighten. “I think it’s key not to be afraid to show the mess, the imperfect parts of a character, because that’s what makes them human.”
A small chuckle escaped you, the warmth of the moment filling the studio. “Right? We’re all just a little bit of a mess, trying to figure it out, but that’s what makes the journey worth it. We’re constantly learning, constantly evolving, and we bring that to our work. The growth, the mistakes—it all shapes us.”
Drew nodded, his gaze shifting as if reflecting on those same ideas. “Yeah, and the growth never stops, does it? Just when you think you’ve figured it out, something new happens, and it challenges you again.”
“That's the beauty of it,” you said, your voice quieter now, the bond between you both deepening. “The challenge is what keeps it exciting, keeps you moving forward.”
Drew grinned, a playful spark lighting his eyes once more. “Well, I guess we’re both lifelong students of this thing called acting, huh?”
“Absolutely,” you said with a laugh, the lightness returning. “And just like any good student, we’ll always be learning. Who knows, maybe we'll even get better at not laughing in the middle of dramatic scenes.”
Drew let out a hearty laugh, nodding enthusiastically. “I think that’s going to take years of practice, honestly.”
You both shared a moment of genuine laughter, the warmth of your conversation filling the space around you. You leaned back into the chairs, the laughter still lingering in the air, a sense of camaraderie that made the space between you feel comfortable and open. You continued sharing stories, moving seamlessly from one experience to the next.
The conversation began to slow, the easy flow of stories fading into a comfortable silence, as you both shared an unspoken understanding. The light laughter that had filled the room now felt like a warm, lingering hum between you.
Drew shifted slightly in his chair, his gaze turning toward you with a subtle, thoughtful expression. “You know,” he began, his voice softer now, “I really hope we get to work together sometime. I think it’d be incredible. It’s the kind of thing where I can already imagine what it’d be like. Just... easy, real. Like this.”
Your heart skipped a beat at his words, but you kept your composure, offering a smile that spoke volumes. “I’d love that. If you receive a call from your manager these days… maybe I had something to do with it, so be prepared.”
The air between you both was charged, the quiet intensity of the moment not lost on either of you. There was something unspoken, something deeper that neither of you addressed outright but that seemed to hang there all the same. The connection was undeniable, yet it lingered in the silence, unspoken, but clear.
Drew finally broke the spell with a playful grin, his eyes flicking back to yours. “Oh, I’ll be ready. Can’t wait to see what magic we create together.”
You returned his smile, your heart racing ever so slightly, though you kept it hidden behind the ease of your words. “I’m sure it’ll be something incredible.”
As the interview wrapped up, there was a lingering sense of something unspoken between you both, an attraction that neither of you had to mention but was so clearly felt. The kind of connection that could only be hinted at, but would never truly fade. It was the kind of moment that would stay with both of you long after the cameras stopped rolling.
“Thank you,” you said softly as the final moments of the interview started to loom, your voice carrying a depth that reflected everything unsaid between you. “This has been amazing. Honestly, it feels like we’ve been talking for hours, and yet it still doesn’t feel like enough.”
He nodded, his expression soft but genuine. “I feel the same way. This has been one of the most honest and open conversations I’ve had in a long time.”
The crew began to pack up, signaling that the interview was at its end, but neither of you seemed in any hurry to break the moment. The usual chatter and movement around you felt distant, as if the two of you were in your own world for just a little longer.
“You know,” Drew said, his voice quieter now, a hint of sincerity threading through, “I think we make a pretty good team even just sitting here talking. Imagine what we could do with a whole script.”
Your smile softened, and you nodded, the words feeling right, but the undertone of something more—something unsaid—hung in the air. “Yeah, I think we’d be unstoppable.”
The moment stretched between you both, filled with the kind of comfortable tension that comes when you realize you’ve shared something real. Something that felt like it could turn into something more.
You both stood up, a final, lingering moment before the usual goodbye. Drew extended a hand, his gaze holding yours a beat longer than necessary.
“Take care, okay?” he said, his voice warm, like the words carried more than just a polite farewell.
You shook his hand, the warmth of his touch lingering just a moment longer than expected. “You too, Drew,” you replied, your voice soft yet carrying an undercurrent of meaning that mirrored his own.
As you turned to gather your things, you couldn’t help but glance back over your shoulder. He was still standing there, watching you with that same thoughtful expression, his hands casually tucked into his pockets. The faintest smile curved his lips, as if he were replaying the conversation in his mind.
“See you around,” he called out, the words simple but loaded with promise.
“Yeah,” you said, meeting his gaze one last time. “See you around.”
Walking away, you felt a peculiar lightness, as though something intangible had shifted, leaving you both exhilarated and curious. It wasn’t every day you met someone who made you feel seen in such a profound way, and as you left the studio, you found yourself smiling, a quiet hope blooming in your chest.
And for a fleeting second, you allowed yourself to wonder what could come next.
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