Cainisss - 😔

Masjid al-Haram

Source: thequietshygirl, via IslamicArtDB

Everything gonna be okay eventually . I know you are strong and you can do almost anything . Im sorry if im making this harder for you . I minta maaf for what had happened between us . I always pray that you always be in a good shape and succeed in life . Enjoy your life , dont push yourself too hard and if you did push yourself to the limit where i know you will , have a rest . Paling penting , don’t skip meal . Makan banyak banyak , so that you ada tenaga untuk teruskan whatever you are doing . Just takecare of your health , that what’s important the most . I still do care for you and imissyou always farhanah .

““Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and you shall find.” - Die Bibel”

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(25/12/2021) 29/12/2021 - 4 days after hugging her the last time

I still love her even more than back then. She didn’t know this, she always thought i didn’t love her that much. But she’s wrong. I have always love her all my heart since day 1 we are together.

Happy Wednesday!!! Thank You all for being here...♥️♥️♥️

Last jumpa 23/12 - 25/12/2021 dekat kl. I was so happy dapat jumpa dia, spent time dengan dia. Get to hold her, hug her and kiss her. But little that i know she did not feel the same way as i did. It broke my hearts when i knew. She said she sayang rindu and cinta i masa jumpa. Then on 26/12/2021 she told that she didn’t feel everything she said. Deep down im not for her, im not the one she’s been looking for. And yesterday 28/12/2021 she told she already had someone. Dah agak she will be with him, lelaki ni pun kawan dia recommended macam izzat dulu dayana setkan. But this time her housemate setkan. Fahz and the guy name is aiman. I cried like hell on the 26/12/2021 when she told what she really felt. Sedih ye kawan kawan. Tak pernah aku rasa sesedih ni lepas kematian arwah nenek aku dulu . Maybe she’s not the one for me too. Maybe this is how Allah shows me by hurting me this bad just to make me forget her. Ya Allah sesungguhnya hambaMu ini banyak dosa denganMu. Maafkan lah diriku ini.

““Remember this …I moved the earth and the water for you.” - Catherynne M. Valente, Deathless”

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