Cainisss - 😔

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Sedih tapi tak boleh buat apa apa dah, she lost interest in me, she lost all her feelings towards me. Hate to cry but i will try to stay strong huhu

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Last jumpa 23/12 - 25/12/2021 dekat kl. I was so happy dapat jumpa dia, spent time dengan dia. Get to hold her, hug her and kiss her. But little that i know she did not feel the same way as i did. It broke my hearts when i knew. She said she sayang rindu and cinta i masa jumpa. Then on 26/12/2021 she told that she didn’t feel everything she said. Deep down im not for her, im not the one she’s been looking for. And yesterday 28/12/2021 she told she already had someone. Dah agak she will be with him, lelaki ni pun kawan dia recommended macam izzat dulu dayana setkan. But this time her housemate setkan. Fahz and the guy name is aiman. I cried like hell on the 26/12/2021 when she told what she really felt. Sedih ye kawan kawan. Tak pernah aku rasa sesedih ni lepas kematian arwah nenek aku dulu . Maybe she’s not the one for me too. Maybe this is how Allah shows me by hurting me this bad just to make me forget her. Ya Allah sesungguhnya hambaMu ini banyak dosa denganMu. Maafkan lah diriku ini.

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Baru je habis test tadi and presentation petang tadi and i still have dua lah reports , project report and assignment to submit . Letihnya sem ni . Tbh it is sad that no matter how tired i am , how give up i am there’s no one to bring me back up like before . Takde tempat nak mengeluh nak luahkan betapa penat nya sem ni . It sucks that you are not here with me anymore . Semalam lepas siap buat slide , im too tired and i think i miss you the most last night . Selalu penat penat boleh text or call you and semua penat tu will just disappear but now semua pendam . Sedih semua benda sorang sorang huhu . Kawan ke family ke , they will never understand me like you did . But that’s all are in the past now , there’s nothing we can do about it . The main reason i post this is just to say that how much i miss you , i need you . All the memories of us together , tak dapat i lupakan . Wishing the best for you and to never let that smile fade away , you have the most beautiful smile . Takecare farhanah ❤️