Never Expected This From You Steve

I imagine this being said in an old mentor characters voice, specifically Sensei Wu from Lego Ninjago and that's so cool to me :3

Yes continue your endless knowledge and teach me the respect for all, ninja, samari, son of the main antagonist who's literally just a kid, my friends

Teach me the ways of spinjitsu (and pro endo)

-Han 🐿

”Endos don’t exist!” The anti-endos cry. “It’s just people faking for attention! Or those who forgot or are in denial of their trauma!” They yell endlessly.

Yet the Endogenic systems remain plural. Regardless of what those who wish not to learn say, they are still plural. The non traumagenic systems are still here.

Stay strong.

Dude it's Christmas break why the hell do I keep doing math equations in my head for fun??

Am I poisoned wtf is this

-Han 🐿

Please keep in mind most of our headmates are adults or teens and want to be treated as such

-Chan

Scheduling this for when I'm at school so yeah but like listen

Being a system is the wildest shit because NONE of us look like the body. We happened to stop looking in mirrors a good while ago because we just- didn't look in the direction of a mirror or care to look at ourselves so every once and a while it's just:

"Man I wonder if I have plaque on my teeth rn lemme lo-" cut off by the staring and internal thoughts of "Wait where did my brown hair go why am I covered in acne and why are my teeth so wack-" and scanning the body in the mirror like it's a foreign object in mf Subnautica in disbelief. Then it hits that you ARENT a cute lil cis man with small hands but rather a fat white trans man with uncomfortable everything.. and small hands unfortunately that stays-

BUT THEN IT GETS W A C K BECAUSE A SECOND REALIZAYION HITS THAT YOU'RE A GROWN ASS MAN IN THE BODY OF A MINOR??

I feel almost like a creep for just sitting here like 🧍‍♂️

But then again our headspace is all grown men except like three teenagers in which only ONE is actually a woman??

AND THEN WHAM WHAM WHAM TRIPLE WHIPLASH BECAUSE NOT ONLY IS MY ANATOMY NOT CORRECT BUT ITS D O U B L E NOT CORRECT BECAUSE IM MISCE SO LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!!

Ain't nothing right here and my only meds is time and money to mold myself into a new shape (man) like pottery.

BUT THAT ONLY SOLVES TWO WHABLOOEYS BECAUSE MISCE DYSPHORIA CANNOT BE PHYSICALLY FIXED WTF

..yall it's too late at night for this put me down

To sleep.

My least favourite pipeline has to be the shocker-whiplash-triple whablooey because it happens within five seconds and my life crumbles before my (and the body's) very eyes

-🐥

Does anyone actually know what to do when an eraser on a mechanical pencil runs out?

Like it flattens into the pencil completely like a normal pencil, right? Yeah!

BUT!!!

But then HOW do you insert the GRAPHITE????

I'm actually gonna EXPLODE A L L of my PENCILS end up running out of eraser and then I have to have my pencil SPIT into another pencils MOUTH!!

My pencils should not have to gay kiss like a mother bird giving vomit to its young for me to WRITE!!!

We need to teach pencils proper shit because they're gonna contract STDs from this BULLSHIT

-Cherri

Guys I'm on idle until I get my new phone HELP

I would have played all my favorite games already if my phone didn't have only 32GB, my speaker/mic is blowing out anyway so I'm lucky I get a reward for academic success

This phone has always been kinda bad but so has everything else, I can barely play online at all because of it, however this time I get to choose the phone and with the suggestions of my partner I'm getting a whole new phone type (from android/samsung to iphone)

Honestly idfk how to feel??? Like don't get me wrong I fucking LOVE the idea of going from 32GB to 520-something GB but that's a lot to process 😭 I don't even know how most iPhone mechanics work (I used a friend's once and couldn't figure out the home/app button thing)

I'm gonna miss separate volumes, but it's a price to pay

-Innie

Summary of my day so far :3

Went to the doctor to see if I was still lacking vitamin D

Left doctor and went to get a treat (because yes)

Got praised for my autistic traits (they don't know it's the tism on my side)

Got to daydream about my beloved

Stimmy all the way

Show my aunt a band

Go home and angry rant about a stupid rule change the day of an event

And now

Talk to my beloved baby all day

I love my baby (they tower over me)

-Han

Additional

Under the cut is the treat I had, it's a chocolate cupcake my aunt got me at a local business:3 it was very yummy

It's just a phase!

Is it? Then let the phase go.

If you never let a phase start it won't ever end. Pushing someone you know, no matter what the statis is, into a corner of being what they don't want to be at that moment they'll only try more and more. If it really IS a phase, let them go through it. If it starts, it'll eventually fade, because that's what phases do.

If it really ISN'T a phase? Don't make them change something about THEMSELVES for YOUR comfort. It's THEIR body. They won't be in your life forever. Don't leave them with a scar once you're out of it.

If it really isn't a phase, love them. If you don't love them because your Christian, that isn't loving thy neighbor. Your god Jesus wants you to love unconditionally, not to love "unconditionally" until it's something you don't like.

Support the people around you, phase or not. They deserve the same care you do. No need to make what's already such a hard world to live in a harder one.

-Hyunjin

Controversial take, but I think if you're pretending to be in a minority to genuinely help the minority it's okay.

Let me explain (by retelling a story I saw online)

The main person is a straight cis guy. His friends are straight cis guys here too.

The antagonists are clearly drunk (setting is a bar) and yelling homophobic slurs. They are very agressive and they're clearly showing violent signs

The main straight guy (and all his straight friends) then said they were gay. The other men turned around, yelling at them, the friends continued to say they were gay.

The men beat up the guys. This was the main guy's goal, as there was a very strong bartender on watch and they could get charged with hate crime.

They took the beatings, told the cops they were gay. The men did get arrested on hate crime, as well as assault I believe.

The main guy and his friends were pretending to be gay, yes. But they did it to put harmful people in jail. If they did not do that, eventually someone who was actually gay could've been hurt.

In my opinion, these guys are heros, even if nothing bad happened yet as far as we know.

Happy holidays guys!! I know theres many holidays today, so im just being general.

Have this Christmas themed kandi I have made for your viewing

Plus a closer look at the bows I attempted

Making this post in advance so you'll see it while I'm away!

-Lee know, Han