I Just Wanna Talk With You , Text You , Hold You , Hug You Dempol . I Know I Can’t Anymore And I Regret

I make mistakes , I’ll admit that . But i just really can’t live without you . I see your face in everything i did i do , not a single pass without remembering you . It’s hard that now we are just like a stranger when we were used to be soulmate . I deleted my old timblr because i dont want to stalk you because it hurts me everytime i stalk you . But i just can’t , i need to see what you’ve been through . What will you write on your tumblr . I still need wants you in my life . Im really sorry for everything the bad things i did to you . I know i should had not done it , but i did . No words can describe how sorry i am . And no words can describe too how much i miss everything about you . Everyday is a mess for me . Bangun teringat you , makan teringt you , tidur teringat you and everywhere i went dekat melaka ni , your face are all there . I don’t know what am i suppose to do . I really just wants to text you and say im sorry and getback with you . But i know better you will never accept me anymore same goes to your family and friends . I know some of your friends knew the real thing happened . Dayana told izz what happened . But whatever . I don’t know if you ever see this . If you do , i just wanna say how much imissyou iloveyou and everything about you ☹️🥺😢😭 Takecare dempol 😔😔😔

It just that , we always find our way back together no matter hard we fought but not this time . I just can’t accept that , i know it’s because of me that we become like this . Im really sorry about that . I don’t think im gonna find someone like you too . And i don’t think im gonna be in love again . I’ve been given everything i have , did everything and anything where i have never ever did for someone else except you . And you can see where did it lead us ?? Now we are just strangers kan , that’s sad . Don’t mind me . Just find someone if he makes you happy , if he knows how to make you laugh even if you’re in a bad mood , if he won’t give up on you even you did said harsh things to him . Just don’t follow my standards. You did found someone else before right ?? You can now . You will heal , you will be happy again . You are strong , so strong so independent woman . You will be okay . But i don’t know if i will . You’re my everything , my heart , my soul , my home . This is sad . Susah nya nak terus kan hidup macam ni . Setiap hari sedih . Setiap hari check text ws you . Baca conversation lama kita . Gambar gambar lama kita . I cuba untuk tak nangis taip this post . It’s hard huhu . I rindu you dempol . Rindu gila gila . I nak you . I talk to izz about you , rindu you semua . Tp dia marah i pulak huhu dia cakap nama i dah busuk dekat mata family you , kawan you . Sebab you dah bgtau adik adik you en . Dorang pun mesti ada bgtau parents you and ada juga yg tweet . You pun bgtau dayana and dayana pun mesti akan bgtau orang lain punya , dah nama pun gossip en . Or ada lain ke i dont know . But i don’t care . I still want you . Tp you nampak macam dah give up , macam betul nak move on . Im sorryy . Minta maaf mokk . Maybe i will delete this post , im really at my lowest . Iloveyou dempol more than anything in this world . I rindu sayang cinta you sangat sangat . Please takecare , drive safe stay safe , eat well . Again , i minta maaf atas semua yang telah terjadi that lead to this now . Jaga diri ye mokk 😍🥰😘

Inside of my head.

Source: islamus, via IslamicArtDB

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